Poly days, Deployment

I went NP C1 to have lunch just now...man, I just miss that place...everything about it. Eating the kaki fuyong was like heaven lol. And also, now its holiday season, so its not so crowded..pretty quiet and romantic lol.

Plus, today's weather was just great...oh mannnnn...=/

Went to checkout the new JP..it IS huuuge. Its like vivo and bugis junction combined or something.

Anyway, I just received news ll be deployed for night prowling/ops duty on wed. 9pm-3am. So boring can, carry gun patrol at night. Screen vehicles, lingering youths, etc. I think my gun also snore. Plus, I dont like the idea of me carrying a gun. If you know my 'inner-temper', me carrying a gun is not a good idea.

Like..if I see some idiot smoking and blowing his smoke at people's faces, Ill take out my gun and shoot him in his mouth. Dont care who. Show no sympathy, show no mercy, I dont tolerate nonsense..=/

And..

I have shaky hands, even if I do fire, Ill probably just kill someone else. O_O

They say doing patrolling you have to be garang..but look at me..people see my face only wanna laugh already. And I dont raise my voice. I just smile, take out my gun and kill him. And Ill probably still be smiling after that saying, 'oops..' lol and thinking its some lame joke that I just killed someone.

And I have to wear full-u somemore. Gosh. My pants are like dropping and u wanna put a gun on it..I think the gun in between my legs are good enough man..O_O. Okay whatever.

Graaaahhh, I hate ops. In e first place, I hate being around people. So good luck to whoever I bump into on wed night. You'd better go home, eat your veggies, drink your milk, watch your porn and sleep..dont let me catch you..lol.