Deeper in Love

SONG

One thing that I desire
In my life Lord
To thirst and hunger
After You alone
With all my heart and soul
With all my strength and love
To worship as Your glory
Fills this place

Deeper in love with You
Deeper in love with You
I love You more than anything in life
Deeper in love with You
Deeper in love with You
Oh how I love You Lord

THOUGHTS

In the wilderness. most of time, one will feel alone, left out, friends going further and further away, etc.

In the day, Im working hard serving people by providing for people, for the financial needs of others.

In the night, Im serving my family by visiting ahma and praying for her. She's discharged btw, but she's on some HEAVY medication, like more than 20 pills per meal, and I saw the tablets, the maid showed me one PLASTIC BAG full of TABLETS and CAPSULES! :S When I saw it I was like binding the devil, its so sad and scary can? o.o

On the weekends, its church, cg and ministry. Im tired, and drained, but somewhat happy on the inside to be able to be a blessing to people.

Just now after my midnight jog with Shi, I was walking home and just talking to God, I was literally tearing all throughout my journey home. What a romantic night. Just me and God. Somehow, I just felt all the emptiness in me suddenly became filled slowly. Not completely, but at least its enough to last me for the next day. =O

Im starving of the very thing I sacrifced the most...sometimes I just dont say it.

Just like one of the song says, "Im filled to be empty again..."