Programmers have no life

one 'useless' paper down..one more to go.

what's tough is not e questions. what's tough is sitting there for 2 hours waiting for e paper to end. and so u know, my paper was rather blank. e moment i stepped into e exam room, i wanted to leave. i didnt go there with e intention to pass nor e intention to even be there.

its e nature of a guy to focus on what they are good at, because anything else is weakness and failure. in this case, i dont see anything im gd at. other than having sleepless nights. not bad..good for health..dont have to live so long T_T

while ppl are celebrating valentines and shopping for CNY, im studying stupid java. something that ive been doing almost 4 years ago. huh..talk about having no life. studying Java for one year is worse than taking Olevels for 10 years!

i miss sec sch, i miss the friends, the laughter, e company...i miss those days before Olevels, where i would stay in sch with my grp of friends and self study till 10pm, when e sch closes. i miss those teachers in FMSS, who were there for me in many ways. they were people with passion, people who cared, people who are not there just to earn a living!

now its different. the teacher machiam the student. or worse. i reached e exam room late today, but i nv missed it. come to think of it, i dont think itll make any difference. huh..guess what..even IF i graduate..after NS, guess what..OH WOW! I HAVE TO RE-STUDY JAVA AGAIN!!! AND YOU KNOW WHAT? ITS A NEW-IMPROVED VERSION!!! WOW!!! -.-

programming is like a curse..once u start it, ull be with it till u die. if ure good, ull be good all throughout ur life. if u suck, then itll prob suck all your life. and guess what..as long as there's time, theres programming. awwww...

oh yea..im a genius!