Service, Randoms

Service was great! Got an impartation! Yeah!!!

Ill make this post short and sweet..for the rest of my day..its:




Haha, the java game you see is Swords and Sandals 3 - Solo Ultratus. You can easily find it off any online webgame sites like mofunzone, etc. But...I have the full version with all items and levels unlocked =D of course through...*cough..cough...means, hahaha.

Basically you fight your way to the top, challenge tougher opponents, upgrade your stats and purchase new armors, weapons and spells..pretty cool. I strongly recommend hahaha. Its a pretty small game, 10-20MB, can bring around in your thumbdrive anyway, just copy the folder and play :) (you can even play it directly from your thumbdrive)

For someone who's been using laopok laptop for a long long time, having smooth graphics for Battlefield2 on a 1200x600 resolution is orgasmic! HAHAHA!

Men's Meeting

It was fiery, awesome, phenomenal! Its better than emerge I tell you. lol.

The games were insane, from the fastest person to strip the shirt like the hulk, to crazy PT of 100 pushups, 100 situps, 80 berpes, and lastly, to our very own bruce lee LOL. The winner really had a bruce lee look - The most number of wooden planks you can break.

It was so thrilling, these guys wore gloves and pounded through the wood like paper, then next thing you know, ps phil wanna show e guys how strong an old man is, lol..he took I think 2-3 planks together and smashed them with his bare fists! No glove! LOL! omg.

Anyway, message was about warfare.

And warfare it was indeed. But first, I just wanna say that PnW with C3 was awesome! The hall was dark, only the colored spotlights were on! Emerge style! The moment the worship song kicked in, tears were in my eyes. Even though some songs we had to catch the lyrics cus we never sang them before, nevertheless, it was awesome.

The presence of God was so thick, it was as if a giant slayer has entered the house. I mean, such awe, some glory, such power, just standing there made you feel as if, this is it man, dont mess with God!

We sang, we cheered, we clapped, we shouted and cried, yet the amazing thing is, in an all guys setting, almost every guy had his hands lifted up straight, 180 degrees! It was a phenomenal experience, the expressiveness of the guys.

In such an environment where we feel totally free to be ourselves, without the need to hold back, without the need to be 'masculine', we came to God, just as we are, broken, in need, lacking, desperate, thirsty, worn out, the things we go through that we guys sometimes hide from the girls, in order to be accepted, in order to be 'approved' as men...we emptied ourselves before the very presence of God...

The band was loud, man the electric guitar rocked the house! Everyone was singing loud, we didnt feel we had to hold back, the people beside were so loud, that we needed to rise up even more, just to hear ourselves.

During the offering message, ps phil already prophesied! It was awesome. The end time army, a new generation of men that will show manhood to the world and bring revival!

Message was simple, yet impactful. And btw, the overflow went to level 4 and the lobby!!

In the world today people have 'feminized' the church. Thinking that because the church is a bride, that it should be a place where its lovey dovey, sweet and gentle. Yes we should, but more than that..no, Jesus didnt have a male head and a female body! That would be gross!

Just as the church represents the body of Christ, the men must rise up to the occasion. That is why we dont sing songs like, "Ohhhhhh sweeeeeeet Jeeeeeesus, my daaaaarrrrling Jesus...." Come on...!!! TELL THE WORLD THAT JESUS LIVES!

Stop using the word of God as food, or as comfort, take the word, its time we turn it into a double-edged sword and slay the enemy! Attack, fight and win!

When we started praying the whole house shook man I tell you...the aggressiveness, the holy anger to slay the demons, to cut them up with the word of God until they are unrecognizable, to tear them apart to shreds! That monstrous, 'murderous' instinct deep down in every men, to not give in without a fight, was evident in many as we began spiritual warfare that night.

I tell you whole of hell trembled. Because we men are not just here to bring comfort to people, nonono, we will love like never before, we will give generously like never before, we will take down our enemy and crush him under our toes.

Take the sword, prepare for war!

Problems are not just there to make you develop your character,
Problems are there to awaken the SLAYER inside of you!

In Genesis, God said everything was good. The one thing He said it was NOT good, was that it wasnt good for man to be alone.

I know what he meant, because many times, Im like that. But what choice I have? This is ns, every guy has to go through it. A man who is alone, cannot accomplish much.

Yet, I thank God, despite being alone at times, He has done so much through me. I just cant imagine the possbilities and the legacy Ill leave behind if Im not alone.

When you speak the Word of God, you reprogram your life.

When you have a problem, dont always ask your leader/pastor to pray,
YOU pray! God is asking you to WAKE UP!!! Take the Sword and cut the enemy!

David slew one giant, Goliath.

But his men who hanged around him, those who became involved in his life,
Slew the remaining of Goliath's family! They all became giant slayers, because they caught hold of something from David, they caught the same giant-slaying spirit.

Courage is not just standing for Jesus,
Courage is standing for the one Jesus chooses!

The devil has declared war on us, what are we going to do about it?

The Dart Test (Email)

Dart Test...

THIS IS A POWERFUL MESSAGE. PLEASE READ ALL OF IT. I AM PASSING IT ON
BECAUSE I AM CERTAINLY NOT ASHAMED TO DO SO.

In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is
a little different: This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny,
it's intended to get you thinking..............

Dart Test...
A young lady named Sally, relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith. She says that Dr. Smith was known for his elaborate object lessons.

One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day.

On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smith told the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry, and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture.

Sally's friend drew a picture of who had stolen her boyfriend. Another friend drew a picture of his little brother. Sally drew a picture of a former friend, putting a great deal of detail into her drawing, even
drawing pimples on the face. Sally was pleased with the overall effect she had achieved.

The class lined up and began throwing darts. Some of the students threw their darts with such force that their targets were ripping apart. Sally looked forward to her turn, and was filled with disappointment when Dr. Smith, because of time limits, asked the students to return to their seats. As Sally sat thinking about how angry she was because she didn't have a chance to throw any darts at
her target. Dr. Smith began removing the target from the wall.

Underneath the target was a picture of Jesus. A hush fell over the room as each student viewed the mangled picture of Jesus; holes and jagged marks covered His face and His eyes were pierced.

Dr. Smith said only these words.... "In as much as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me." Matthew 25:40.

No other words were necessary; the tears filled eyes of the students focused only on the picture of Christ.

This is an easy test; you score 100 or zero. It's your choice.

If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions.

Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you,
before My Father."

Not ashamed ... paSS this on.

Ashamed ... delete it

Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Isn't it funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

Isn't it funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says. Or is it scary?

Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God ).

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and! they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week.

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

Will YOU pass this on? ... I did

Sentosa, Thoughts

Had cg at one of the twin towers south of palawan beach today. Instead of carrying on with our planned activities after cg, we literally remained on top there and chilled. Hahaha. Seeing Timo playing his 'fatherly' songs on the guitar was simply ROFLMAOLOL.

Like timo said, its just too comfortable up there, sea breeze, nice weather, great quality time, etc. We were all lazy to move sia. Haha.

When I get a new digicam, I will upload one picture for every post. So as to 'beautify' my blog lol. People have been telling me its rather plain. But I like plain and simplicity. =( Oh well...time for a change...

An hour ago, I was in depression. Now, after an hour, Im out of depression. Things are happening and everything is overwhelming me. Ah gong is back in hosp, just had checkup. Will update more tmr..or later I mean.

When a girl has needs, she is allowed to meet it.
When a guy has needs, he cant do anything about it.

What a nice world we live in. Everything's so F-ed up.

Its hard to imagine I have 2 sides. Its like machiam bleach anime, me and my inner hollow. o.o

(Not no one, but..) Hardly anyone will understand how its like to have a need left unmet for 22 years. Okay, maybe not 22, assuming puberty starts at 12, thats 10 years.

If ure a girl, how would you feel if you are 'banned' from receiving any affection for anyone for 10 years?

No one can hug you,
no one can lay his/her arms round your shoulder,
no one can hold your hand,
no one can say you are pretty,
no one can say you are sexy,
no one can say your hair is nice,
no one can say your clothes are dazzling,
no one can say the things you shop for look perfect on you...10 YEARS.

Or worse still, no one can talk to you for 10 LONG YEARS! No one can give you any financial support for 10 FRIGGING YEARS!

Dont tell me it wont damage you emotionally.

Many times I told myself to give up being a guy.
Im a person of zero tolerance, why waste time and energy to fix a problem when you can just eliminate it on the spot? Im not that free.

Sometimes, you can be serving the ministry, and not the Minister.

The way up is the way down.

Sometimes people can soar so high,
they forget how to lower themselves to the level
of those who are down and out.

Thanks wyelin for listening and allowing me to open up. :)

Coming Soon

Hmm you might be thinking, what is coming soon?

No. Coming Soon is the name of a thai horror movie hahaha. Watched with Ahleesha last night at JP lols. Not bad right? I give your name a new spelling LOL. =p After that had BK then walked her to Pioneer to meet her member/friend/whoever that was haha. I know that if I flashed my 'card' thats it...lol.

Anyway, the movie was ok, its so silly how we were talking about her friend who wanted to gatecrash to watch the movie or something when we ourselves were in the wrong cinema lol. Okay la, only missed 10min of the show.

Not bad eh..like that you can pay for a standard movie and enter a RA/M18/NC16 cinema :O Or..you could exit to the toilet before the show ends, then gate crash another cinema to watch another show? Hmm...

HAHAHA! Oops, exploit..shhhh..lol.

Was the show scary? Hmm, a bit. Other than scenes which shock you with the sound effects and the look on the ghost's face. What else can they come up with? lol. If I could rate X/5..hmm itll be 3.5/5? Haha. Can watch, if you really have the time to.

I was actually laughing at some parts. lol. Im a horror movie spoiler, I laugh at anything and everything. Back in poly I remembered watching one with one of my friends and I went.."Wa, the ghost so chio one ah?" LOL.

Still home alone...:(

Gonna have macs later for breakfast. Haha..yeah.

Home Alone (Thurs-Sat)

My whole family is going Tioman..yea. :S

Silly me..I thought today is Wednesday o.o Looks like Im really slow or Im starting to have STM haha. =x

So yea..will be home alone from Thurs (today) to Sat. Lunch alone, dinner also alone..sigh.

Stoned

Glad its over.
Now to TRY and sleep.
Came back with a tomato face.
Im looking forward to work...WOW...
Not because I like my job,
But because I hope I can meet someone at the MRT again...=O

Tired

For 4 weeks, Ive not had ONE day's rest.

Every sunday, Im either serving, patrolling, if not, like today, another full day gone because of some sports event. Like wth man. And guess what? Next week cg's gonna have another picnic event. Like OMG man.

5th week in a row...lets see...Ive been busy for 28 days without resting for ONE day. Every week is sunday to sunday. Im damn fed up. This week I have to sunday to sunday again.

!!! :@ !!!

New Wife!!!

Haha yes, I went, I ransaked the place and I bought something thats worth over 2k for less than 1.4k. Considering the fact that it was the last 3 units left..=S

I was thinking, God is so good. The timing...if I was any earlier, I wouldve paid more, by maybe 200 more? If I was any later, the event wouldve closed and even IF I were to go again this morning, the stock would already be out. =O

Well, I did write down the prayer request on my prayer book =))

Its so amazing, I wrote down the specific specs and God did exceedingly abundant above what I asked or imagined.

I wrote:

C2Q (Core 2 Quad)
4GB RAM
NVIDIA 512 Graphics card
By the end of march

Well, my model has 3GB RAM, but God made it up by giving me a 1GB NVIDIA GT graphics card. ;)) And yes, I thought at first, Im satisfied with a C2D(duo), but I was thinking, Hmm, just put down higher specs, who knows..maybe it will happen, if it doesnt ill still be happy.

But it really did!!! LOL. =DD And I bought it for a super ridiculously low price and before even mid march. :)

And the best thing is it came with a sound system for free =) And a free antivirus with one year license. To top it off, this system already has an antivirus attached to vista. So I can get to keep the antivirus for later..haha.

And God is real funny too..I told myself that vista sucks...now Im using VISTA LOL. I told myself anime is boring and a few years back, I went on a bleach spree! haha.

Man the IT fair was packed!!! You have to queue for the escalator alone cus its just that packed haha.

Just a few issues though...this unit has an internal wireless but the port is BEHIND. So, i have to attach the antenna behind. Which is pointing in a rather awkward position =S So my internet signal is either low or average. =/ I might consider getting an external wireless receiver. Just those tiny smallie ones as long as its not pointing backwards into the corridor of my house lol.

Btw, shouldnt antennas be omnidirectional? Hmm I guess I failed my networking LOL..but I didnt...so yea...thats another joke.

Hai...my whole life is a joke la lol!!!

I was typing this post and I opened Character Map to copy the "!!!"s... o.o And I was looking for the Fn key to press my numbers...AND...I totally left out the numpad on the right of the keyboard haha...yea yea laugh all you want...i know im weird...and anyone who knows me will in turn be weird too haha.

Vista is so smooth. I LOVE IT LOLOL. Im ready for Windows 7!!! BRING IT haha.

I was playing a game and I could see the wrinkles on the character's face..woot..haha..HARDCORE

Vista gives me orgasms...*oops that sounds wrong hahaha

A Stranger Stole My Heart LOL...

Okay, what happened was I was walking along Bt Batok Interchange and this group of people were doing surveys. It so happened in the midst of the survey, with this girl, we started casual talk and started sharing about life and stuff...and yea, being a good listener, I did what I did best, and being a good talker, she did what she did best.

So...there was a continuous flow, I had someone to listen to, she had someone to talk to. We kept smiling, chatting and next thing you know...'electricity' and 'magnetic forces' came into picture..:S

Next thing I realised, I was drawn to her warm, gentle and compassionate personality. We were talking and I was telling her how in the past, I did something but it went wrong and she was like.."Awwww..Im so sorry.." the gentleness in that tone was just chilling..omg.

And she has this singaporean angmoh slang...and she's a daddy's girl, family family type, just finished uni, and she looks like some actress, etc...ahhhhhh...whyyyyyy...why cant some of my girl friends be like that...nooooooo LOL...arrgh...

whyyyyyy..=x nooooooo...

Its so surreal, its like Im dreaming...I hope I bump into her again tomorrow...ahhhhh...

Not only that, when we were talking..she moved closer AHHHHHHH...the killer move.. whyyyyyyy.....nooooooooo.....

Now she's stuck in my head...ahhh...

Sigh, I guess its because all week Ive got no one to talk to. The need for quality time is so great. So I think when that need for QT and companionship was met, things began to spark. Everyday, I wake up, go to work, go home. Thats it. My lunch is always alone. Dinner at home. Never go out, never meet anyone at all during the week...=/

Anyway, tmr Im taking half day. I wanna go IT Fair. This time, I must buy something. =S Its so strange, a total stranger, within minutes captured my heart..all because a need was met. Knowledge is indeed power...people outside try so hard to find a relationship and here I am, the opportunity just dropped in ALL-IN-ONE...

Too bad Im a thinker and I dont rush into things, knowing its just the first time I met her, Im someone who will only consider after knowing the person for like 6 months.

I dunno if Im too powerful or what lol...I mean, this girl...the one of my dreams and fantasies, the ultimate perfection, the all in one..the alpha and the omega lol...right in front of me and yet my conviction is stronger than that..:S I dont know if its good, or if its...'what a waste'. Even a perfect girl cant shake me, I dont know who else can =x

But I really hope...I can know her more. Hahaha. Ahhhhhh...noooooooo...

ISFJ Profile

Follows the rules, polite, fears drawing attention to self, dislikes competition, somewhat easily frightened, easily offended, timid, dutiful, private, lower energy, finisher, organized, socially uncomfortable, modest, not confrontational, easily hurt, observer, prone to crying, not spontaneous, does not appreciate strangeness - intolerant to differences, apprehensive, clean, planner, prone to confusion, afraid of many things, responsible, guarded, avoidant, anxious, cautious, suspicious, more interested in relationships and family than intellectual pursuits, not adventurous, fears doing the wrong thing, dislikes change.

Favored careers:

Homemaker, stay at home parent, office worker, health care worker, personal assistant, school teacher, administrative assistant, child care worker, clerical employee, receptionist, library assistant, dietician, health educator, librarian

Disfavored careers:

Rock star, philosophy professor, filmmaker, performer, writer, bar owner, comedian, dj, entertainer, ceo, psychotherapist, bartender, entrepreneur, lecturer, astronomer (actually, I like astronomy, haha)

Some test by Adelene lol...

ISFJ - "Conservator". Desires to be of service and to minister to individual needs - very loyal. 13.8% of total population.

Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)

Opportunity

I got the opportunity to be beside the prime minister yesterday in a security deployment at Woodlands Sec for PM's visit.

Didnt really get to interact as I was on duty, just smiled for a second haha.

Security was high, thats all I could say, cant elaborate further haha. Internal secrecy. Anyway, our leaders are really anointed. These guys may not be christians, but because they are people in authority, God anoints them - I could feel e presence and anointing of God when he walked past man... - thats why we have to always pray for our leaders.

God is so funny. All those officers with high ranks, all go see ahbengs, ahlians, etc..while people with no rank like me, go see PM LOL.

Ookay, gotta end my post here, tired. Haha.

IT FAIR...CANNOT...PROCRASTINATE....arrgh.

Fed Up [RANTS]

Im so frustrated.
I cant seem to lose my goddamn fats.
Everyday Im tired, burned out, worn out, dried up, died out.
Work whole day, at night, go lay hands and pray for people.

I hardly even have time for anyone, let alone to have time alone to do my own things.
I fight the day without having any chance to de-stress.
And I sit around the whole day, eating, sleeping, doing nonsense.

I wanna lose weight, but Im sleepy THE WHOLE DAY, THE WHOLE WEEK, THE WHOLE MONTH. YES!

I work monday to sunday.

Mon-Fri: Work (day) + Visitation (night)
Sat: Ministry - one whole day gone
Sun: Makeup service (another day gone)
*CG is in between.

Next monday, go back to work.

Its been like this for over a month now! When Im serving, I work monday to monday.
When Im not serving, Im on night ops. Like wth man.
I need to REST! Im not a robot!

Why must energy be associated with fitness?
Cant these two be separate?
How to exercise when Im sleepy? Rubbish!

How I wish that when I sleep, I could dream of exercising.
And when I dream of exercising, my body loses weight as I sleep.
That way I can kill 2 birds with one stone, on one hand, I lose weight,
On the other hand, I get energized and ready for the next day.

Im gonna whack the tombstone of whoever created the word 'manpower'.
Why cant it be womanpower? When you think of girls, you think of fame and glamour.
When you think of guys, you think of sweat, hardwork and exhaustion.

What a way to put it people!

Im gonna go jogging now, with my eyes closing.
I dont care if I get a flu or suffer a fever the next day. At least Im losing weight. =((

This is not the first time Im pushing myself over the limit.
What else can I do? Girls have slimming centers, what about guys huh?

Girls can pay money to look good, guys have to pay their life to look good.

If you see a guy with 6 pacs, you ladies better treat him like a KING bow down to him and kiss his feet! But anyway, he might be too good looking for you and might reject you. Awwww. Too bad so sad, call police, call ambulance, call mummy papa...blah!

The Power of Friends

Friends unlock your destiny.
Because you become who you follow.

If you want to be an eagle, dont hang around turkeys.

"If you cant change your friends, your friends will change you." - Ps Audrey

Just because a person is happy,
It doesnt mean that person is satisfied.
You can be happy, yet not satisfied.

"But..I hope he will change..."

Well, then the only thing you can do is to pray and reach out in love, let God do the rest.
Know your limits. Exercise wisdom.

Good doesnt influence evil.
Evil influences good.
Thats because...
Evil is an influence,
But good is a choice.

Just because you make a guy wear a skirt, it doesnt prove that his gender has changed.

Hang around naggy people, and you'll end up naggy one day.
Hang around failures, and one day, you might just drop in your standards and achievements.
Its not wrong, to befriend the lowly, the down and out.
But...guard your heart and mind at all times.

If your life is lousy, its probably because you're hanging around lousy people.
Then again, if you're the smartest in your group, its time to change to another group.
Never stagnate, never lose momentum in life.

Life is not about the things that happened,
But its about the decisions that you make.
If you dont control life,
Life will control you.

The most powerful 3 words...I believe...=D

As I began to think about life...the shortest revelation came to me...

Its just 3 words...

"LIFE is YOU"

You can say, 'but I follow God', 'life is God'.
You can say a lot of things, yet do nothing about it.
You can believe a lot of things,
Yet live as if your convictions dont exist.

People are sad,
Because they are sad.
Period.
People are disappointed,
Because they are disappointed.
Period.

Similarly, people are happy,
Because they ARE happy.

God provides,
Because He IS Jehovah Jireh.
God is great, not because of some things that happened
That made Him great,
But because HE IS...great!

Yes, it may sound VERY deep, but once you catch it, your life will be changed. ;)

Life is you.

God doesnt live for you,
You live for Him.
Its how you want your life to be,
Not how life is to you.

Life is not about what happens to you,
Life is about what you happened to it.
Life comes from the inside.

Your attitudes, your thoughts,
Your words, your actions,
Your beliefs, your convictions...
Your DECISIONS.

What is life?

Some define life as the process of time from beginning to the end.
True.

But more than that, arent you a living being as well?
You have life, you ARE life! God said so Himself.
Life is you, life is in you, life is in your hands!

How we want our lives to be,
We have to be THAT.

You want breakthrough,
YOU..BREAK THROUGH.
You want a life filled with the spirit,
YOU..BE FILLED.

You want a happy life,
Be a happy person.
You want a successful life,
Be a successful person.

Yes, life is about God.
But YOU, have to CHOOSE, to BE, like God.
If not, nothing's gonna happen.

Life will never change with time,
Life changes only when your thinking changes.

Dont live life by existing,
Live life, by living!

To those critical and cynical people...

"Of course, I am NOT one bit offended. Stay cool, my friend =) LOL!" - Pastor Kong

Email from God

To: You
Date: Today
From: God
Subject: Yourself
RE: Life

This is God. Today I will be handling All of your problems for you.
I do Not need your help. So, have a nice day.
I love you.

P.S. And, remember...
If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle,
do Not attempt to resolve it yourself!
Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box.
I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved,
but in My time, not yours.

Once the matter is placed into the box,
do not hold onto it by worrying about it.
Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.

If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair.
There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard-of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work;
think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad;
think of the person who has never known what it's like to love
and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend;
think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day,
seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance;
think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror;
think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about,
asking what is my purpose? Be thankful.
There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness,
ignorance, smallness or insecurities; remember, things could be worse.
You could be one of them!

Should you decide to send this to a friend; Thank you.
You may have touched their life in ways you will never know!
Now, you have a nice day.

-God

God has seen you struggling,
God says it's over.
A blessing is coming your way.
If you believe in God,
please send to ten people (including me)
please don't ignore this.

You are being tested.

Snapped

Sorry, a silent bomb just went off.

Nothing in the world is more dangerous than an 'auntie' attitude. -5000 units

Shattered

Guess what..not only did I let one of the most important people in my life down, I even let people I do not know, down...

Now Im famous in the whole zone for some silly mistake made online.

Its always like that..whenever Im alone, Im always pretty happy. Ive always been happy living alone. Just me and my computer, like e guy who stabbed the Professor. Mind my own things and forget about the people around me...not like there's anybody around to begin with..

Whats the use of making friends when friends dont exist...whats the use of trying to be more sociable when socialising is more like a curse to me...

Maybe its not a good idea to show my face anymore...when I was young, people saw my face and wanted to punch me. Looks like that situation hasnt changed...

Ive never been good with people.
Nobody likes to hang around with me...
So whats the whole use of even living...

Things happen but what can I do?
Worked the whole day today and even worked OT to help my colleagues with the hampers..at the same time, fighing the flu virus the whole day.

During lunch time I was so exhausted I felt giddy. Great..first was nauseousness during fellowship and sensation of fainting, now giddyness while eating, before all those were chest pains..I guess I wont be around for very long..=s

Im tired. Ive got nothing more to sacrifice...
Nothing more to give...

I just wished God could take me home...my grandpa's saved, Im happy already...

SEAL Online, Cases, Train, RANTSSS

Im back to playing SEAL Online ppl..haha..so far I got 3 church friends playing and levelling with me..yeah. Join meeee..hahaha =DD Then can explore the town and the forests together. =) Im playing a priest - healer/buffer. So you need party, look for me haha.

http://www.sealonline.com - Took me only an hr to download haha. 2XXMB/s

Okay, I thought this was so comically ridiculous, I decided to blog this down.

Recently, there was a case where some female east coast park security saw a man wearing swimming trunks by the beach felt offended and 'declared' it as being obscene. Like..wth man, beach of course wear swimming trunks la..if not wear what? TUXEDO MEH? o.o

The most stupid thing was, the security or whoever made a police report. HOHO..I think if I attend to the case I also laugh man. And that poor guy, was so offended and disgusted by their attitude..."Cannot wear like that...WEAR PROPER SWIMMING TRUNKS...." You mean, got IMPROPER swimming trunks meh?

Its not like he's wearing a gString or anything like that.. ._.

I like what that guy did, after being chased away by the park officers, he went to change, but when he came out, he started waving his swimming trunks to irritate the female park officers. I SALUTE YOU MAN..I would do the same thing.

Come on, this is ridiculous.

Singaporeans these days...people kissing in public also must make police report. Then what? Next time kisskiss must wear gas mask meh? O_O Whats next? Having sex in your own bedroom is obscene. Then how? Call police. "Cannot like that...have sex must wear clothessss..." If that really happens then Ill suggest to them, why not you mummify yourself in toiletpaper then have sex? O_O

You 'mmmm..mmmm..mmmm' your spouse also 'mmm..mmmm....mmmm' cus cannot say anything. So sexy right?

Stupid ridiculous singaporeans...

And oh, speaking of the stupid and the ridiculous. MRT incident again. This time, when people were alighting, all of us parted like the red sea to let them out. There's enough space for two fatty bombom to walk out. Yet...STILL GOT PEOPLE PUSH...the people standing at the sideeeee! O_O Stupid aunty..you walk cannot walk straight is it?

Next time you go toilet hor, you walk sideways lor..then instead of sitting on the toiletbowl, scully you miss the toiletbowl when you about to sit and end up sitting on the floor and pee. *PIAK..butt land on the floor. *Whoaaa..mrt so crowded, I must get out first...*Whoa toilet so many people...I must pee first...You good lor.

Come on, this is not kiasu or kiasi, this is KIA-LANG man!!!

One more thing..if you are as big as TWO mrt doors, DO NOT STAND IN FRONT OF THE FRIGGIN ENTRANCE!!! OMGAWD. I thought I was in mars or something. And you know whats worse? That 'supersayan' was standing at the entrance talking to her phone! And you know...your ear isnt infront of your face? So when you hold the phone, its sidewards? Which takes up more space? O_O

And behind her, WAS NOBODY! Only people standing at the poles. Like what man. This kind of species also have. I feel like going in front of her...and say..."Wah...Soooooooooo BIGGG!" LOL.

Rantssss...YESSSS...finally...hahaha

Okay, recently Ive been pretty disturbed by how people older than me can have:

1. The "Want to fight ah?" attitude
2. The "See what see?" attitude
3. The vulgarity lifestyle

Okay, lets start with..."want to fight ah?"

People who "want to fight ah?" are just people with a lack of creativity. They are narrow-minded, stubborn and just plain bored with their lives. They probably have broken families or broken friendships/relationships. To them, there's only one way of doing things.

They think they are very 'man'..well, you can drink my saliva mixed with my pee! The only 'man' ure ever gonna be, is a 'mankey'. Yea, some of you thinking of pokemon right now, which makes it even worse, an even more overgrown and overhairy monkey! Even monkeys dont behave like that!

Also, "want to fight ah?", you mean to say you can read people's minds? WOW so amazing! You FAILED MISERABLY!

Now I know why you try so hard to read other people's minds, its because you cant even control yours. OOPS

Next, the "see what see?" attitude.

Simply put, these people suffer from poor self esteem. They either walk with their heads low, or with their heads high. Whoa..heads high, so cool huh! Be careful you dont walk into the drain! And oh, you like looking up eh..what if one day you see a small whitish substance drop from the sky onto your face! *PIAK...oops, birdshit.

And mind you, Im not talking about intentional staring, Im talking about people who so happen to walk by and "GLANCE" at you. Why? Never look at a pair of eyes before? Yea, maybe, thats why you suffer from poor self esteem cus when people talk at you you dont look at them! Does people's eyes owe you money? No right?

When girls look at you, you go, "woohoo!", when guys look at you, you go 'see what see? see your mother lau panty...'

I wonder, what would happen if that guy is a gay? Maybe at first he gets turned off, then next thing you know, a group of ahkuas enter the same lift as you and go..."ooooohhhh, bananaaaaa...we likeeeeee...." and then the guy whom you mocked enters in the last, saying, "See what see? I want to see a lot of thingsssss...honey, do you remember me? woohoo...!"

Okay, that....was disturbing. O_O

Lastly, the 'vulgarers'.

I think I dont need to explain too much on this, people who use vulgarities suffer from poor vocabulary. Period. They need to improve in their communication skills. They think to be 'man' is to be loud, well, by being 'loud' it just shows that no one's listening to you.

The purpose of marriage, Summary of weekend

Sorry, this is a bit slow, but I kinda liked the interview session with Dr Kevin Dyson last week during service 4. He gave a prophecy about church growth though..;)

Anyway, that service, I had to say, was the best of all 4.

One of the biggest statements he made was...

"The purpose of marriage is to be like God.
It is the classroom for eternity.
In heaven, there is no marriage status, its now or never.

We can make it work with anyone.
There will never be, the right guy or the right girl.
We just have to choose to be like God, how far are we willing to go.
To put aside ourselves, and live like Christ.

How we live our lives are just the basics, we should already have that by now.
Ultimately, its who we become."

Whoa...BAM, went into my spirit..haha.

Anyway, yesterday's shift ended at 3 instead lol. Spent 45mins attending to ONE case alone, in which there was part 1, and then when we were about to leave, she came back with part 2 O_O. I mean, the weather is so nice, I felt like telling her, "just to sleep!" LOL. Its a very long story so I prob wouldnt blog it, if you want can just ask me haha.

Service was good today. Thanks Ben for letting me sit with ur cg.

Oh yes, I went to support 2 baptisms this weekend. Congrats to Thad, Thomas and Prija! =) Yesterday was HOT I tell ya, even though we werent the ones getting baptized, some of us looked as if we did LOL. And I got sunburnt. I went for shift duty that night with a pinky face. People thought I was drunk LOL.

Anyway, today went to support pranee's baptism, finally broke through eh, even though it was tough. Obedience is greater than sacrifice. ;) Do first, worry later. Im sure God will make a way for your family.

After that collected my amp from Josh, rushed home, took a shower and joined pranee's cg for lunch at Bentobox, JP. Met a few new people, its always nice to meet new people. Well, I admit, I got high, but not THAT high...yet...haha.

I did a very loud and insane HELLLOOOOO towards the end, that I think, caught the eyes and attention of people walking by..:$ OOPS.

Tmr is back to work. I can claim half day off :O Wondering when I wanna use it. Oh well, see who asks me out HAHAHA! Hmm...Im pretty open now for various options..

Say until machiam orientation programme like dat..O_O