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im officially graduated frm sound ministry class! yea...:D had graduation today! =) service was great today...Reuben Morgan was great! e moment e first worship song hits my ear....it went straight into my heart and i felt e touch of God. e moment he started playing e guitar on e intro, it was so powerful.....tears began to flow (i didnt even know wad song he was playing)....really anointed musician xD

e Word was great! ps kong combined both e conversionists messsage with e marketplace evangelism message. it was a uber powerful message xD indeed GOd is raising up a new generation that will take e world by storm. a new generation of youths, filled with e anointing and e power of e Holy SPirit to achieve the impossible to bring revival and to be a world shaker and a history maker. youths that are successful in e world and yet at e same time on FIRE for God! =)

graduation party was great today...meet lots of new faces new frens. e food, games and fellowship was good. so touched, they celebrated my birthday along with all those in june =) got so many people to lay hands and pray for me..hehe so happy! xD while they were praying suddenly in my spirit got stirred up...it was like..."THIS should be your cel grp.." and i knew that our cel grp couldnt stay small anymore....i feel e need to grow more urgently now...i saw e need to increase in everything that we do =)

dunno y...durin e celebration i was asked to made a speech....and along e way.....i told God, "this is what i want to do for you...let it be pleasing in your sight, bcos i love you." and i said that i would rise up to the top of the ministry and through my service in the mnistry, we will see a breakthrough in the atmosphere and in the presnce of God.

then suddenly everyone else in that place broke into joke and laughter, at tt moment, even though i knew deep down that they were jus joking, but deep in my spirit was stirred up by a despising spirit. it was like e devil shouting at my face, "you can never do it!", "dream on!", "haha! who do you think you are!?!?!"

at tt moment my spirit sank...i had been emotionally attacked. i KNOW that they were jus joking, but wad they said in e natural, somehow e devil managed to seize it and attacked me with words of discouragement, hopelessness, into my spirit man...it was a horrible experience...i had no peace from that moment on until i reached home. there was jus sorrow, fear, anguish, a sense of hopelessness....at home, i jus cried out to God...to heal wad the devil has damaGed. i knew i couldnt do it alone....

im just beginning to feel much better. thank you Jesus for being my comforter...:) i came to realize how powerful your words can be, itll either bring life or death. it can be USED by God to bring life, or if ure not careful, Satan can SEIZE it and use it to strike e hearts of people.

well, im excited for emerge conference this tue, wed, thurs. tue i can only go for night svc, wed - afternoon and night, and e whole of thursday :D and cant wait for e weekend services as well...i can sense service7 coming...hehe...and revival in our campuses, schools and camps! yea....

pls pray for me...as now and then...e effects of today's emotional attack come back and trouble me now and then...those horrible memories jus pop again...i really need e strength, faith and courage to say to fight e evil one and to seek God for inner healing.