Looong update

well..not really a long update..just a long period of time w/o me blogging.

ill just sum up this week in one word: Bleach!

hard to believe right? yea. u tink im talking cock..but sorry to disappoint you..im not talking cock, but im talking engerish o_O

anyway, started watching on monday. :O was brainwashed in a way by my bro..lol. he say very nice and if wanna watch mus watch from e beginning. since we are connected..ill tend to wanna enjoy what he's enjoying..sooo..i TRIED..

one episode. and holy momma the moment i watched the first episode..i chiong until now episode 90+ close to 100. LOL. damn..

i wanna comprain..ARRGH. stupid maid open the bottle cap frm e soft drink dunno how to screw the cap o_O screw also screw halfway..since morning left 'air-ed' till a few minutes ago..wth..taste like fruit starch concentrate X_X plus i drink after e garlic bread..wa..my mouth machiam red light district now..o_O (random)

haha and thanks to someone who almost gave me a sleepness night =p this are some statements..haha:

"the cutesy little baby peach oh so lovely and squashable and soft and sweet and yummy and squishy and pink and awwwww"

and

"so succulent and juicy and soft and AOOWWW!!"

and

"goodbye my cutesy lil baby peachy sweetie lovely pinky juicy softy squishy yummy smoooooth babelicious peachyyy babyyyy!!!!

ROAR..!!!! lol..poke me with umbrella somemore o_O

well, its been awhile since i had such gd quiet time..as i was watching e live service and doin my notes as usual, then after tt i had a mini-prayer meeting in my own room. and the song "One2" from the Cross album really helps to build a 'prayer meeting' atmosphere keke. it was good. intended to pray 30min but i overshot as usual to almost an hr..lol.

after tt well, i had an encounter with God and He asked me for some reason..to 'go ahead, take ur guitar and play'. well, i played and boy ill nv forget this night. new songs and melodies jus came out..well..they ARENT professional but it was individual, personal, private and intimate. after playing a few songs, God started to speak to me and say things that touched me so deeply.

for a moment i was lost in the presence of God..in tears..all this while..He was always there for me. when im alone, He was there. when im down, He was there..closer to me than my very breath, even at times when i didnt feel that He was near me. it was then i was reminded, "when you cant see His hand, you can always trust His heart."

you may feel where is God? wheres e fire in your spiritual life? the fuel is the Holy Spirit and He is always there..the reason sometimes we cant feel Him is because we are too preoccupied with our own lives. The oil is there, it is up to YOU to ignite the flame! Just because you lose the fire doesnt mean you have lost the presence of God or that He's too far away.

the fuel is always there. but the one who ignites it is you, when you make a decision to press in! the fuel doesnt move..the lighter does. just like a stove..the reason food is not cooked is not because there's no gas..but its because no one lighted the stove!

no doubt God can rekindle the flame. remember the story of the boat in the storm? Jesus was sleeping while the storm was taking place. Not because He didnt care..but there must come a point of maturity where you are able to pick yourself up!

Don't let God do everything for you..you guys are a TEAM remember? Just as a husband is in a covenant relationship with his wife..so its the same with us and God. thats why how we treat and relate to God will determine how we treat and relate to people in the real world.

oh wells..

well..after i finished my qt and stuff i went to grab a bite in e kitchen..and there had a little chat with God..its been awhile since i chatted with God :D keke. and its not formal chat..haha i was rather friendly and casual chat. Holy Spirit is a fun guy to be with..haha..He asked me if i was bored playing ROSE haha..

"mmm..this bread tastes good.."
"you've been playing ROSE for so long..aren't you sick of it?"
"well..yea i am..just killing time i guess.." (i caught His 'hint' :o)
"so..andrew..are there any nice games out there that you'd like to play?"
"well..i admit im kinda bored of games lately and stuffs.."
"you're not gonna Bleach your way through the holidays are you?"
"nah, dont worry..im finishing this anime series soon" (lol expression)
"its rather late..try not to sleep immediately after you eat finish..it's not good for you or your stomach..at least wait for an hour before you go to sleep"
"yep..will do. thanks for everything. i love You soooo much.."

and yea..we struck a short conversation haha..really cool XD Thanks God, for a night i will remember..:D