Delirious?

it was awesome. not only do they have the substance, they have e power and e anointing to pull down e presence of God. and honestly, i encountered God on that day.

the message is great too. im thinking of adding a files section to my blog, where ill upload series sermons like A.R Bernard's notes, and the new cultural mandate notes part1, 2 and next wk..part3. it will be more of a compilation..in a zip format.

for the past 6 days..something's up with my right eye. i dunno if its too tired or what, its just the right eye..everyday w/o fail, for 6 days, it would, itch then sore, but not red, feels as if its popping itself out..its uncomfortable.

must be bcos ive not slept for more than 4hrs per day since 2 wks ago. i dunno wads gonna happen next. theres one module i dunno whether to miss anot. unfortunately i already did 15 min ago. =/ i was told if i missed one more ill be debarred and last wk i missed it. so i dunno whether im debarred yet anot. if im debarred, then its best i dun dwell on it and move on to foxus on my other subjects..but e prob is, i dun even know if im DB or not. why am i repeating myself? o.O

u wont know what its like to fail someone, what its like to not being able to accomplish what u intended or purposed, its alright to fail as long as u dun give up, unfortunately not everyone believes that..there are many ppl right now that i cant face..and one of e reasons im not attending certain classes is bcos of that.

one more thing..i cant stand ppl who come up to me and...

'oh last year already..quickly graduate', 'oh last year already, better prepare for NS', 'oh last year already, not bad ah..'

FFS!!! ITS NOT MY LAST YEAR!!!

i think i can start forgetting those who've been with me since pri sch. i can say goodbye to them. when im finally out of NS. they're prob earning big bucks and having a family already.

good bye all.