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Sunday, June 26, 2005

Finding Your Purpose...

jus saw tracy's blog and i like one of the phrases that was written. something like:

"finding someone who is good looking, rich or smart is not so important. the most important is to find someone with a big heart, someone whom you know for sure will be there for you through your ups and downs. No matter what, he will always stand by you. Riches can be stolen/lost/taken away. Beauty fades as one ages. But one thing that stays with you for life is your heart."

how true. :) service was great today. arise and build for our new 7000 seater stadium is coming in 3 weeks. and for these upcoming 3 weeks, therell be entire churchwide fasting on wednesday and overnight prayer meeting on friday 11pm-5am. i believe that as 18000 sons and daughters of God begin to step out of the natural and into the supernatural, there will be a breakthrough in the realm of the spirit. it wont just be prayers going to God, but a sacrifice of praise. xD

im so excited. and i believe that God always do exceedingly, abundantly above all that we can ask or imagine. but most people forgot the second part..."ACCORDING to the power that is at work in us." any plan, dream or vision not backed by the power of God through the anointing of the Holy Spirit, is not gonna last.

here are just somethings i learnt from today's message on finding your purpose...yea...wow! hehe...

1. EVERYTHING in life has a PURPOSE

-rom 8:28, eccl 3:11 (amplified).
-nothing happens by chance. the number of hair on your head is not by chance, your skin color is not by chance, the things you're good at doing doenst come by chance, success and failure does not come from chance.
-ALL things WILL work out for the good of those who love Him (even the bad), TO THOSE who are called ACCORDING to His PURPOSE. -> sadly many failed to undestand the second part.
-That is why it's important to find your purpose in life.

2. My purpose is in the MIND of God.

-How do you find your purpose?

i) By the things your good at, things which you are passionate about.
ii) Your gifts and talents that others dont have.
iii) The way your circumstances have changed you. -> an EX drug addict's purpose is to reach out the drug addicts.

-God NEVER waste any experiences/circumstances in your life whether good or bad.
-Before TIME began, you were on God's mind, He had already had plans for your life.
-Our purpose is created and found in God, FOR God. -> It will never work if only part-a of this statement is fulfilled. You need to put part-b (FOR God) as part of your life. FOR EXAMPLE, a Nokia charger does not work on a Siemens phone.
-As long as you have a God-purpose, EVERY bad thing that can happen to you, WILL turn. Because in God, theres is no bad thing, every bad thing has to go. :) When God is for you, no one can be against you.

-How is our purpose revealed?

i) From our Source/Creator.
-dont go to ur friends to find ur purpose, or to ur boss, parents, relatives, shi-fu, but to the One who created you and has your purpose and life in His hands, a life of overflowing, abundance and blessing, miracles and breakthrough....a life where you're the head and not the tail, above and never beneath.
ii) From our life 'Manual' (The Word of God).
-every product has an instruction manual. in order for one to function properly and to fulfill its ultimate purpose, one has to discover what he can do, what he/she's made to do, ur gifts and talents, principles, etc. from the 'Manual' of God. So that we wont 'short-circuit' or 'break down'.
iii) From the Holy Spirit.
-God can be everywhere and yet personal and intimate with you at the same time, through His Spirit.
-His Spirit knows the deep things of God, and when we find our purpose in God and walk in it, He will reveal His ways/secrets to us.

-Jer 29:11, Rom 12:2, Acts 2:17, 1 Cor 2:9-10

3. Your purpose is constantly and unceasingly CALLING out to you.

-You dont have to find your purpose. It was there EVEN BEFORE you were born. THe moment you were born into this world, it began to CALL OUT to you. Inviting you into your destiny and the life that God wants you to have.

-"Vocation = Vocare(Latin) = To CALL OUT"

-"Vocation (Webster's Int Dictionary)" =
i) A divine call to a place of service to others in accordance with the divine plan.
ii) The responsibility of an individual or group to serve the divine purposes in every condition, work, relationship of life. It involves the total orientation of a man's life and work in terms of his ultimate sense of mission. (Purpose)

-2 Tim 1:9

4. Living out your purpose is a CHOICE you have to make.

-Deut 30:19
-E.g If your life is unsuccessful, you can blame no one. You have CHOSEN the unsuccessful path or worse still you dont have the desire.
-The biggest statement made by the God of the universe is that man CAN make a CHOICE/DECISION for themselves.
-There's no such thing as fate. Everyone is allowed to make a CHOICE. So many have chosen to reject God's will for their life and they blame it on fate. Well, if i can put it this way, if fate exists, then fate is the decision u make in your life. =)
-Fate doenst control your life, you control your fate!

Im really touched to tears during offering by how the previous generation have sacrificed their life so that we can be in such a magnificent building and to be where we are right now. Indeed, every success comes after sacrifice. Durin offering i told myself that im gonna give a 4-figure amount. ive did it once, and im gonna do it again, but once again...its not my decision, but God decides how much i should give :)

The money i have and the life i live...is not mine and i dun life for 'me', indeed its no longer 'I' but Christ who lives in me. The money that i have is God's ill let Him decide the amount, and my life is His, ill just stay close to my calling and purpose to fulfill me destiny. =) yea...!

Here's a new song...its called Waterfall, by Reuben Morgan, one of the most anointed worship leaders i know...

Waterfall-Reuben Morgan

Here I am dieing to say
I am desperate for Your touch
I fall upon this desert ground and I am
Empty at Your feet
Will You break me now
Will you take me in Your grace

Take me deeper in love
Take me deeper with You
Where the streams of Your mercy run
Feel Your waves over me
Feel Your power over me
In the roar of Your waterfall

Wash away the hidden stains
Of my fallenness I pray
I'll tell the world
Of all You've done
Of Your saving power in me

Saturate me now
Ever leave me in Your grace

Take me deeper in love
Take me deeper with You
Where the streams of Your mercy run
Feel Your waves over me
Feel Your power over me
In the roar of Your waterfall

Feel Your waves over me
I am in Your love
I am in Your love

Monday, June 20, 2005

Thanks Rachel, Pamela and baobao...=)

service was great today. i was so touched. the moment the intro to "I Give" played, i jus melted under the love of God and tears began to flow down my eyes, its that kind of love no one else can ever give me. God's love saw thru my circumstances, my situations, my behavior, my personality, my mistakes, my weaknesses, and embraced me.....

i miss touching God's hand, i can still remember on friday during cg when He put His hand on my shoulder and His palm holding on to mine....how i long to hold your Hand once again God. i want more encounters with You.....w/o You I am nothing.....without You....my life's not worth living....please hold my hand once again and never let go.......

im really so touched again today. thanks pamela, rachel (although u still owe me my thumbdrive...hahahaha) and ah bao...thanks for the new CD! Love u guys n gals.....=) You peeps are closer to me than friends...ure my brother and my sisters. ups and downs in life...we will go through together and we will triumph. through it all bcos we have a God that loves us...xD

this is a song that's expresses wad's really on my heart...hope u guys enjoy it :)

In Over My Head - Reuben Morgan (World Thru Your Eyes)

The world in all changing
I can't believe my own eyes
The moment I think
I've figured it out
I am flawed

I'm not so sure
Of myself this time

I'm in over my head
And all I have is You now
I'm in over my head
And all I am is holding on to You

I can't see the way now
But this one thing i know
When every thing's changing
You're still closer than a friend
And so I will bow
And my heart will trust

I'm in over my head
And all I have is You now
I'm in over my head
And all I am is holding on to You

I'll never let You go

I'm in over my head
And all I have is You now
I'm in over my head
And all I have, all I have
Is holding on to You

Saturday, June 18, 2005

YAY! My encounter with God! :) I will never forget...x)

cel grp was great today. combined with e110sters lol. durin the meeting, we had a 'wait-on-the-lord session' in e middle of worship. i was so compelled imn my spirit to speak up during tt moment. that was when i encountered God in such a physically tangible and real way...x)

when everyone was waitin on e lord and baoie was playing e guitar, the atmosphere was different...so strong. deep down i felt that e HS was prompting me to minister something, it felt as if everyone was waiting for...me. took sometime b4 i mustered enough courage to speak in boldness.

i opened my mouth twice but nth came out. i heard e Lord saying to me, "if you love Me, just obey..." i was so moved, deep down i know that i truly deeply love God with all my heart. so the third time i tried, words began to come out frm my mouth, it was so HS-controlled, i didnt speak out of my own instinct/ability, i jus opened my mouth in faith and the words jus flowed frm e HS in me :) i was so amazed at God and myself....lol it was a great experience. its my 4th time doing this...yep x)

my encounter happened after that. i felt happy that i did it, i felt relieved. as i spoke wad God wanted me to say, my hands were shaking and tears began to flow down my eyes as the weight of God's glory and presence was too strong.

i felt fire on me on my face, my hands and as i sat there with my face bowed and my hands lifted up, i oso felt fire on my back. that was when i felt something on my back, amidst the warm, electrifying sensation i felt something like an arm being put across my back, and God saying, "well done". it felt like being in a ring of electricity and God's hands which felt like fire, fire of love across my back, as if He was cuddling me in His arms. God's presence was like electricity and His physical touch like fire. x) it was sooo coooool....hehe...

more tears began to flow down my face and i was shaking uncontrollably for a moment, dunno if anyone noticed. i was so touched, ive nv felt such great love for such a long time, it was as if Love was cuddling me in His arms...:) it was such a great and personal encounter. its been sooooo long since i felt God the way i felt Him just now, literally i felt Him in a physical encounter. it felt so real...His arms wrapped around me. so warmth, so confortable, full of love. =)

then God, with one hand on my back, took His other hand and with my right palm facing upwards as i lifted my hands, it was so sweet, He placed His palm on my right palm and He held on tightly. i felt such a surge of love, my heart was melted beyond anything i can ever describe. i jus wept and wept....and cried to God, "I love you too much, never let me go, dont take Your presence away from me..." :) its the best day of my life! =)

and of course after that e110 and w318 celebrated my bdae. yay! haha...really thank God for giving me such good, cheerful, loving, kind, patient, understanding friends. too many words to describe haha.....TRUE friends. im willing to lay down my life for each and everyone of them. thanks guys for e nice surprise, card and cake and of cos, for being there :) *cheers!

friends for eternity! xD yea!

and urm...rachel....u left behind some crumbs on my desk ^_^....hahaha....and someone left a nokia headset in my room. lol, jus now got like 1x people in my small little cozy room...hahaha. so happy for sebas...ORD le....haha. continue to shine for God bro. :D

cant wait for service this sunday! yay! so excited abt building fund :)

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Happy bdae to me! =) lols

*Top 5 birthday wishers in order:

1. Rachael
2. Mum
3. Hogan
4. 2T15
5. Celine

Rachel pro...she msged me via msn at 115x yesterdae lol....not bad...hehe...sigh only 1 person countdown with me....lols...why...why...why...!??!??! hahahahhaha

must bring me something from aussie k? ha ha.....jkjk x) cya around in church gal....

cel grp postponed frm today to tomoro...hais...hahaha.

man i miss EMERGE....T_T, but i believe everyday can be an EMERGE for me ! :)

Monday, June 13, 2005

Great service...Visions and Dreams

service was great yesterdae. saw the Trios performed once again, man they're good lol =) durin the message i learnt that:

mind of man ---------------------------gap--------------------------------mind of God

BRIDGE------------------Renewal of your mind (Word)-----------------BRIDGE

In between <-----------Visions and dreams (Holy Spirit)-----------> In between

-Reading the Word doesnt change our circumstances, it only changes the way we see our circumstances/situations.
-God's ways are higher than our ways DOESNT mean that they are out of reach.
-When our mind is renewed by the Word, the Holy SPirit is able to give us visions and dreams to elevate our thinking; to see things the way God sees them and to enable us to have a higher level of living.

-When you write down ur dream, on goals etc and work on it through faith, that dream becomes a vision and a vision is a reality under construction and it will come to pass.
-Dreams + vision -> our imagination

-Whatever we think in our hearts, our imagine will lock-on to it, be it negative thoughts/emotions. that is y we are always warned to guard our hearts.
-It starts in the heart -> goes to the mind (imagination->visions and dreams) -> comes out thru our actions (reality).
-Therefore the moment something negative in in ur heart, be careful, never under estimate the power of imagination.
-Whatever you conceive in your mind as a result of emotions/thoughts, it will eventually become a reality.
-For example, the moment u say in ur heart, ill nv make it/im gonna fail, ull naturally have thoughts and u begin to imagine the worst case scenario tts gonna happen, sooner or later, (because ur body follows ur mind and fulfills wadever the mind locks on to, e.g. when ure happy, ur body reacts by smiling) its gonna become a reality.

-every reality starts in the heart.
-if ur heart is polluted, ur life will be polluted, if ur heart has a bad image of life, then ur life will be e way u tink it to be.
-The condition of your life is a reality of the condition of your heart.
-opression cannot stop creativity, the way ur life is cannot stop creativity, no matter who u are or wad ur life is like, we can still make a difference in the world and create the life that we want.
-The moment you can think it, God can do it.
-If you rely on man's wisdom and ways, ull nv fail to be disappointed.
-The moment ur life is in God's hands, ure on a winning streak. x)

Friday, June 10, 2005

EMERGE week!...

this week's the best week ive ever had in my life. man, every year EMERGE is getting better and better. =) heres wad happened:

day01 - sch was frm 9-6 but managed to leave at 515pm. by e time i reached church lvl1-B4 was full, side staircase 5 and 6 oso full, lvl1-3 full, so i ended up queueing at lvl4 outside cafe. after waiting for like 20-30min, we started moving lol.

but e moment we reached e main audi doors. it shut in front of our very eyes. T_T usher said "sry pls go to the overflow room, e main audi including e steps are full, theres no more space to fit anyone else." so we took e lift up to lvl4. who knows on e way up, we stopped at lvl1, then another usher in e lobby came to us and said, "im sorry the overflow room has overflowed, pls wait outside e lobby while we lay chairs"...-.-" oh man....my heart was broken lol...crushed.....

e lobby was e worse place man...hot, stuffy, esp after everyone came from staircase and the smell...whoa...lol cant clap, cant make noise (cheer and shout, etc...), sing must sing softly, cant pray too loudly cos its late and e residents are slypin...man...it was like being chained lol

missed e talentime and e XBOX challenge tt was played on our 'bigscreen' LED board, hehe. but e night session was great too. despite all the discomfort, presence of GOd was there to change lives x) on tt night, Ps played the song "once i have turned my face..." on e guitar, and man, every year when he plays a song, presence of God would come like a mighty river. my heart melt, with the love of God and tears began to flow.....it was e happiest moment of my life :D

PARADE OF SCHOOLS was a BLAST. different secondary sch clusters, poly clusters, jc/ci, sim/smu clusters, ite cluster etc....great performance guys ;) although e stunts was not as extreme as last year when we had someone who leaped off the stage, do a mid-air stunt and land on e 'human net' BELOW the stage lol

after svc met aaron and confirmed the meeting time for my IS-ENV consultation. iand i tot i was e first lol, little did i noe, that a group had oredy booked e 8am-830am slot lol. so i booked the 830am slot haha....glad to noe such a nice IS teacher as a brother...x) he always treat us food durin claz, i feel so bad...wanted to repay him but he say dun need.....thanks loads bro...:D

day02 - missed preaching challenge....wayne was preaching...and HE CAME UP THE TOP MALE, NON CGL contestant! congrats bro! =) haha ps kong even commended him saying he's real good looking lol....aiyo...wayne ah.....hhahahaahahaaa jkjk...lol he also said sth that once he had e anointing, itll be a double package lol. x) but, nevertheless...well done dude! ;) missed wordpower finals too lol...

oh man...for THREE YEARS! im gonna miss so much from emerge...somemore next year we'll be having it at the EXPO...lol day 2 was great too, dunno y keryn, shin, carmen, adam wanted the be the FIRST to queue for overflow room! lol....we could actualli make it to main audi lor...lol *sigh...but anywaez...i had a great time x)

man we really have the best dancers in CHC! lol. the trailer challenge was impressive as well...=) great skills...:) well, above all at least we sat FRONT ROW in overflow childrens' church room lol..haha.

it was soo exciting and life changing...:) after service went with shin to e busstop, and met pamela in e same bus lol..hieeeeeee......haha

day03 - today im down with a flu. a stomachache b4 service started. but thank God the moment God's presence came...my nose was cleared and my stomachache, relieved. indeed, no sickness, poverty, failure can stand in e presence of God ;)

was QUEUEING in e childrens' church room cos chinese church room full, and lvl3-B4 packed. tts like 7 floors!!!!! omg...lol ha ha. NOTE: e childrens' church rm was jus a HOLDING area for e time being. the the front of e queue sat at e back, which i was with Tracy...while e later ones sit at e front of e rm, so tt when we leave to go down to B4, the earlier ones (sitted at back) can leave first. :D

but in e end, e holding area became a permanent overflow room cos B4 full! lol...*sigh. NOT FAIR! lol i wanna sit in front!!!!! nooooooooooo......lol i wan to complain! hahaha...no wonder ps keep on emphasizin e first shall be last and e last first lol!!! haahahahahahaaa....not bad eh? lol

well, despite my sickly body, i praised GOd with all my might. i really love the indonesian song sung by Sidney...im tryin to get e lyrics and chords for it currently...hehe...XD the RESULTS ARE FINALLY OUT! secondary sch cluster....SOUTH zone won!! and for tertiary cluster...NTU won! lol....wad a turn of events...it seemed SIM/SMU was leading lol....little did we noe...again....e last shall b first and e first last LOL!!!! hahaha =p

great service, great presence of God, great preaching.....really had fun and enjoyed my time there. =) towards e end..man we sang e fellowship song...it was sooooo nice :) and the "JUMPIN TO THE JAM" rap....lol

learnt a few dance moves earlier on too...lol. but yesterdae's one was harder! hahaha... well. i had a great time this week! weekend services coming!!!!! yea...so excited.....hehe...

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Painful 115 bucks...

well, emerge is tomoro...hehe jus now went to highlight my hair at Reds at taka. xD i went with peng, wayne and evangelyn =) spent like an hr plus lol. and e interesting thing is...i left my mouse there...how silly. *sigh....

b4 that went to watch madagascar with marianne, ericia, kaiming, sillyhwee and her fren. it was soooo farnie lol. gd show! :) man, i still havent watched SWEP3...POW WEE!!!!!!! lol....

well, so excited. EMERGE has come! lol...but sadly i end at 6pm tom, mus reach there b4 7pm. man i heard from lionel that people are queueing at 6AM!!!!!!! omg....for e morning svc and chiong e whole day for all 3 services...lol man....and ill be in SCHOOL!?!?!??! my goodness...for 3 YEARS!!!! i cant attend all EmerGE services T_T sobs...noooooooooooooooooooooo T_T

my frens who cant come for tue/wed/thurs conference can come for e weekend services...its gonna b a great week! a youth explosion and revival is coming to singapore and asia!!!! yea...if no one wanna make a difference, e youths in CHC are e ones who will say, "send me!" xD indeed we may be JUST youths, but we have a heart and mind big enough to contain God =) to be a salt and light of e world, to be a world shaker and history maker ;) hee...

oh wells....8hours of lesson tom....later i mean lol...

wanna thank marianne for accompanying me to mrt station, feel so bad...lol. well, me gotta get sum slyp...tom go buy lao-shu...keke...:D

Sunday, June 05, 2005

U want title for wad? lol

im officially graduated frm sound ministry class! yea...:D had graduation today! =) service was great today...Reuben Morgan was great! e moment e first worship song hits my ear....it went straight into my heart and i felt e touch of God. e moment he started playing e guitar on e intro, it was so powerful.....tears began to flow (i didnt even know wad song he was playing)....really anointed musician xD

e Word was great! ps kong combined both e conversionists messsage with e marketplace evangelism message. it was a uber powerful message xD indeed GOd is raising up a new generation that will take e world by storm. a new generation of youths, filled with e anointing and e power of e Holy SPirit to achieve the impossible to bring revival and to be a world shaker and a history maker. youths that are successful in e world and yet at e same time on FIRE for God! =)

graduation party was great today...meet lots of new faces new frens. e food, games and fellowship was good. so touched, they celebrated my birthday along with all those in june =) got so many people to lay hands and pray for me..hehe so happy! xD while they were praying suddenly in my spirit got stirred up...it was like..."THIS should be your cel grp.." and i knew that our cel grp couldnt stay small anymore....i feel e need to grow more urgently now...i saw e need to increase in everything that we do =)

dunno y...durin e celebration i was asked to made a speech....and along e way.....i told God, "this is what i want to do for you...let it be pleasing in your sight, bcos i love you." and i said that i would rise up to the top of the ministry and through my service in the mnistry, we will see a breakthrough in the atmosphere and in the presnce of God.

then suddenly everyone else in that place broke into joke and laughter, at tt moment, even though i knew deep down that they were jus joking, but deep in my spirit was stirred up by a despising spirit. it was like e devil shouting at my face, "you can never do it!", "dream on!", "haha! who do you think you are!?!?!"

at tt moment my spirit sank...i had been emotionally attacked. i KNOW that they were jus joking, but wad they said in e natural, somehow e devil managed to seize it and attacked me with words of discouragement, hopelessness, into my spirit man...it was a horrible experience...i had no peace from that moment on until i reached home. there was jus sorrow, fear, anguish, a sense of hopelessness....at home, i jus cried out to God...to heal wad the devil has damaGed. i knew i couldnt do it alone....

im just beginning to feel much better. thank you Jesus for being my comforter...:) i came to realize how powerful your words can be, itll either bring life or death. it can be USED by God to bring life, or if ure not careful, Satan can SEIZE it and use it to strike e hearts of people.

well, im excited for emerge conference this tue, wed, thurs. tue i can only go for night svc, wed - afternoon and night, and e whole of thursday :D and cant wait for e weekend services as well...i can sense service7 coming...hehe...and revival in our campuses, schools and camps! yea....

pls pray for me...as now and then...e effects of today's emotional attack come back and trouble me now and then...those horrible memories jus pop again...i really need e strength, faith and courage to say to fight e evil one and to seek God for inner healing.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Emerge2005 next week! But...

cg has ended. and God's presence today was stronger than i expected =) indeed we are all in e midst of preparing for EMERGE conference. bad SAD SAD SAD SAD, i got SCHOOOOOOL! nooooooooo, only can go for night svc :'(

well, i believe e weekend services are gonna be as good ;) this sunday's my sound ministry graduation, hehe....yea. so excited, this sunday's service Reuben Morgan from Hillsongs is coming! hee...yea...

oh well...this whole week's been a week on fire for me ;) all e marketplace evangelism, new building, expo, emerge conference and revival for schools...ive begin to feel e burden that God has for His people. to see them saved into His kingdom and saved from curse of e world. yes, u might ask wad curse...

e day adam and eve sinned against God, sin has entered e world, before that e world was perfect, beautiful in God's eyes. ever since sin entered e world, man die of age, sickness, etc. there is poverty, failure, sickness, discouragement, fear....etc.

i learnt from cg that e great commission has been initiated since e beginning in Genesis. in the Abrahamic covenant. but im glad...to carry God's burdens to experience e life that was meant to be before e fall of man, God's life! :D and to bring restoration and bring light back into a world of darkness =)

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Youth Prayer Meeting one wk b4 EMERGE2005!

e meeting today was great. despite being physically drained from e entire day in sch...e moment God's presence came durin tt meeting, i was charged, ready to be a world shaker and a history maker.

it was a great time from 730-930. pammie and shin couldnt come cuz they were down with sickness. rest well ya? =) hee...its only at such a time tt e Devil start attacking us with sickness, tiredness, negativity, etc. bcos he knew that this prayer meeting is gonna spark revival in our campuses and in our schools.

and indeed, i was there in e meeting and i can say...revival is coming, not only are we gonna see 2 souls, 3 souls saved, but entire classes and campuses and entire schools coming into God's Kingdom.:)

looking forward to our new building fund in july. indeed moving to EXPO is not another chapter, but indeed its another whole new BOOK! =) i can already start to see our church OUTGROWING the singapore EXPO. sooner or later we are believing God for a state of e art indoor stadium, centrally located, 8000-seater, in e marketplace, for e marketplace ;)

like wad ps said, a healthy church is a growing church. but personallly i feel its more than just being healthy, its being in one heart and one mind with God. that when we flow and move according to His call and purpose, e walk is gonna be progressive, always increasing, unstoppable, always e head and not e tail, above and not beneath. XD

today we did a trial run on e DECIBEL METER. hehe, incase ure wonderin wads a decibel meter, its for us to gauge e performers, be it in e talentime, wordpower, xbox, sports, etc. e louder we cheer/clap e higher e meter will go from 0-10. hahaha, jus now very farnie...e whole church clapped and shouted wildly durin e trial run and it only reached 8!!!!! lol....wad about 9 and 10 man? hahahaha.....its gonna come from all 30000 gd looking, cool, successful and blessed youths with a vision, dream and purpose, on EMERGE conference 2005!!!!

so excited....its just next week!!!! so fast...and every year during this conference, our church attendance would normally increase in e THOUSANDS and every year we included ONE EXTRA service, last yr was SERVICE6, who knows? this yr might add SERVICE7! lol....anyway, on e weekend itself, its gonna be 7 YOUTH services anywae....hehe...:D

i wanna go for ALL!!!! but got sch on one of e days...sobs. so many events....talentime, wordpower, preaching challenge, essay competition, hiphop/brake dance, POS, biathalon, xtreme sports, telematch, xbox challenge, so on and so forth...so many events, so exciting....

hey, its only once a year, and just these 3 days is enough to turn ur life totally around! =) wad made 3000 youths join us? its not by forcing, is not by propaganda or bribery, but its THEIR own choice, that they wanna receive e greatest gift and miracle for their lives, e gift of salvation. to be saved from e curses of this world, saved from e guilt each time u commit a sin, and e best gift of all, a HOME in heaven. =) freedom from e curse of failure, sickness, poverty...

into a life tts blessed, exciting, meaningful, etc....basically words just cant describe tt feeling XD its sad to see our fallen world today...living w/o God, living w/o their Creator, e one who loved them more than anything in e world. nt bcos God doesnt care, but its so sad bcos its e people that are runing away from God while He yearns to give us a life of hope, peace and victory.

many chose e wrong path for themselves, even for some theres no turning back. But God is a good God. He is ready to embrace His children into His loving arms whenever you call on Him, no matter how bad you are, or how hopeless u are, if ure e only human on earth, God would still come down as a man, and lay down His life for you...:)