Ministry and first few days of the week

ministry was good. even though i only slept for 2.5 hours. woke up a bit late but managed to share cab with Elvin down to expo. it was my stage duty. then Mindy asked me, if i was ready if the following week when i serve, she puts me as a stage senior over a junior..

i wasnt sure if i was ready..i mean, ive only done stage twice. and theres only 2 guys doing stage at a time, one is like the more experienced senior and e other is a learner/junior.

nevertheless im very thankful to be able to be a stage senior after just 2 experiences. so far ive not done any mistake yet. im thankful that even though i dont have much, yet all i have is just a simple desire to love God and to serve Him with all my heart..

all the musicians and singers all carry the glory and presence of God one way or another..and all of them look so beautiful. and after svc backstage, because it was pretty narrow, i walked past pastor kong and i was super close to him..i felt the 'wind' of God brushing past me..

no words can describe how i felt on stage and behind stage. i jus felt so honored. its like everyone is so close to God. closer to Him than I am to Him. nt tt i felt inferior or anything..its just speechless. i saw how God moved in their lives and i looked at myself..i didnt know what to say. its as if i was someone insignificant..not as 'godly' as all of them..and to be able to serve in the frontline is something id never thought i deserved..

on the stage, i looked at bro raymond, bro poh..the way they lead praise and worship, e anointing they carry..i jus stood there with thoughts..

after ministry had debrief and then went home after that..took a long nap :D

spent my entire monday ROSEing from 10am to 2am. :S

tonight maybe going to expo for muso pract, heard they are getting a new drumset.

i just love bro poh's voice..esp in this song..its amazing how God can turn an ex-gangster into somebody great..and to me, its a great encouragement XD