Service, Fellowship, Thoughts

service was great. im really excited what God is gonna do next :D tho im a bit sad no more emerge conference..but at e same time im really lookin forward to Asia Conference. haa.

queueing is really tiring, physically and emotionally draining. i was fine at e beginning, but towards e end of the service, i started feeling worn out. actually..i AM worn out. physically, emotionally.

but praise God im the new record holder for seats! lol. 3rd row from the front is the most front u can go..lol..u cant go any further front haha unless ure leader of cos lol.

e previous record holder was elaine..4th row. but in the center. cus 3rd row for CA2 is leaders row as well..unlike the first 2 rows of the other sections. the center section had 3 rows reserved for leaders and guests.

but honestly, i prefer e center ^^ but really..the presence and the atmosphere in front is soo different! especially when you're behind the leaders and the fire and passion is contagious haha :p

ushers and security beware of the new threat! the disciple of adam LOL. ching feng was telling me outside e hall while we were queueing..Wayne kena 'blacklisted' cus everyone recognised him. then when we multiplied..adam was e one with the 'queueing' anointing..haha now its as if its been passed to me haha.

oh ya..and while we were queueing..thad walked past ching feng and went into the guys toilet which was joined to hall 8 inside lol. i saw him walk so calmly i started laughing and chingfeng turned around and saw him..lol.

then i got shock..thad told me, he really didnt know that u could secretly enter e hall thru that toilet and i was like..no wonder you can look so calm and cool LOL.

back to service..i think for e first time..jolene or tricia fellowshipped with the back of adam's head. lol...*copies ps kong, haha. even as i sat there at the third row..during worship God began to speak to me:

"Man..andrew, you're going nearer and nearer to the front eh?"
"Yeah.."
"How would you like to sit even nearer?"
"Thatll be good..but I thought only leaders get sit first 2 rows?"
"Thats the point ;)"
"... :O ..."

its not e first time God is 'haunting' me with 'suggestions' of me becoming a leader one day. haha..i admit i cant escape LOL. but its good. at e same time, with great position comes great responsibility!

fellowship was at simpang bedok. went with timo, thomas and timo's friend. while e girls waited for pam. and another group waited for adam. had cheese prata and egg prata. *Pregnant! lol.

soon my tiredness overwhelmed me. i sat at e end of the table. i felt so far and lonely. i was so shagged that i forgotten to share my financial testimony i blogged abt a few days ago :S

and i admit..i didnt have the mood to talk to anyone. it felt like im not part of it like that :x

thursday celgrp, friday celgrp, today service, tomorrow ministry, have to wake up at 5am, then after service rush for THIRD celgrp..then at the same time try to get started with my IHP. :s

normally when i serve on sundays..by e time service ends, i would be soo sleepy. not just sleepy, but drowsy. i cant stand straight..my eyes cant open..and even when i stand on e train, i would doze off or swing like a tree...=/

one of the few people i pray for during my 3/12 and 5/12 is rhonda. its great to see a friend rise up to a position of authority and leadership. and i can tell tmr's makeup cg is a last minute thing and its mainly adults. so i can understand the stress is there..

i told myself that no matter what happens, she is still my friend and i will be there to support her all the way..through ups as well as through the downs :) afterall..if one day God brings me there..i would also want to have someone whos been in church for around the same time as me, to be able to be there to support me, to encourage and to give strength :)

which was why i was worried when she sounded stressed. so..yea..initiative, responsibility haha okay, thats something else lol.

but i believe tmr we're gonna have a great time..even tho most of the make-up ppl are adults haha. cus last time evan's cg got some adults as well heh..

im daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn tired. 4 days in a row serving people, serving God. i dont think i have e time to practise later :S and i hope i dont wake up late for ministry :x everytime when i wake up 5am+, i take cab down at 6 plus..my stomach will feel uncomfortable. mebbe cus its not used to it..

and i would have severe stomach pain and everyime i sit cab..halfway, the pain would be so unbearable i would feel pale and faintish..cus im like trying to "hold" for like 45min plus! O_O so i decided to take train tmr..haha. doing wireless (mainly singers and pastor) tmr :S second time doing..lol. hope nothing goes wrong..