Booking in later

Nothing's more emo than waiting the whole day at home for book in, listening to this song over and over again, thinking about God, and how I miss home, my solitude times, and my friends..

I dont know whether is it because I feel lonely, or because Ive not been alone for a long time. =/

Right now, its not because I miss my friends, although I do,
Its more like..Everyday of the week, Im surrounded by people,
Even when I sleep, I cant sleep alone..

I dont have solitude and personal space anymore . =/

I want to be alone, yet I dont wanna feel lonely..=S

God...