Stress, Holy anger

felt a BIT better. after playing GE. who says games are bad? sometimes games can be more reliable then people. just chatting and crapping with my clanmates certainly made me feel better.

and guess what..my windows is becoming crashy. there are times my desktop wont load the graphics when i login and there are times the sound becomes 'low-pitched'. and i say it before and i shall say it again..

Toshiba is more faithful than God. my IHP is here. and its gonna fail me..like it always do. how wonderful. ive already failed 2 modules because my laptop broke down. ON THE RIGHT TIME. and they say.."oohhhhh, laptop breakdown is no excuse..." ISNT THAT AN EXCUSE FROM YOU YOURSELF???

i dont feel anything anymore. i think my emotions are damaged and numbed. i cant feel happy, i cant feel sad. i just feel stoned. and my project havent even started! my friend was telling me..ohhh it started before the exams..WTF!

screw IHP. screw the education system. things will become better if i take over. thats why im gonna be salt and light! for the PEACE and ETERNAL COMFORT of my children and grandchildren, im gonna DETHRONE the current Minister of Education and kick his frigging butt off his position and take over him one day!!!

"Who do you think you are? You think you're very great?" Of course. I am a King's Kid. and My Father is the richest man in the universe. I will rise up to the occasion and i will dethrone that pesky little noob. and i will rule the world with the wisdom of God and not the wisdom of man!

talk about making radical choices. you can continue to live your mediocre life. you can continue to do what you're comfortable with all your life. as for me, stupid IHP, you'e just pissed the wrong person! you made me radical, and when im radical. im unstoppable!

and i must say i get out of depression really fast and on my own. depression is no kick! stupid faggotty satan, you suck. try something better. you're so f-ing boring! you use the same old stupid method over and over again..and you expect to control my life...DREAM ON.

you think just because im quiet that u can take advantage of me? HA! You have no idea who I am. You have no idea how great my God is! The more you try to make my life difficult, the more i will be on fire for God...and watch out faggotty satan, my fire will burn you more than your f-ing flames in hell!

Thats how i get out of depression..i hate it so much that 'holy anger' becomes strength! play with my emotions somemore. you think you're so great. you're just a cannot-make-it choir leader who got his butt kicked from the throne of God! you have a stinking mouth so big that all you can do is to roar your ass off..ROAR! and guess what..YOU'RE BOGAY! HAHAHAHA!

stupid little devil. you dont stir up the wrong guy. im gonna be a threat to you and your kingdom! im not gonna wallow in self-pity and live as if nothing mattered anymore..im gonna do well for my IHP and im gonna KICK YOUR f-ing BUTT!

many people seek to glorify God. but few are radical enough to RIDICULE the devil! and IM one of them! so..glorifying God is one thing i want..but the more you make me hate you..the more im gonna RIDICULE YOU IN FRONT OF EVERYONE!

Come on, satan, give me your best shot you sucka!