Technictypoprogrammophobia

hows the new skin? simple and plain..

dull and boring..

just like programming

i see white background, courier new font texts and red, blue, green fonts for 3 years now..

im going mad just staring at it..

i tink im gonna become a bull or something and go berserk whenever i see white, red, blue or green..=.=

tomorrow is test, i havent revised,
makeup WISP assignment, havent started,
SCM assignment, havent started,
IMGT homework, one 1 week overdue the other havent started,
WAD practicals, 5 incomplete programs
EC proposal hardly half done, reasearch - none

i cant stand it anymore. im sick of programming, whats the use? change here change there. take advantage of my time and energy. i cant stand gaming also. im so bored, no game to play also. take my guitar and play - forget it..

TV? ha..never even touched it for months! music? boring. arcade? throw away.

nothing excites me now, nothing interests me now..if theres one thing i could do now, what would it be? i dont know..nothing i guess!

even if someone were to give me US$1,000,000 ill ask you to go jump down the building and kill yourself! i jus wanna rot all the way. go school also nobody to talk to, go home also nothing to do. tests? throw away la..assignment? throw away..

i jus wanna throw away everything and burn down everything and destroy the whole earth if i could..mebbe i can try joining the terrorist faction..=.=

msn also nobody talking one...youtube also no videos to watch, what the fag man. web videos also load so frigging long..buffer here buffer there..buff your ass man. buff is a boring word. in ROSE hear buff, sian..lecture talk about buffer, even worse..feel like killing myself.

its so true that people will only love and accept you when they see your good side. there is no one other than God..who will love me for my bads and cons. the stupid dog barking, wait till i pull out all your hair and break your neck..then e people upstairs keep on banging, bomb your house then you know..

i wanna sleep forever..