The End?
i shouldve seen this coming...especially after a successful prayer meeting...!!! ARRGH!!!!
yesterday was NOT my day!!!
well, no doubt service was good, and we finally got our workbooks. after svc went to changi BK to have dinner and fellowship.
after that, all hell broke loose:
1. missed last train while waiting for cg members (and i stay at boonlay)
2. took bus to cityhall transferred to 174
3. on the SAME side have TWO 174s, 174 and 174m
4. unknowingly boarded 174, thinking both went the same route (cus that side of e road which i took, all goes to boonlay originally)
5. i was tired. only had 3hrs sleep e MORNING before. yet i went to queue at 320pm.
6. bus alighted me in the middle of nowhere, particularly at the SGH bus interchange.
7. i was tired. i was alone. i had no more cash (spent 40bucks on 2 cab trips for e past 2 days, 30 bucks on bao's guitar lesson), i was having stomachache and there was no toilet in sight.
8. no more bus left. i couldnt go home. it was 1plus in e morning. called family members' HP, either didnt pickup or cancelled (probably thinking it was an alarm ring)
9. walked aimlessly for 30min to an hour.
10. on the way found a kopitiam that was closing, no one was there. i was urgent. seeing that noone was looking, i SNEAKED in and went to e washroom unnoticed. before SNEAKING out again...(feels like im a night robber, i couldve jus stolen some cash frm e cash register and took a cab home myself) :S
11. continued walking searching for e nearest busstop with a night bus, hoping that i could intercept a 174m eventually. after walking for an hr, past nightclubs, football clubs, i ended up at the same place!
12. walked past gays, lesbians, cheekopek uncles and aunties, ahbengs and ahlians, prostitutes, drunken people, night gamblers (basically all the worst people you can find at night, especially in the DISTRICT I WAS IN...)
13. i sat down at e busstop. called bao, no answer, called a few ppl no answer. pam was searching for a way home through an online directory. maybe ill just get kidnapped or something...
14. called shiying finally..talked for half an hour. it was around 2plus already in e morning. was thinking mebbe i could stay awake until the first bus comes into operation and i can go home then...
15. finally tried calling bro again and he picked up. felt like the worst person who can call you at 2 plus in e morning, especially when i understands he had to wakeup at 4 plus-5plus to serve on that same day!!! arrrrggggghhhhh, someone kill me....
16. took a cab home, he came down passed me the last 20-30 bucks of my allowance. paid e cab. got home.
17. realised HANDPHONE WAS IN THE CAB!!!!
18. i was worn out, i was tired, i had gone through so much, and now this!!! i couldnt care. whoever gets my phone be happy you received it. i can bless you, you can keep it. nothing matters now..
19. i was on e verge of a breakdown. i wanted to find people to call. i wanted to call pam, i wanted to call bao, i wanted to call eugene, the 3 most dearest people i hold on to more than friends, more than brothers and sisters, even though i dun say it, even though if i say it now, it wouldnt make any difference wouldnt it? :S
20. its too hard. i dunno if i can go on like this...i got ZERO for wally, thinking about the 5, my guitar SUCKS just admit it!!!! damnit!!!! bao, wayne and evan teamed up against me...FINE! i couldnt care anymore, i dun even bother anymore...i might not even continue damnit!
21. felt like crying, no shoulders i could cry on, no one whom i can cry my heart out on the phone. CUS I DIDNT HAVE ONE!!! no one whom i could share my problems and hurts with, other than God, i very much wanted to call shiying too cus she was e one who kept me occupied when i was still in e middle of nowhere...but i couldnt call anyone..
22. eventually i cried myself to sleep...
im not angry, im not sad, i dun feel anything anymore...
yesterday was NOT my day!!!
well, no doubt service was good, and we finally got our workbooks. after svc went to changi BK to have dinner and fellowship.
after that, all hell broke loose:
1. missed last train while waiting for cg members (and i stay at boonlay)
2. took bus to cityhall transferred to 174
3. on the SAME side have TWO 174s, 174 and 174m
4. unknowingly boarded 174, thinking both went the same route (cus that side of e road which i took, all goes to boonlay originally)
5. i was tired. only had 3hrs sleep e MORNING before. yet i went to queue at 320pm.
6. bus alighted me in the middle of nowhere, particularly at the SGH bus interchange.
7. i was tired. i was alone. i had no more cash (spent 40bucks on 2 cab trips for e past 2 days, 30 bucks on bao's guitar lesson), i was having stomachache and there was no toilet in sight.
8. no more bus left. i couldnt go home. it was 1plus in e morning. called family members' HP, either didnt pickup or cancelled (probably thinking it was an alarm ring)
9. walked aimlessly for 30min to an hour.
10. on the way found a kopitiam that was closing, no one was there. i was urgent. seeing that noone was looking, i SNEAKED in and went to e washroom unnoticed. before SNEAKING out again...(feels like im a night robber, i couldve jus stolen some cash frm e cash register and took a cab home myself) :S
11. continued walking searching for e nearest busstop with a night bus, hoping that i could intercept a 174m eventually. after walking for an hr, past nightclubs, football clubs, i ended up at the same place!
12. walked past gays, lesbians, cheekopek uncles and aunties, ahbengs and ahlians, prostitutes, drunken people, night gamblers (basically all the worst people you can find at night, especially in the DISTRICT I WAS IN...)
13. i sat down at e busstop. called bao, no answer, called a few ppl no answer. pam was searching for a way home through an online directory. maybe ill just get kidnapped or something...
14. called shiying finally..talked for half an hour. it was around 2plus already in e morning. was thinking mebbe i could stay awake until the first bus comes into operation and i can go home then...
15. finally tried calling bro again and he picked up. felt like the worst person who can call you at 2 plus in e morning, especially when i understands he had to wakeup at 4 plus-5plus to serve on that same day!!! arrrrggggghhhhh, someone kill me....
16. took a cab home, he came down passed me the last 20-30 bucks of my allowance. paid e cab. got home.
17. realised HANDPHONE WAS IN THE CAB!!!!
18. i was worn out, i was tired, i had gone through so much, and now this!!! i couldnt care. whoever gets my phone be happy you received it. i can bless you, you can keep it. nothing matters now..
19. i was on e verge of a breakdown. i wanted to find people to call. i wanted to call pam, i wanted to call bao, i wanted to call eugene, the 3 most dearest people i hold on to more than friends, more than brothers and sisters, even though i dun say it, even though if i say it now, it wouldnt make any difference wouldnt it? :S
20. its too hard. i dunno if i can go on like this...i got ZERO for wally, thinking about the 5, my guitar SUCKS just admit it!!!! damnit!!!! bao, wayne and evan teamed up against me...FINE! i couldnt care anymore, i dun even bother anymore...i might not even continue damnit!
21. felt like crying, no shoulders i could cry on, no one whom i can cry my heart out on the phone. CUS I DIDNT HAVE ONE!!! no one whom i could share my problems and hurts with, other than God, i very much wanted to call shiying too cus she was e one who kept me occupied when i was still in e middle of nowhere...but i couldnt call anyone..
22. eventually i cried myself to sleep...
im not angry, im not sad, i dun feel anything anymore...
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