Finally, update..nope exams not over yet..:D

finally i 'feel' like blogging, haha. yesterdae was late as in, later than 15min b4 e paper starts cos normally e students would enter e exam hall 15min b4hand. well, i reached 5min after reporting time.

e paper was tough. i was literally praying throughout e paper. at first i thought of chiongin e paper but as i started doin e questions, man i had a mental block. i couldnt rem wad i had learnt. every now n then God's presence would touch me and i could feel it, but no answers were comin out. finally God told me to wait, i told myself, even if God will bring to memory what ive learnt at the LAST 10 MIN, ill still wait for it.

eventually it happened. :) the last 10min e details and knowledge came back, praise God. but though i had not much time to complete e rest of e questions, i know tt i did my best and God is faithful, He kept His word and He showed up for me. =) yea...

BS was great yesterdae, despite being on e verge of dozing off, i learnt a lot abt, hearing, believing, asking, receiving, confessing, seeing, acting and praising God for the rhema word tt will bring u a miracle...:) cel grp is tom, yea...so excited. man, im way laggin behind my bible reading program, have e whole of march to pia....sobs, come on man, u can do it! hehe =D

yup, certainly lookin forward to service on sunday. :) P&W, fellowship, and my new sound ministry! yea....hehe ;)

Easter Service at SIS day02

today got more ppl came for e service. on 1st service ppl with hearing probs were healed. 2nd service on e same day, old folks were healed and e lame walked, blind see, deaf hear. todae it was young ppl tt got healed. its so amazing, to see how God's miraculous power heals in EVERY service. =)

heard ps saying in todae's service that the indoor stadium is TOO SMALL, can ya believe it? lols, cos now we already have e capacity and potential for 3 services at SIS. man, we need something bigger than a stadium! yea! thank God for it! =)

i know for sure that a stadium is not enough, cos we havent even moved into our jurong west st 74 building yet....lols by e time we conduct services there, a stadium wouldnt be enough...lol. its a problem, but indeed a good God-problem. ;)

today's drama was great, they added more stunts to e fighting scenes and other scenes...hehe. so cool, really touched be e love of God. indeed e love of this world cannot satisfy u more than e love frm God. e love of God carries visions, purpose, dreams, success, prosperity, health, fulfillment, acceptance so on...:D

Why did Jesus remain on e cross despite havin all power n authority 2005 years ago?

1. He remained there so tt our SINS could be forgiven.
man's effort alone is not able to take us to heaven, bcos e WHOLE EARTH and EVERYONE has sinned. be it big or small, frm murder to e smallest things like lies and pride, selfishness.

2. He remained there to redeem us frm every BONDAGE.
be it smoking, alcoholism, drugs, porno, depression, suicidal tendencies, etc. Satan's power was broken on e cross.

3. He remained there so that we can receive HEALING for our sicknesses.
be it mental or physical, Jesus sacrificed Himself once and for all, taking and bearing the weight of all our sicknesses on e cross.

4. He remained there to ensure that the CURSE of failure is broken!

we live in a fallen world.

he became poor so tt we can be rich, he became death so tt we can inherit eternal life. failure, poverty, has no power. Jesus defeated them. He bore all e failures in EXCHANGE for health, prosperity, success, abundance, blessing, gd academic results, good relationships so on.

And its all free bcos He paid e ultimate price.

yea, no more failures, no more bad relationships (besides i dun have one lol), no more poverty, no more sickness, no more bad things! yea!...=) ppl pay a price to obtain limited happiness, i thank God I got eternal happiness, blessing, prosperity, health, etc. for FREE!

yea, cel grp and BS resume this week! hee, so excited....:D

Easter service and drama GREAT!

today went for 2 easter services. cos of frens and all, yups. but despite going for it twice i enjoyed every moment of it and was blessed and recharged ;)

daes ago, i was watchin one of Benny Hinn's videos online and they were tokin abt e passover offering which is given durin gd friday wk, i was so moved by e Lord to give $200 as a sacrifice offering. well, i know deep down in my heart that ive heard e message, and i cant run away frm it. and indeed e message really placed a burden in my heart to give tt amount.

and today was e first time i used e golden stewardship offering envelope, yea! hehe :D i placed tt $200 e Lord moved me to give today. and after i had given, i felt great! knowing that ive accomplished something.

7 promises of the Passover Offering (gd friday/easter weekend) in Exodus:

1) An angel is dispatched into your house.
2) God says, "I will be an enemy to your enemy." God will destroy your enemies.
3) Supernatural prosperity - Do not stand before the Lord empty.
4) He will take sickness away from you.
5) You will not die before your time; extend our life
6) God will literally give you inheritance; things you will inherit that you did not earn.
7) In that year God will take back from the enemy what he has stolen from you.

today durin our services, man, healing broke out again, this time deaf ears popped open, cancer healed, pains and cramps healed, ppl even got out of wheelchairs....yea, praise God! ;) i believe for grEAter miracles later...hehe :D

PSP2 starts tomolo....:D

exams starts tomolo! yea, dunno whether to 'yea' or 'boo', haha. guess i have to thank God for java, hehe, even if i dun understand it ;)

well, at least ive started my revision, hehex...all e best IT15! and those ADs like zaki, cheeway and sookie, u can take a holiday now...lolx :P

so excited, easter's comin....:) but wad im really waitin for is EMERGE2005! yea! explosive! =)

well, other than that, nth much really happened, no bs no cel grp, sobs...oh yes, overnight prayer meeting is next wk or e wk after...hehe, so excited, very long nv go liaoz...yea! ;)

guess e next blog entry will be a testimony of my exam results....yea! faith puts no limit on God and God puts no limit on faith =)

Sound Ministry (In-Training)....great!

service with Sy Rogers was great, farnie guy. talked abt sexuality and our 'inner world'. indeed i enjoyed all his jokes, and his feminine photo ;) cool, its so amazing how God can turn things around foR those who love Him =) one thing he said that really went into my heart and melted it, "you dun have to be perfect for God to love you; God rather have you in all ur weaknesses/brokenness/imperfection than not to have u at all" :D

today's my first day in sound ministry!....yea....it was great. despite having to go back to church frm 7-10pm, i enjoyed myself and todae was great n indeed memorable. meetin new frens, knowing mario who stays in blk 663B and me 665A.....lol and a bro frm CHINA, joshua, many many other interesting ppl...;)

e sista who coordinated e games was peishan frm NP too, hee :D 3rd yr....glad to noe so many ppl =) we learnt e ministry statement and played a few games...and an icebreaker to get to noe e ppl, ;) we had four groups of five, tt means 20 ppl in all. hee...icebreakers included arranging ourselves in name, address, etc. it was fun!

First game - Walkie messaging

basically each team had one representative to go onto e stage and stand behind e whiteboard with a walkie, while e rest of our teammates were on e floor with a piece of paper. i was one of those behind e whiteboard and we were supposed to use e walkie and send a message to our teammates and they're supposed to write em down :)

got this funny incident, one of e message was "i am a great person". it was supposed 2b a private channel, but little did we noe tt it was occupied by some other ministry...haha

so one of us sent "i am a great person", expecting our teammates to respond "roger". but out of e blue someone else frm another ministry, i tink children's church reply sth like "ya....great person" or sth like tt.....haha, we all tio stun sia...haha :P mine was "im gonna b a great soundcrew"...haha....got other ppl reply oso...lols so malu....XD

Second game - Walkie pictionary

we switched members and now we are supposed to draw according to e way e ppl 'backstage' descibed, of course thru e walkie...:D it was not too bad, most of us got it right....hee :D

Last game - scavenger hunt (3 lifelines via walkie)

this was e most fun and e most farnie oso...haha. we learnt abt e FOH (front-of-house), FOH EQ RM, chiller rm, dimmer rm, FB (foldback-e console beside e stage), sound storerm at B3 nursery, FFC (fire command ctr, near e guys toilet) and MCA rm (if im nt wrong, e one at e gals toilet, oops....mus go revise liaoz...hahaha) and so much more...

we were supposed to collect stars around each station. we were near e FFC room ( a high security room with all e keys and servers, main operations in e church bldg) and it was a high security room and we were not supposed to go in. but my team jus went in...and e guys there were like stunned. so malu....haha, they jus gave us e exact location of e star which was outside e door...lol

shortly after, a radio message was sent "FFC here, we jus got raided by one of your teams..." lol....so paiseh.....XD

e B3 quest was e hardest....e entire stairway was literally dark and it was so eerie, esp with e ppl in e main audi playin some spooky music tts used for e easter service this comin wk a SIS. we couldnt find e light switch sia....wahahaha...and e door seemed so far away...haha. our team came in 3rd....lols

nonetheless, i had a great time...thanks sound ministry and thank you God! =)

Always and Forever...

e concert was great. but at e same time not as great. ppl were talking, chatting, playing, joking, even eating throughtout the concert. was organised by Grace Assembly of God if im nt wrong. thanks peng for e tix.

but i told myself, that im not gonna care abt e ppl around me. its jus me and God. though most of them came for e performance and to enjoy themselves, i knew i was there for God. i tink im e only person as far as my eye can see, that i was soo filled with e presence of God tt i was tearing in God's presence.

for other's it might seem impossible to feel God in such an atmosphere, but i can say that with God ALL things r possible...;) i dun have to be affected by e atmosphere or surroundings, i jus want my heart to be open to God. e preaching was great to, i wanna be like Obed-Edom, hungering for God's presence more than jus serving God. =) it was like me AND God, one-on-one in that Dome-shaped thingy at downtown east. hehe....

i bought Always and Forever for only 20BUCKS!!!!! lols......its a nice album....yea, but they dun have e 'jumpin' song haha, i have a feeling that tt song is on another new album that theyre compiling soon...hehe, jus a guess ;)

celgrp jus ended. was great, prayed for healing and revival. =D great fellowship, celebrated Felicia's belated bdae. :) thanks ZAKI btw for e alien shooter, very FUN haha =D and thx to marianne for e pizza crack! keke :D although im still searchin for e game to dl...haha, but thanks anywaez ;)

yea, tomolo Sy Rogers comin...yea....:)

KSBJ is now Live!

yup, e song ure hearin now is frm KSBJ contemporary christian music Live!...hee =D i managed to get it up on my bloggie....

Enjoy peeps! ;)

JAVA ROCKS!!! ya, i know ppl are closin their browsers now...hehe =D

yup, for some reason after today's lecture on OOP topic: Objects and CLasses, man im ready for OOP!. yea, im gonna chiong my java liaos.....din noe java was so interesting till RamRam introduced Objects n classes...hee =D ill do my best to do well for psp2 and move on to OOP and software eng. where can learn advanced java and C-prog. yea....:D so exciting....

and no, im not crazy...haha, im totally sane...;) jus came back frm BS at YMCA. went to PS with shinny, pammie, and fel for dinner, well, fel made an exception as she had to go back early...;) yupz...

yea, so excited...tom goin for PlaneTShakerS concert at downtown east! yea!...believe its gonna be explosive! and indeed, God will show up as thousands are gathered for PAW...:D and excited for celgrp this fri!....yea....and of course, on sunday SY ROGERS IS COMING BACK!!!! yea, keke, Mr. Jim Carrey sia.....farnie guy....lol

so many things comin up......cant wait for easter service at indoor stadium, StarWars ep.3 in may....hehe =D and CCCCCCCCAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTTT wait for EMERGE2005!!!!!! in JUN!!!!!! woooohooooooo.....;) explosive months ahead...yea!

No words can express my immensely extreme excitement....so many things comin up, im NOT goin to miss not even ONE of these events...;)

if anyone interested let me noe ya? :) Heaven is exciting....esp when young ppl gather, there is fire, passion, REVIVAL!

Great service at indoor stadium

today was awesome. it jus feels so 'at home' to have a service at e indoor stadium. indeed tts how chc is supposed to be, in our new stadium, it jus feels so familiar and like i said, 'at home' when we praised and worshipped God in e stadium. ;)

oh yes, today i jus remembered sth that happened yesterdae durin Benny Hinn's crusade. as he was prayin for one of e sisters, he lay hands on her and the power of God was so strong that not only she fell under e power of God, but was also thrown 2-3 metres away from Benny Hinn as he lay his hands on her. i remember vividly, seeing the security guy almost losing his balance when he was trying to catch her...praise God! =D

i kinda missed e anointing and power that was evident in Benny Hinn's crusade. i rem that even e paramedics, a malay and an indian, after their patient started walking out of the mechanical bed that was brought frm e hosp, gave their hearts to Jesus and praised Him...yea ;)

its jus soo exciting, everyone around me is like talking abt it and how they experienced God in a powerful way. =D today's atmosphere was not as heavy-weighted/aggressive as yesterdae's, it was a strong soft atmosphere, ppl tear easily in e presence of God. totally different frm e crusade's atmosphere where there was healing and deliverance, even w/o e laying of hands. :) durin worship everyone's hearts jus melted...it was a great feeling =)

towards e end of e service, Ps Kong decided to exercise our faith, esp after what happened durin e crusade. we decided to have a 'mini' healing crusade. yes, by OUR OWN church members. and God showed up...;) we worshipped e way we did durin Ps Benny's crusade and prayed e way he prayed, with such great faith for e sick to receive their healing...many were healed of pains, knee neck and back that couldnt move were now able to move, freely...there was this old lady that couldnt move her knees and she was healed, running to and fro on e stage, praising God.

i was amazed at God's power. even WITHOUT benny hinn, im happy and encouraged by e faith of e members. indeed Ps Benny left something in our church, he's left singapore oredy...and i jus noe, that its only e beginning...

revival is coming, and we will see amazing and unusual miracles happening in our church services, its time to move on...:D Jesus is coming back.....

Its e end times...REVIVAL is comin to SINGAPORE!

today's crusade with Benny Hinn was awesomely, spectacularly, phenomenal! here's wad happened, and indeed as Ps.Benny said last night, todae's anointing and power was DOUBLE of yesterdaes...:)

went for e 4pm service which started in 330pm. started to queue with quincy, his fren, felicia and jasmine at 12plus. doors opened at around 120pm. man we got e sides! yea, praise God for tt..=)

it all started with great praise and worship. e great sharing of e Word, that e presence(glory) of God is more important than the power of God! cos with His presence, comes e power! its like a 2-in-1. yesterdae at e end of e crusade, Ps.Benny prayed and e choir joined hands, next thing they all fell under e power of God, holy laughter broke out.

today God's power was even greater! wheelchairs emptied, stretchers emptied, even patients came in hospital beds left walking, leaving e beds empty! praise God yea! =D one elderly man even got his healing BEFORE e service started!...wow sia...everyone was like clapping for and praising God, Ps.Benny wasnt even there....! lols, it was e man's faith that healed him. he got out of e wheelchair, walked around, lifting his hands and praising God!

but wad i would like to share is e climax! today was more of a deliverance service than a healing service. ;) as we went into deep worship, our hearts were quietened and we awaited e arrival of the Holy Spirit. as i worshipped i felt e presence of God. but for some reason i couldnt cry, i jus couldnt...i knew something else's in stored, something's different abt today's presence. then i experienced e greatest exp in my life!!!!!

it didnt felt like e Holy Spirit desscending, it felt like GOD descending and filling the entire indoor stadium! here's how i felt:

10min into worship atmosphere changed
God's presence became thicker and heavier
i was on e verge of falling frm e weight of His glory; forward AND backwards! i felt WIND blowing on my fingers as i lifted my hands, i knew God had come
e atmosphere continued to change
abt 25min into worship, i started to tremble, first my hands, den my legs, den my whole body, including those muscles that couldnt move started trembling, uncontrollably....
holy laughter broke out somewhere as i continued to worship e Lord, a holy laughter soo loud that it was literally louder than Ps.Benny on e mic.
30min into worship, atmosphere continues to thicken, ppl were falling under e power of God.
35min into worship, atmosphere continues to thicken, evil spirits were cast out, ppl set free under e power of God! ppl were screaming and yelling...
laughter, screaming filled e stadium
continued to tremble uncontrollably, was actually afraid for a moment, couldnt do anything but to glorify God in the Spirit.
Ps.Benny prayed for one of e sections on e left and right sides, SECTIONS of ppl fell under e power of God at e shout of his voice.
each time he shouted a word, felt a current of electricity zap through me frm e right to e left
another shout, *swoop! another shout, *swoop! wave after wave...left to right, one two three four...
God's presence thickened, heavier, began to feel fire and electricity even though i wasnt sick; hands, body and legs continued to tremble uncontrollably, at e same time screams and laughter filled e air.
40min int worship, e sound of thunder was heard in e stadium, ppl started weeping....
people rejoiced and praised God for e healings and deliverance and anointing and power and a touch frm heaven.

ive nv felt God in such a BIG way, feeling the Holy SPirit is one thing, e Holy Spirit is gentle, when GOd Almighty the Father shows up, its jus explosive! even e devils in hell, tremble at e sound of His voice...=D at e end e atmosphere was soo thick, i felt like IMPLODING, i jus couldnt take His glory...it was amazingly awesome! i came to realise how BIG God is, what he meant when He said he could destroy nations with His hand.

it felt as if e stadium was abt to explode! lol ;) it was great experience, a bit frightening for a sec, but e shocking experience left me with a greater respect for God, a greater holy fear unto e Lord. God was IN e stadium, i felt e same power that was going to destroy e earth on e day of judgement, on me...yet with LOVE. :D i told myself, i dun wanna make God angry again after wad happened today and in e way i felt His presence and glory today...and i dun wan others to perish under His hand....=) i knew what God is capable of....

God loves everyone...!

Benny Hinn's Healing Crusade Day01

man, today was phenomenal...it took some time for God to show up. But when He finally did, after an hr or so, e miraculous happened. But way b4 i go into tt, hehe, i jus wanna sae im really impacted by the video they played on one of his crusades in Bangalore, india, where if im nt wrong, 8million ppl gathered at bangalore airport runway to be at Benny Hinn's healing crusade!....yup, it was impactful jus by lookin at e video hehe...;)

im really impressed by Rev Benny, his healing crusades are in the MILLIONS for each crusade...man....praise God :) and now, his crusades are viewed via satellite as he bought one of the channels frm the same satellite that BBC and CNN shares. cool huh...hehe =D

man, at e end of e service/crusade, arthritis patients frm hospitals and overseas were healed, stage 4 cancer was healed, deaf hear, blind see, mute hear, lame walk!....cant wait to see e dead rise...hehe...Rev Benny prophesised that tom's anointing and miraculous power is gonna be twice as much....yea :D so excited....

e service was touching to tears...seeing the joy of the ppl who were healed. reached home at 1230. they had those cute coach buses (double decked) as church buses, me sharon adrian and edwin didnt noe tt e cute doubledecky was our church bus...lols, man its expensive to charter those ddeck buses...:D

today had PSP2 walkthrough, man ive been cheated of my feelings...lols! all those that sreeram went through CAME OUT, no more no less.....woot, and he said when he saw e paper he was scared...lol....woot...haha, well, i lost i tink abt 10 marks cos i din do e cartItems...but thank God cos it was a 1.5hr paper and i finished it in like 30min and we were allowed to leave...hazel couldnt make it so i had no choice bbut to join the queue first....reached there at abt 530...

man the queue stretched all the way to the bus stop on the main road!...woot thanks to peng, i met up with w216 pals and daryl joined us shortly later...we got in! yea, balcony seat...sobs...haha

ready for more? haha.....tom got 2 more services...yea, dunno le, shld i go for both? i feel like goin for e finale...e 7pm one...haa

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

/* * Program Name : EComputer.java * Module : PSP2 (Assignment) * Student Name : * Student No : * Tutorial Group : */
import java.awt.*;import java.awt.event.*;import javax.swing.*;
public class EComputer extends JApplet implements ActionListener {
// Data Structures
int numberOfItems = 5;
// 1-D Array to store the names of the items String [] nameArr = {"Zen Micro", "Zen Touch", "IPod Shuffle", "IPod Mini","IPod U2", "", "", "", "", ""};
// 1-D Array to store the attribute names of the items String [] attributeArr = {"Capacity", "Battery Life", "Price", "Quantity"};
// 2-D Array to store the data (attribute values) of the items int [][] dataArr = { { 5, 20, 1, 4, 5, -1, -1, -1, -1, -1 },
{ 12, 8, 12, 8, 20, -1, -1, -1, -1, -1 },
{ 400, 450, 500, 548, 600, -1, -1, -1, -1, -1 },
{ 100, 80, 0, 120, 80, -1, -1, -1, -1, -1 }, };
// --------------------- for Additional Features ONLY ----------------------- //to store the selected index form the combo box int cartIndex; int cartQty; int num; String name; int numberOfCartItems = 0;
// 1-D Array to store the names of the cart items String [] cartItemArr = new String [10];
// 1-D Array to store the quantity of the cart items int [] cartQtyArr = new int[10];
// --------------------------------------------------------------------------
//GUI Components JButton fnBtn1, fnBtn2, fnBtn3, fnBtn4, fnBtn5, fnBtn6, fnBtn7, searchBtn1,searchBtn2,searchBtn3, addCartBtn, removeCartBtn; JButton adminOptionsBtn,addItemBtn, editItemBtn, delItemBtn,loginBtn,myDelBtn;
JPanel westPanel, centerPanel,searchPanel1, searchPanel2, displayPanel, cartPanel1, cartPanel2,northPanel, adminOptionsPanel; JPanel loginPanel, mainAdminPanel, addItemPanel, editItemPanel, delItemPanel; JTextField nameTf1, nameTf3,priceTf21, priceTf22,userIdTf, passwordTf, myDelTf;
JLabel headerLb,subheaderLb,lineLb, nameLb1, nameLb3, priceLb21,priceLb22, userIdLb, passwordLb; JLabel cartLb1, cartLb2; JComboBox cartCombo1, cartCombo2, cartCombo3;
// add item panel JLabel itemLb1, itemLb2, itemLb3, itemLb4, itemLb5; JTextField itemLTf1,itemLTf2,itemLTf3,itemLTf4,itemLTf5; JButton searchBtn, saveBtn;
int option = 0; boolean searching1 = false; boolean searching2 = false; boolean addCartItem= false; boolean delCartItem= false; boolean addItem = false; boolean editItem = false; boolean delItem = false;
String selectedOption = " Please Choose one of the Options from the Navigation Panel ";
int itemIndex = 0; // used in function 1 String itemName = ""; // used in function 1 int minPrice, maxPrice; // used in function 2 int[] resultArr = new int[10]; // used in function 2 String[] CartArr; // used in function 4
public void init() {
// ===================== North Panel - Heading ==================================
headerLb = new JLabel("Online Computer Store", SwingConstants.CENTER); headerLb.setForeground(Color.red); headerLb.setFont(new Font("Sans Serif", Font.BOLD, 24));
lineLb = new JLabel("____________________",SwingConstants.CENTER); lineLb.setForeground(Color.red); lineLb.setFont(new Font("Sans Serif", Font.BOLD, 24));
subheaderLb = new JLabel(selectedOption,SwingConstants.CENTER); subheaderLb.setForeground(Color.blue); subheaderLb.setFont(new Font("Sans Serif", Font.BOLD, 16));
northPanel = new JPanel(); northPanel.setBackground(Color.cyan); northPanel.setLayout(new GridLayout(3,1)); northPanel.add(headerLb); northPanel.add(lineLb); northPanel.add(subheaderLb);
// ======================== West Panel - Menu ==================================
fnBtn1 = new JButton("Search by Name"); // Function 1 fnBtn1.setBackground(Color.green); fnBtn1.addActionListener(this); fnBtn2 = new JButton("Search by Price"); // Function 2 fnBtn2.setBackground(Color.green); fnBtn2.addActionListener(this); fnBtn3 = new JButton("Display All Items"); // Function 3 fnBtn3.setBackground(Color.green); fnBtn3.addActionListener(this); fnBtn4 = new JButton("Add Item to Cart"); // Function 4 fnBtn4.setBackground(Color.pink); fnBtn4.addActionListener(this); fnBtn5 = new JButton("Remove Item from Cart"); // Function 5 fnBtn5.setBackground(Color.pink); fnBtn5.addActionListener(this); fnBtn6 = new JButton("Show Cart Items"); // Function 6 fnBtn6.setBackground(Color.pink); fnBtn6.addActionListener(this); fnBtn7 = new JButton("Clear Cart Items"); // Function 7 fnBtn7.setBackground(Color.pink); fnBtn7.addActionListener(this); adminOptionsBtn = new JButton("Administrator options"); // Admin Functions adminOptionsBtn.setBackground(Color.green); adminOptionsBtn.addActionListener(this);
westPanel = new JPanel(); westPanel.setLayout(new GridLayout(8,1)); westPanel.add(fnBtn1); westPanel.add(fnBtn2); westPanel.add(fnBtn3); westPanel.add(fnBtn4); westPanel.add(fnBtn5); westPanel.add(fnBtn6); westPanel.add(fnBtn7); westPanel.add(adminOptionsBtn);
// ============================= Center Panel ==================================
// GUI for Function 1 - Search by Name nameLb1 = new JLabel("Enter Item Name : "); nameTf1 = new JTextField(20); searchBtn1 = new JButton("Search"); searchBtn1.addActionListener(this); searchPanel1 = new JPanel(); searchPanel1.setBackground(Color.white); searchPanel1.add(nameLb1); searchPanel1.add(nameTf1); searchPanel1.add(searchBtn1);
// GUI for Function 2 - Search by Price priceLb21 = new JLabel("Enter Price Range from "); priceTf21 = new JTextField(6); priceLb22 = new JLabel(" to "); priceTf22 = new JTextField(6); searchBtn2 = new JButton("Search"); searchBtn2.addActionListener(this); searchPanel2 = new JPanel(); searchPanel2.setBackground(Color.white); searchPanel2.add(priceLb21); searchPanel2.add(priceTf21); searchPanel2.add(priceLb22); searchPanel2.add(priceTf22); searchPanel2.add(searchBtn2);
// GUI for Function 3 - Display ALL Items // GUI for Function 6 - Show cart Items // GUI for Function 7 - Clear cart Items displayPanel = new JPanel(); displayPanel.setBackground(Color.white);
// GUI for Function 4 - Add Item to Cart cartLb1 = new JLabel("Select Item"); cartCombo1 = new JComboBox(); cartLb2 = new JLabel("Quantity"); cartCombo2 = new JComboBox(); addCartBtn = new JButton("Add"); addCartBtn.addActionListener(this);
cartPanel1 = new JPanel(); cartPanel1.setBackground(Color.white); cartPanel1.add(cartLb1); cartPanel1.add(cartCombo1); cartPanel1.add(cartLb2); cartPanel1.add(cartCombo2); cartPanel1.add(addCartBtn);
// GUI for Function 5 - Remove Item from Cart cartLb1 = new JLabel("Select Item"); cartCombo3 = new JComboBox(); removeCartBtn = new JButton("Remove"); removeCartBtn.addActionListener(this);
cartPanel2 = new JPanel(); cartPanel2.setBackground(Color.white); cartPanel2.add(cartLb1); cartPanel2.add(cartCombo3); cartPanel2.add(removeCartBtn);
// GUI for Function 8 - Admin Funtions //login panel loginPanel =new JPanel(new GridLayout(3,2,2,2)); loginPanel.setBackground(Color.white); userIdLb=new JLabel("Username"); userIdTf= new JTextField(8); passwordLb=new JLabel("Password"); passwordTf= new JPasswordField(8); loginBtn=new JButton("Login"); loginBtn.addActionListener(this); loginPanel.add(userIdLb); loginPanel.add(userIdTf); loginPanel.add(passwordLb); loginPanel.add(passwordTf); loginPanel.add(loginBtn);
// function 9 - add item panel addItemPanel=new JPanel(new GridLayout(6,2,50,2)); addItemPanel.setBackground(Color.white); itemLb1=new JLabel("Product Name"); itemLb2=new JLabel("Capacity"); itemLb3=new JLabel("Battery Life"); itemLb4=new JLabel("Price"); itemLb5=new JLabel("Quantity");
itemLTf1=new JTextField(); itemLTf2=new JTextField(); itemLTf3=new JTextField(); itemLTf4=new JTextField(); itemLTf5=new JTextField();
addItemPanel.add(itemLb1); addItemPanel.add(itemLTf1); addItemPanel.add(itemLb2); addItemPanel.add(itemLTf2); addItemPanel.add(itemLb3); addItemPanel.add(itemLTf3); addItemPanel.add(itemLb4); addItemPanel.add(itemLTf4); addItemPanel.add(itemLb5); addItemPanel.add(itemLTf5); searchBtn=new JButton("Search"); saveBtn=new JButton("Save"); searchBtn.addActionListener(this); saveBtn.addActionListener(this); addItemPanel.add(searchBtn); addItemPanel.add(saveBtn); // function 10 - add item panel adminOptionsPanel = new JPanel(); adminOptionsPanel.setBackground(Color.white); addItemBtn = new JButton("ADD Item"); editItemBtn = new JButton("EDIT Item"); delItemBtn = new JButton("DELETE Item"); addItemBtn.addActionListener(this); editItemBtn.addActionListener(this); delItemBtn.addActionListener(this); adminOptionsPanel.add(addItemBtn); adminOptionsPanel.add(editItemBtn); adminOptionsPanel.add(delItemBtn); //delete item panel delItemPanel = new JPanel(); myDelTf = new JTextField(20); delItemPanel.add(myDelTf); myDelBtn = new JButton ("Search & Destroy"); delItemPanel.add(myDelBtn); myDelBtn.addActionListener(this); //main admin panel //mainAdminPanel=new JPanel(new GridLayout(0,1)); mainAdminPanel=new JPanel(); mainAdminPanel.setLayout(new BoxLayout(mainAdminPanel, BoxLayout.PAGE_AXIS)); mainAdminPanel.setBackground(Color.white); mainAdminPanel.add(adminOptionsPanel); mainAdminPanel.add(delItemPanel); mainAdminPanel.add(addItemPanel);
centerPanel = new JPanel(); centerPanel.setBackground(Color.white); centerPanel.add(searchPanel1); centerPanel.add(searchPanel2); centerPanel.add(displayPanel); centerPanel.add(cartPanel1); centerPanel.add(cartPanel2); centerPanel.add(mainAdminPanel); centerPanel.add(loginPanel);
// ============================= Layout of the Panel =========================
Container c = getContentPane(); c.setLayout(new BorderLayout()); c.add(westPanel,BorderLayout.WEST); c.add(northPanel,BorderLayout.NORTH); c.add(centerPanel,BorderLayout.CENTER);
resetAllPanels(); }
// -------------------- Methods to respnse to user request ----------------------
// used when a button is clicked public void actionPerformed(ActionEvent e) {
if(e.getSource() == fnBtn1){ // search by name option = 1; selectedOption = "Searching Item by Name"; subheaderLb.setText(selectedOption); resetAllPanels(); searchPanel1.setVisible(true); }
else if(e.getSource() == fnBtn2){ // search by price option = 2; selectedOption = "Searching Item by Price"; subheaderLb.setText(selectedOption); resetAllPanels(); searchPanel2.setVisible(true); }
else if(e.getSource() == fnBtn3){ // display ALL item details option = 3; selectedOption = "Displaying ALL Items"; subheaderLb.setText(selectedOption); resetAllPanels(); displayPanel.setVisible(true); }
else if(e.getSource() == fnBtn4){ // add item to cart option = 4; selectedOption = "Adding Item to Shopping Cart"; subheaderLb.setText(selectedOption); resetAllPanels(); refreshCartCombos(); cartPanel1.setVisible(true); }
else if(e.getSource() == fnBtn5){ // remove item from cart System.out.println(name); option = 5; selectedOption = "Removing Item from Shopping Cart"; subheaderLb.setText(selectedOption); resetAllPanels(); refreshCartCombos(); cartPanel2.setVisible(true); }
else if(e.getSource() == fnBtn6){ // show ALL cart items option = 6; selectedOption = "Showing all the Items in the Shopping Cart"; subheaderLb.setText(selectedOption); resetAllPanels(); displayPanel.setVisible(true); }
else if(e.getSource() == fnBtn7){ // remove ALL cart items option = 7; selectedOption = "Clearing all the Items from the Shopping Cart"; subheaderLb.setText(selectedOption); resetAllPanels(); displayPanel.setVisible(true); }
if(e.getSource() == adminOptionsBtn) { // Admin functions option = 8; selectedOption = "Administrator Options"; subheaderLb.setText(selectedOption); resetButtons(); resetAllPanels(); loginPanel.setVisible(true); }
else if (e.getSource() == loginBtn) { // login function // get username and password // call method to validate username and password boolean validated = true; String username = userIdTf.getText(); String password = passwordTf.getText(); if(( username.equals ("administrator"))&&(password.equals("no password"))){ validated = true; } if(validated) { // valid username and password resetAllPanels(); resetAdminPanels(); resetButtons(); mainAdminPanel.setVisible(true); } else // invalid username or password JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(this, "Login Failed.\n Please enter correct userid and password!!","Error Message", JOptionPane.ERROR_MESSAGE); }
else if(e.getSource() == searchBtn1){ // search Button in function 1 resetButtons(); searching1 = true; itemName = nameTf1.getText(); itemIndex = searchForName(nameArr, numberOfItems, itemName); }
else if(e.getSource() == searchBtn2){ // search Button in function 2 resetButtons(); searching2 = true; minPrice = Integer.parseInt(priceTf21.getText()); maxPrice = Integer.parseInt(priceTf22.getText()); for (int i = 0; i < resultArr.length; i++) resultArr[i] = 0; for (int i = 0; i < numberOfItems; i++) if (minPrice <= dataArr[2][i] && dataArr[2][i] <= maxPrice) resultArr[i] = 26; }
else if(e.getSource() == addCartBtn){ // add button in function 4 resetButtons(); cartIndex = cartCombo1.getSelectedIndex(); cartQty = cartCombo2.getSelectedIndex(); numberOfCartItems += 1; addCartItem = true; SearchName(); }
else if(e.getSource() == removeCartBtn){ // remove button in function 5 resetButtons(); delCartItem = true; }
else if(e.getSource() == addItemBtn){ // add item button in Admin functions option=9; resetButtons(); resetAdminPanels(); addItemPanel.setVisible(true); searchBtn.setVisible(false); }
else if(e.getSource() == editItemBtn){ // edit item button in Admin functions option=10; resetButtons(); resetAdminPanels(); addItemPanel.setVisible(true); searchBtn.setVisible(true); }
else if(e.getSource() == delItemBtn){ // delete item button in Admin functions option=11; resetButtons(); resetAdminPanels(); delItemPanel.setVisible(true); }
else if(e.getSource() == searchBtn){ // save item details itemName = itemLTf1.getText(); itemIndex = searchForName(nameArr, numberOfItems, itemName); if (itemIndex != -1) { itemLTf2.setText("" + dataArr[0][itemIndex]); itemLTf3.setText("" + dataArr[1][itemIndex]); itemLTf4.setText("" + dataArr[2][itemIndex]); itemLTf5.setText("" + dataArr[3][itemIndex]); } } else if (e.getSource() == saveBtn) { if (option == 9) { itemIndex = searchForName(nameArr, nameArr.length, ""); if (itemIndex != -1) { nameArr[itemIndex] = itemLTf1.getText(); dataArr[0][itemIndex] = Integer.parseInt(itemLTf2.getText()); dataArr[1][itemIndex] = Integer.parseInt(itemLTf3.getText()); dataArr[2][itemIndex] = Integer.parseInt(itemLTf4.getText()); dataArr[3][itemIndex] = Integer.parseInt(itemLTf5.getText()); numberOfItems++; JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(this, "Item added."); } else { JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(this, "Array is full!"); }
} else // editing { itemName = itemLTf1.getText(); itemIndex = searchForName(nameArr, numberOfItems, itemName); if (itemIndex != -1) { dataArr[0][itemIndex] = Integer.parseInt(itemLTf2.getText()); dataArr[1][itemIndex] = Integer.parseInt(itemLTf3.getText()); dataArr[2][itemIndex] = Integer.parseInt(itemLTf4.getText()); dataArr[3][itemIndex] = Integer.parseInt(itemLTf5.getText()); } else { JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(this, "No such product!");} } }
else if (e.getSource()==myDelBtn) { itemName=myDelTf.getText(); itemIndex=searchForName (nameArr, itemName); if (itemIndex != -1) { nameArr[itemIndex] = ""; for (int i=0; i repaint(); } public int searchForName (String[]nameArr, String name) { if (name.equals("")) return -1; for (int i=0; i // ---------------------- Method to display data on the screen -------------------------
public void paint(Graphics g){ super.paint(g);
int x = 200, y= 180;
g.setFont(new Font("Sans Serif", Font.BOLD, 14)); g.setColor(Color.blue);
if(option == 1) { if (searching1) { if(itemIndex != -1) { g.drawString(nameArr[itemIndex], x, y-10); for (int i = 0; i < attributeArr.length; i++) { y += 20; g.drawString(attributeArr[i],x, y); g.drawString("" + dataArr[i][itemIndex], x+100, y); } } else g.drawString("Product not found!", x+100, y); x += 150; } }
else if(option == 2) { if (searching2) { int oldY = y; for (int i = 0; i < attributeArr.length; i++) { y += 20; g.drawString(attributeArr[i], x, y); } for (int i = 0; i < numberOfItems; i++) { if (resultArr[i] == 26) { y = oldY; g.drawString(nameArr[i], x+100, y); for (int j = 0; j < attributeArr.length; j++) { y += 20; g.drawString("" + dataArr[j][i], x+100, y); } x += 150; } } } }
else if(option == 3) displayItemDetails(g, nameArr, attributeArr, dataArr, numberOfItems, x, y);
else if(option == 4){ if (addCartItem) g.drawString("Add Item to Cart - to be implemented ...", x+20, y); }
else if(option == 5){ if (delCartItem) g.drawString("Remove Item from Cart - to be implemented ...", x+20, y); }
else if(option == 6) g.drawString("Show Cart Items - to be implemented ...", x+20, y);
else if(option == 7) g.drawString("Clear Cart Items - to be implemented ...", x+20, y);
else if(option == 9){ if (addItem) g.drawString("Add Item - to be implemented ...", x+20, y); }
else if(option == 10){ if (editItem) g.drawString("Edit Item - to be implemented ...", x+20, y); }
else if(option == 11){ if (delItem) g.drawString("Delete Item - to be implemented ...", x+20, y); }
}
//------------------------------- Common Methods ---------------------------------------
public void resetAllPanels() { searchPanel1.setVisible(false); searchPanel2.setVisible(false); displayPanel.setVisible(false); cartPanel1.setVisible(false); cartPanel2.setVisible(false); loginPanel.setVisible(false); mainAdminPanel.setVisible(false); }
public void resetAdminPanels() { addItemPanel.setVisible(false); //editItemPanel.setVisible(false); delItemPanel.setVisible(false); } public void resetButtons() { searching1 = false; searching2 = false; addCartItem= false; delCartItem= false; addItem = false; editItem = false; delItem = false; }


// ---------------------------- function 3 - method ----------------------------------- // write the methods needed for function 3 here
// display ALL the item details public void displayItemDetails(Graphics g, String[] nameArr, String[] attributeArr, int[][] dataArr, int numberOfItems, int x, int y){
int startCol = x;
// display the item names g.setColor(Color.blue); x += 100; // display item names g.setColor(Color.blue); for (int i=0; i 0) { // stock available g.drawString(nameArr[i], x, y); x += 90; } }
// display the attribute names and values of the items for (int row=0; row 0) { // stock available g.drawString("" + dataArr[row][col], x, y); x += 90; } } }
x = startCol; y += 30; g.setFont(new Font("Sans Serif", Font.ITALIC, 13)); g.setColor(Color.red); g.drawString("Note : Capacity is in GigaBytes, Battery Life is in Hours, Price is in S$", x, y);
}
// ---------------------------- function 4 - methods ----------------------------------- // write the methods needed for function 4 here public void SearchName(){ name = nameArr[cartIndex]; for (int i = 0; i < nameArr.length; i++){ if (cartItemArr[i] == "") { cartItemArr[i] = name; numberOfItems ++ ; //nameArr[cartIndex]; //nameArr[cartIndex] = cartItemArr[i]; //num = i; //break; } //} // cartQtyArr[num] = cartQty+1;}
}
public void refreshCartCombos() {
cartCombo1.removeAllItems(); cartCombo2.removeAllItems(); cartCombo3.removeAllItems();
// initialise Combo box with item Names for (int i=0; i // initialise Combo box with numbers 1 to 10 for (int i=1; i<=10; i++) cartCombo2.addItem(""+i);
// initialise Combo box with cart item Names if (numberOfCartItems > 0) { for (int i=0; i-----"); }
// ---------------------------- function 5 - methods ----------------------------------- // write the methods needed for function 5 here
// ---------------------------- function 6 - methods ----------------------------------- // write the methods needed for function 6 here
// ---------------------------- function 7 - methods ----------------------------------- // write the methods needed for function 7 here

public int searchForName(String[] nameArr, int numberOfItems, String name ){ for (int i =0; i < numberOfItems; i++) { if (nameArr[i].equalsIgnoreCase(name)){ return i; } } return -1;}}
man, im gonna be late for Benny Hinn's healing crusade...sobs

SAW and OCOM over! now for PSP2...hee

yup, last wk wast my last SAW session, and earlier on, was my OCOM presentation. this marks e end of e IS module for sem2. of course im waitin for results, hee =D

tom BS, so excited...and no koping of my points now sistas, hehe....dun try to be farnie, i really no more pts liaos...wahahaha XD so sad, no cg this wk...but so happy sunday service is gonna be at e indoor stadium! yea, i believe, and together, as a family and one body, for a 8000-seater stadium, downtown, in e heart of Singapore! indeed, whatever God says, goes....and nth can change or take it away...:D

sob, dunno whether can even go into e stadium on fri or not, got ppl stayin overnight e day b4...diaoss...-.-" yea, but i believe God for the impossible. after how blenheim was raised after being declared braindead last wkend, miraculously, (which is as good as dead, cos body w/o soul & spirit), nothin is impossible! yea ;)

the excitement goes on...(:

yea...Benny Hinn this week! and weekend service at SIS!

finally finished my cel grp series on 12 steps to a gd yr:

1. Let us set a new resolution
2. Let us be diligent
3. Let us hold on fast to our confession
4. Let us draw near to the Throne with confidence
5. Let us draw near to God
6. Let us go on to perfection
7. Let us hold fast to our faith without wavering
8. Let us consider one another
9. Let us have grace
10. Let us run the race with endurance
11. Let us continually offer the sacrifice of praise to God
12. Let us go forth to him!!

had great message today abt divine healing:

*WHY WE BELIEVE IN DIVINE HEALING*

1. God is a HEALER
-He is consistent in His nature, e.g. He emphasises who He is time and time again.

2. Jesus died for our PHYSICAL HEALING
-studies have shown that there are 40 different categories of diseases in the world, throat problems, cancer, heart problems, etc.
-Jesus during the scourge bore 40 strikes...interestingly, each scourge for each category of sickness.

3. Jesus had a powerful HEALING ministry
-1 in 5 verses in the Gospel have to do with healing of physical/mental illness. e.g. Jesus talk talk talk taLk heal, walk walk walk walk heal, teach teach teach teach heal...etc.

4. Healing is not always CONSTANT.
-healing may not necessarily be instant, be the road to recovery is assured to him who believes.
-God has His timing, at the right time, the right Peter/Paul will come into ur life and heal you.

5. God uses DOCTORS and MEDICINE to cure sicknesses
-we are on the same team, we fight the same enemy.

***WHY AREN'T PEOPLE HEALED***

1. Lack of FAITH for healing.
-unbelief cuts off e miracles of God.
-we dun see to believe, faith is believing, THEN see!
God's presence travels thru an atmosphere of worship, but God's POWER travels thru an atmosphere of FAITH

2. HIDDEN HINDRANCES that are not dealt with.
-be it unconfessed sins, bitterness, anguish, unforgivess, PRIDE!!!
-outside they may look ready to receive God's miracle, but deep down there are matters of the heart and God sees them. God's power is holy, pure, and it will not work on a messy heart. God's power will have no effect even if e power had e ability to raise the dead!

3. POOR MANAGEMENT of the healing body.
-e.g. asking God to heal u of lung cancer so that u can smoke more....etc.

4. We live in an IMPERFECT, BROKEN DOWN world.
-God doenst give u sickness to teach u a lesson, this is WORLDY thinking!! sickness is of e Devil.
-its as good as saying that there is the power of sickness of GOd!!! DO NOT BLESPHEME the HOLY Spirit...there is no sickness in GOD....

5. SOVEREIGNTY of God.
-GOd is wise, has His timing. He knows everything.
-He doenst want u to put too much trust in man, but to trust in Him.
e.g. when u fall sick who is the FIRST u turn to? is it ur fren? is it ur doctor? Turn to God FIRST, cuz He is EXCITED to heal you, if u LET Him...and do not doubt. e moment u even think of a doubt....e power cuts off...

*WHAT TO EXPECT IN "BENNY HINN HEALING CRUSADE"?*

1. Working with the anointing.
-atmosphere of faith is built up, so that God's power can work.

2. Exciting but LONG services.
-God will show up at a certain time...when there is e atmosphere for God to move.
-do not leave at 7.29pm and later at 7.30pm God shows up.

3. Lots of focus on the man of God
-to build up faith, confidence, etc.

4. Lots of TESTIMONIES to build faith.
-power of Satan/power of death is overcome by our TESTIMONY...

***5. CRITICS and MOCKERS in the face of genuine healing.
-this is a 500% guarantee! whenever GOd shows up...e Devil shows up as e accuser....ExTra! people will mock, "this is fake!", etc...but take heed, these are the ones who eventually receive NOTHING..

6. UNUSUAL miracles.
-God wants us to get excited...He wants ot impress His children whom He love with unusual miracles. God is not a boring God!

7. Life TRANSFORMATION
-because there was an ENCOUNTER with God.

i like e true story told by Ps. Kong on how there was once a woman who had cancer, FINAL stage. She tried all e doctors, chinese physicians, etc. But there was no hope. THen she decided to try God. So she came to CHC during a healing service. and all the cancer, FINAL stage, ALL the cancer cells was totally gone few days later!!!...praise God!

but the sad thing is...after she got her miracle...she went to worship and pray to her idols, of stone, wood, metal, foreign gods and thanked them. little did she know, instead of committing her life to God bcos she owed Him her life, she unnoticably, by praying to her gods, open the doors of Satan and within days, e FULL stage cancer came back and she died...

Malachi 3:10 - MY FAMILY'S OVERFLOWING!!!!!!

"Bring all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. "And TEST ME now in this," says the Lord Almighty, "and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of Heaven and pour out such blessing that there will not be room enough to receive it".

my family's blessed. 42" plasma panel, and now 2 free dual-surround sound system and a new mini hi-fi with a built-in mp3 player. no words can express my thankfulness to God. all these months of tithing, giving generously to His kingdom, has paid off...and i know that MORE are on the way! ;)

already in my hse there's an OVERFLOW of blessings, i mean, wad are we supposed to do with the extra sound systems and one extra television set...? ;)

THAT, is the magnitude of God, but more than that...THAT, is the miraculous power of God! "little becomes much, when u place it in the Master's hands..." He's El Shaddai, the God of MORE than enough!...yea =D

indeed, we do not exist for ourselves, we exist for others, we are blessed to be a blessing...:) all that happened the past few days, really encouraged me that the more we give (to the Kingdom) the more we receive & it has motivated to give soo much more...give to the world (fallen), and we'll be dissappointed, give to Eternity, to the Kingdom that is never shaken, and we will receive a harvest 30fold, 60fold, 100fold!!!! good measure, pressed-down, shaken together and running over will be added to you....yea! praise God!!!!! =)

Benny Hinn is coming to singapore next week! already ive heard more than 3000 frm overseas are coming over jus to attend Benny Hinn's Healing Crusade at the SIS! its on fri 6pm and sat...and already ive heard frm quincy tt one of his frens will be camping overnight on thurs!!! man....fri if no OS end at 12 by e time i reach SIS, theres a high chance we'll not be able 2 go in :(
nvm, in God we put our trust, and He will grant us the desires of our heart, yea!...;) man, this healing crusade is for CHC, but dunno how come other churches know abt it....hmm......hahahahaa...:D

nevertheless, its gonna be a tremendous exciting time! the power of God and Heaven, here on earth, IN singapore, at the INDOOR STADIUM! yea....woohoo.....excited, hehe =D excited for service tom too....yea! ;)

Wad the whooshy...42" plasma TV in my living rm!

today was a great shockenaden to me...and wadever happened i wasnt aware neither was i expecting it. it was 5pm when u doorbell rang. well, i was in my rm and just thought tt my parents had come home. but never did i realise when i went out to the living rm, lo and behold a 42" plasma panel was staring at me right in e face! ;) man its soo huge, its bigger that church lobby's plasma screens and my dad said tt we could use e hse as an overflow room in e future...w00t :D

praise God, indeed we can nv outgive Him. this executive home tt i live in, my mum's car, e dvd surround system, this lappy tt im usin to blog :), and our new 3ghz home PC desktop, are all blessings frm God. our family's monthly income is below 4-5k. excluding all e rents, tax, maria agency, bills and all, we have only like 1-2k for e entire household. its really amazing how God can use e little we have, and turn it not just into much, but certainly more than enough...He's El Shaddai!...yea! ;)

well, celgrp later at night. really excited. its been awhile w/o celgrp. although its only one week, man tt one week seemed a likea longo time =) well, i volunteered to help out at JAMS church this sunday after service. sth honestly, i dun like doing and i feel uncomfortable doing it. but still, i am willing to go for it cos there's no greater honor than to serve in God's hse.

well, doodleboard went down on me...boohoohoo, so no choice, revert back to my old tagboard. *hohoho....=P

BS ended today...

well, S&W is finally finished lol, nxt wk ill be doin my OCOM presentation. well, came back frm BS, i mus say im deeply encouraged by what they thought today. =D well, went to mac after bs and boy oh boy, my macpoints were being used for e first time...haha. if im not wrong it was Shin who bought a cheeseburger usin my points...haha, cool. ;) _ _ _ _ haha.....shin pammie and vivian, u gals can fill in e Blanks...lol

really feeling dry lately spiritually, not much excitement...sobs, wad is happenin? i seem to be drifting away frm God. i dun seem to be as excited as before...even now im struggling jus to get my quiet time started...man, i jus wished that fire would jus fall frm heaven and my life will never be the same again...;) e last time God's presence filled my entire room was 1-2 months ago...sobs, really hope it can happen again...(:

dunno wads wrong with me e past few daes, always havin these weird dreams of fallin. durin my dream i cant seem to move, and i feel as if im being sucked into my bed, my eyes wouldnt blink, nor any voice come out frm my mouth...feels horrible totally helpless. its like as if something is charging towards me as i lie on my bed, at e same time feeling as if im being sucked downwards...i can almost identify it to be very very similar to a spiritual attack, but its different frm previous ones...hais, words cant describe that feeling...u feel as if God is no longer around...

yet each time i have these strange encounters, i would have the peace of God, yea...;) finally cel grp resumes this week! woohoo! and lookin forward to sunday...hehe :D

GREAT GREAT WEEK!

e services by ulf ekman for e past 6 daes were great and impactful ;) really enjoyed and blessed frm it...=D

particularly on sunday when i had to go thru 3 services one shot, back to back. the worse thing that happened was tt service 4 started at 9am. and i woke up at like 830am...lols, well told myself no matter what i MUST go, i WANT to go, as a result, i dunno whether u consider it recklessness or not, i left home w/o breakfast....holeymoley....and im supposed to last till e end of service 6 which is around 4pm!.....whooo! ;) well, i eventually couldnt make it into e auditorium FOR THE FIRST TIME! and i was pissed (with myself of course, heh heh)...lols so i went to e overflow room FOR THE FIRST TIME and it wasnt...u know? although e atmosphere is not sooo strong there, i tink it was e chinese church room, but nevertheless i was blessed by e Word. yea...=D

and at e end of service 4 i was very hungry, to e point of having gastric, and i had no water food, or even MUCH money cus God moved my heart and i gave willingly, happily until after e service i realised, ohoh, no food, no water, now no money...ahhhhh.....lols. i even had to relieve myself in e washroom!!!! well, i ended up in diarrhoea...sobs

then God came into the picture and thank God really for Emileen, she came for service 5 so in between e 20-30min break between svc4 and svc5 i met her outside e lobby and earlier on i smsed her and asked if she could get me a packet of dao-ni, and praise God she did...=)

but what really moved me was when she used her own money furthermore to get me some food that were on sale at Gloria Jeans outside e lobby. man, i really thank God for such a great sister!
not only it shows that God is our provider, but it shows that every member of e body of christ has a part to play, although jus by giving food to someone who needs it may be a small thing, but everything big or small counts, esp when it is accompanied with love.

so me and emileen went to queue for e next service, and to my horror! while we were jus infront of e audi main doors at b4, e usher closed it in front of our faces and told us..."...overflow..."....i was like, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, nooooooooooooooooooooo, not againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!...XD thissssssssssss cantttttttttttttt beeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........lol both of us were stunned....

but thank God AGAIN...after a few more minutes, e ushers decided to open e doors for 10 more ppl and me and emileen went into e main audi! YES!.....praise God. although she took e seat and i took e stairs, God really moved in tt service and i enjoyed every second of it. knowing tt i dun have to worry abt food or drink anymore, hehe =D

eventually service6 ended with a blast! and i feel im ready to go, yup, but God will always sae to me, 'ure not ready'...lols ;) well, i mus sae i was solo during service 4 AND service 6, cos theres no one to accompany me. my entire cg went somewhere after service5. but whether i am solo during service or not, im nv alone, i have a family of brothers and sisters with me, and i have God!...yea..=D being alone is NOT feeling lonely...(: hee, i learnt tt frm ps ulf. ;)

well, a bit slacking in my daily bible reading and my daily devotional, and goodness, e march issue is already out!.....time to hustle up!...hehe :D all in all i thank God for an exciting day on sunday and thx emileen for helping me to conquer something i have nv even thought i would...7hrs in all! i cant imagine if there was no food, water.....man....ill go nutz...hahahah =)

i have a strange feeling and longing for something..."when can we have overnight prayer meeting again?" XD