Celgrp and Svc

celgrp was good. though my fingers were hurting after e 1st cg. thank God i managed to pull through 2 celgrps..not in 2 separate days, but 2 celgrps back to back on e same day. around 5 hours in total..

for those who are worried for me..jus wanna update u guys by saying im fine. these things come and go. i have to fight the 'boss'' in order to enter the next level. just that in this case, Jesus fights on my behalf.

i know its hard to believe that one moment i can be so down, the next moment it seems as if nothing happened. although its very convincing that i may be faking my joy, but i just wanna say that nope..im not fake..

u can ask those close to me..i share anything and everything. im a very open person. there is nothing i can hide from them. if a change or a transformation is natural, then faith wouldnt be needed would it? if change and transformation can be reasoned..then theres no reason for the supernatural would it? no reason to think that it was God who changes lives and that He deserves all the glory now would it?

service was good. im really excited about building fund. ever since i gave for my 1st building fund and missions pledge..my weekly offering for cg and svc has increased from 2 to 5 to 10 and now once in awhile, to 20 or 50.

God is not a man that He should lie. and man is not God that he should live independently from Him. and the haze is pretty bad..Jurong looks like fantasyland/dreamland..i cant even see e block of flats across e road :S

having slight throat irritation already. right now jus thinking if its safe for our members to queue 2hours plus in the haze..:S which is why we need a new place! lol. no more fellowship for me at bedok or any other open areas for now...but, we'll see..ha.