Androne

Thursday, October 18, 2007

No mood! HELPPPP!!!

Damn..i was late today. the sch system's login feature for IHP is disabled after a certain time. and as a result, im considered absent. WTH. =.=

totally ruin my day..what am i in school for now? no point =/ totally lost my mood to do. finally submitted my TOR..then i was replied with 'ways to improve'. sheet man..

it was supposed to be submitted last week. i did, got back on monday..ask me improve. (can understand, format criteria not met). then submit again...and got back today, ask me improve (this one i dont understand, format criteria met, but he say not enough substance) =/

graaaah i dont mind doing AGAIN. but look at the friggin time constraint!!!! this is one WHOLE system. NOT EVEN A HOMEPAGE! its a DYNAMIC PAGE with a database and a server. and im doing everything ALOONE!!!

ALOOONE!!! i hate that word! not only am i doing this stupid project ALONE, i AM alone!!! look left, look right..everyday less and less people. ^.O

im damn tired. IVE NEVER HAD A DECENT SLEEP SINCE LAST WEEK..in fact, since IHP started. why on earth did i take up this project in e first place. its not as if im gonna be paid! T_T

everybody working..got colleagues to talk to!
everybody schooling..got friends to talk to!
everybody holidaying..got ANYONE to talk to!
me? doing stupid IHP. nobody to talk to!
2 weeks already and i cant take it anymore!

i think im gonna end up at woodbridge before my project is over..sooo depressing! wasting my time! how can i sleep early if im so stressed..i dont think u know i have insomnia right? i cant seem to sleep before 12, and even if i do..ill wake up all of a sudden at 1-2plus O_O

everyday wake up at 645am..then most of e time i wake up late, then end up skipping breakfast. sigh..tmr cg @ christine's. i dunno if ill have enough time to practice. last week i was dozing off even while practicing..

during praise n worship i was half "sleep-playing" O_O. during worship, i play, then i close my eyes..then i doze off for a second =/ yea u must be thinking, 'how is it even possible?'. with ICT (infocomm technology), ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! even with projects, all things are possible! im blabberish rubbing..*erm i meant im blabbering rubbish

i hope i dont sleep-play again tmr :S

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