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Thursday, May 04, 2006

Yeah! Update! Fall of Lucifer, CG, etc.

sry for e late update guys, ive been pretty busy e past few days. intensive IHP and other stuffs, like BS, ministry, etc..first of all, im really excited for emerge! although ill try my best to go for at least e night sessions heex x)

BS was great, learn abt e fall of lucifer, and more abt e preadamic period, abt e 3 archangels, abt demons as well. ive learnt tt demons do possess the craving for mortal flesh, because in e preadamic period, these demons were once inhabited in mortal bodies, and as a result, now that they are merely spirits, they will try to find any body they can possess that is weak...even animals...remember the swine? theyd rather leave and find another body than to be anywhere else!!!

watching horror movies for example, the moment fear enters you, and fear is a spirit, as u have e spirit of fear, when fear enters u, once its experienced e joy of being in a mortal flesh again, it will be very desperate to try and stay in that particular body. that is why when you get shocked out of fear, u feel as if something entered you...or hit you in ur spirit in a way. so musnt play around with fear...fear one of e devil's weapon against us.

satan commands fear, and when fear enters u, he can command you! some ppl have sleepless nights because of a shock of fear tt they have experienced e night before. also learnt tt, not really learnt, they reinforced e fact tt God did NOT create satan!

God created Lucifer, the shining one! the archangel of worship, one closest to e very presence of God, Satan was a result of pride and rebellion, along with a conscious DECISION to try and live life as if he doesnt need God, and even try to storm from earth to heaven to try and de-throne God Himself!

pride is worse than blatant arrogance, pride can even come in e form of tears and desperation, but nevertheless it is still pride. "I know...", "I feel", "I think..", all about I, me and myself! pride is the STRENGTH of sin and the character of the devil himself. to have pride is to say u dont need God, to live ur life INDEPENDENT of God.

a child on e other hand is innocent, dependent, and TEACHABLE!

the most powerful thing in life is not good or evil, light or darkness, but it is the power of CHOICE! traffic rules are placed, but why do ppl get involved in traffic accidents? because a CHOICE was made to dash e red light, to cut lanes haphazardly, etc. so u cant blame e minister of LTA for road accidents!

likewise, bad things in life happen because rules are broken! because we choose to rely on our own strength and live a life of pride and rebellion. God is in control WHEN we give Him control, if we dont CHOOSE to allow Him to have control in our lives, guess who else is willing to control us? mr s.a. tan himself!

learnt tt e kingdom of darkness is very well structured. the history of e bible dates back around 6000 years...(talking abt tt, fossils tt are millions of years are found, why? preadamic period! =)) for more info pls sign up for AFV or join bible school! hahaha....

and so e devil has 6000 years of experience in handling human being, he knows us inside out! so dont be a fool and try to take him on alone! (i had painful memories some time ago that were similar...)

every bad thing and temptation is PLANNED by e devil, every good thing is PLANNED by God, and every bad can become good when we PLAN to make a DECISION to submit it to God. its not about what we have, its about whose hands its in.

a scapel is used by a surgeon to operate, give e scapel to an infant and ull know e rest of e story.

cg was great. it was really really really challenging for me for e first time. i had to play and give a word at e same time! it was tough and i went off key!!! lol. i was chatting with bao and he told he he had similar problems as well. guess we are all a 'work-in-progress'...dont be afraid to make mistakes and to learn from them.

its not every week tt i get to share a word during cg..i even stumbled a bit, cus my mind was going haywire...haha. these kind of move of e Spirit mus fast like mad one. pray for anointing alone is not enough...believe me...i know...haha. its not even multitasking, its feels as if u need 2 sets of brains and all...relying on God is not even enough, you have to rely 100% on God, maybe 200% for me...haha...not easy.

normal human talents and abilities cannot accomplish this and we are not perfect, so personally i dont feel really bad, cause its something supernatural to be able to play and listen to God and speak a word at e same time...its like having 2 Holy Spirit...hahaha one for worship, one for ministry....lols at e same time. how to have 2 Holy Spirit?

the answer is the RENEW YOUR MIND! and never underestimate e Holy SPirit. it seems impossible, with man, it is impossible, but with God, all things are possible! =)

looking forward to Casey Treat this weekend, yeehaa...haha. x)

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