Androne

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

The Coming Holy Spirit Revival

wow, yesterdae i listened to Ps Ulf's sermon cd on e HS n missions as part of my qt. well, din exactly say much abt missions. but it was great n impacting nonetheless...:D as i was listening, e HS kept ministering to me...kept constantly feeling His thick presence all throughout my qt last night. i feel there's a breakthrough...:D

Once again Ulf prophesized abt e coming of e Holy Spirit Revival, similiar to tt on e day of Pentecost. there will be an outbreak of the manifestations of e gifts of e HS in our ctry, signs n wonders, healings, miracles, etc. e time is coming but now now, bt still, it is coming...so excited! =) e last time he prophesized was abt our church bldg being paid off, our 100000+ salvations/souls saved through e crossover proj thru music.

i really cant wait to exp e pwr n anointing when e time comes...:D

startin qt soon. gotta pray for a fren whos fren's mum is in critical condition. if her mum's white blood cells count shows no improvement by mon, her mum might not live...I believe if God can raise e dead, he can heal any sickness, jus believe, receive by faith, n it will be done according to you. really gonna start prayin n believing for a breakthru. me studyin in IT in NP is already a breakthru. theres nothin God cannot do.

Jesus is never all u need until Jesus is all uve got. =)

Sunday, August 29, 2004

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today's service was great. im beginning to start my mini daily prayer sessions. indeed ive benefitted a lot. really beginning to feel closer to God now...:D *Hee

durin service it was so easy to cry...and...it was my first time seatin so near to e front....jus behind e leaders and right in front of e musicians and cameras...so cool! *Hee =) the atmosphere's realli different, more urm, how to say...anointing i feel...lol :)

n Ps Tan's message was super good. really short sweet and practical. later gonna listen to disc1/2 of Ulf's audio sermon cd...so excited..really long to go up to e nxt lvl! Yea! :D im oso excited abt tom. hee...can get to learn new things now tt ive jus completed my common test :)

Jesus, more of you pls??? ;) *Wheee :)

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wow, yesterdae's cg was great. really felt e power of prayer...:D i dun jus want it to become a lifestyle, i want it to become my conviction to spend time with God everyday. even though im tired, i will still pray to Him n praise Him for His good works. =) tts y its called a sacrifice of praise..:D yea!

yesterdae was e 2nd time this wk tt i really felt tt im so close to Jesus once again. few days ago, my qt was interrupted by my father, who jus came in n scolded me for something durin my qt. at tt moment i really felt e Holy Spirit and His presence gone for tt moment. at tt point i started to cry out, "dun leave me, i cant live life without u..." it was my hunger tt kept me going. despite what e Devil could do to take away my relationship with God. e interesting thing is, he always fails...:) its only when i feel e persecution, all e spiritual attacks, tt i noe tt my walk with God is even closer as whoever is a lover of e world cannot be a lover of God. n tt really encouraged me a lot tt when things go wrong in e world, i noe im right before Jesus. =)

yesterdae after cg, during my qt, my brother came in n once again e presence i felt left, he started scolding me...eventually my father came in n jus..."spoil my fellowship", shouting...making comments, etc. i couldnt take it any longer, each time i begin to feel His presence come, someone would jus come and take it away frm me. but its bcos of my hunger tt e Holy Spirit is willing to return after each incident and make His presence felt even stronger. tt was when i started weeping after, my bro n dad left, n i began giving God praise. :D once again because i noe Satan is getting jealous. yea! =) glory to God, who is faithful!

i really miss this kind of life...since a few months ago, u can read in my 1st blog. e persecutions really came like airstrikes upon me...frens who are "christians" even started putting words of condemnation in my tagboard, "repent", "u call urself a christian?", "u have sinned", "ure a cult" and so on. man i really thanked God i survived tt major blow to my faith. as i started poly i became spiritually dry for some time. and now, i caught hold of e fire back once again!...yea :) so happy..=) it was really a battle for me a few months ago, but in God i shall prosper in all things for he is my RocK, my ForTress, and my Refuge! :D i won...yea!

now is e start of another journey. after e overnight prayer meeting...i feel really strengthened. i dun care if e Devil tries to take away my relationship again, but i noe this, HE WILL NEVER WIN! =) i belong to God and i love HIm with all my heart, all my soul, and all my mind.

i dun feel sad or cry when ppl pass away, when i m bankrupt, when things go wrong, when war's around, when e economy drops, when ppl are angry at me, when ppl scold, insult, persecute me, when i lose something, when my things get stolen, when im hungry, when my frens leave me, when i have nothing left on this world...i feel sad r cry when God is taken frm me! cos He is everything to me! i can lose everything i have, but i will still have Him....i will kneel and bow b4 His feet and praise him; adore him; worship Him. he has given me something no one else can give me, He has done for me something no one else couldve done. i really want to thank Him for saving me, for givving me a new life, for being there when i need Him, for pulling me back when i wander off too far...:D there's nth He cant do for me, n there's nth i cant do for Him. =)

feel, really excited for tom's service...i wanna feel HIm and walk with Him all over again!...:) yea!

Friday, August 27, 2004

A Prayer Breakthrough

yea, yesterdae's prayer meeting was fantastic. filled with faith and anonting! :D started at 1130pm and ended at 5am this morning. normally i would leave at e 1am break, but yesterdae n today was e first time i completed e 6.5hr prayer session.

despite my physical tiredness, i stayed awake throughout e session. durin e break i felt kindof strange, e moment i left God's presence i began to yawn and feel sleepy, its really in His presence that i feel so energized, so swake and excited for God. =) there was once i almost dozed off singing a praise song, but e interesting thing is tt, even when i felt sleepy, i could still feel God's touch and presence on me. wierd huh? :D can u imagine e electrifying touch of God when ure dozing off...man yesterdae was some breakthrough, even as i prayed in e spirit, i couldnt stop even when i felt like dozing off. e moment i felt myself shutting down, something strange happened. i sort of went into like a sleepy cum spiritual trance. sth like talkin in ur sleep, i spoke in tongues even when i felt dozing off. yet at e same time felt His presence...tt was wad spurred me on. therefore i can say, that e physical world and e spiritual world dun go together. if i allowed myself to sleep, i believe that i would still sense God's presence if i was hungry for him. :D yea!

overall i got to know yi min more cos he came to...and boy, he stayed with me and evan. at e end of e session, i was so awake cos His presence remained on me...:) e moment i hit e bed, i thank God for e prayer meeting. at tt moment e presence left and i fell asleep. waking up at abt 12 today. =) so excited cos later got cg and once again prayer meeting b4 tt...woohoo! yea! once u start, u cant stop....*Hee :D

Yea, tests over!

wow, today's e last test...*exhales* :D seriously, i din prepare much for the tests, all 4 of them, but God was faithful, even when i was faithless...:) its Him who helped me through, it was Him who stood by me when i needed Him the most. indeed, i thank Him for giving me the power of memory. even i know i din study much, or hardly put much effort, i believe it was my walk with Him tt made us closer. there were times when he would tell me answers...:D *Hee

jus now durin e test, halfway felt my nose became watery for dunno wad reason, n i felt a flowing sensation in my nose. man, i tot my nose was bleeding, but thank God after checking, it wasnt blood...*phew* at tt time i was really dosing off, it not for God, who made it felt as if it was really bleeding, i wouldnt have woke up fully...;) thanks anyway Jesus. I know in all things will work for e good of those who love u, even when we do not understand, yet u know all things. in tt i feel secure. :)

tonight goin for overnight prayer meeting. so excited. to feel His presence once again....yes, ive felt it during my qt, but...u noe...ill nv be satisfied...hee =)

Monday, August 23, 2004

Introduction

Hey guys, this is my second blog. Its just e beginning of more journeys with God. Ill b usin this blog sometime later, if e prob with my first blog is "incurable" ill most likely use my 2nd one (this). =)

i hope to create more than 10 blogs to store my life's testimonies in all of them. :)