Small Blessing, Zee-Monster

oh yes..i forgotten to blog about one thing. haha. remember there was a time i was looking all over e place for sims2? lol..yesterday i managed to find it..with someone who's right beside me..lol..yes..i was practising with rhonda in her room then i looked up the shelf above the PC. and lo and behold..and original sims2 box! hahaha

and to think i searched all over the place for it O_O. anyway, im really thankful to God yesterday also. cus im broke, and im literally surviving on loose change, aka coins..and i didnt have money to buy a decent meal..and so i just bought some 50cent tidbits and drinks from the vending machine..

then i was so happy! a 50cent coin dropped from the machine! woohoo! which means one free tidbit for me! hahaha. then as i was praying and thanking God, He suddenly gave a thought in my mind.

how can someone like me, rejoice over 50cents, and people out there dont even appreciate the 5-10 bucks they get everyday. then God began to remind me of keeping a child-like faith. when u were kids, ur parents would give one dollar the first day u were in school..and u were so happy..

where have all the simplicity of heart, the attitude of gratitude and the child-like faith and excitement gone to?

suddenly i remembered what ps kong said during one of his manhood messages online:

he said,

People perish, not because of what they did wrong, but because of what they failed to do right.

i woke up this morning..i was dead tired. my eyes hurt..and i had no more energy left to move myself. and i skipped breakfast =/ i just feel like a deadman now..=