First duty in EXPO! whuuuaaaa....l0l

woke up at 4 plus in e morning today where everyone starts to fall asleep. haha. left house at 530plus took the 545am train. 3rd train haha. i counted l0l cus first train was 535. dunno why i felt nauseous the whole day....no im NOT PREGNANT! LOL! had a slight flu and a heaty, phlegmish throat that irritated me e whole day...my voice was oso weak.

but i was excited, i was passionate, im willing to go the extra mile. during e train ride, i was so afraid of falling asleep, cus when im asleep, suddenly air will rush up my throat as if i was about to vomit, but nothing came not, not even air...and i would just suddenly wake up from my sleep in shock for a few seconds and feeling green all over.

i kept on praying and told myself that God is my Abba, and i will be fully convinced that He will not let anything happen to me. and so i endure the one hour train ride with consistent vomitting sensations and i couldnt take it anymore...but i told myself that even when i dont see God's hands, i can trust His heart ;)

so i reached around 650 by e time i came out of e toilet it was around 7am. went straight to expo hall 8, met eugene, willard, and the usher gang frm w318 and e110 except bao and pam, haha. went to help setup the conference rooms for childrens' church later on. a lot of movement basically....between stage, FB, FOH and conference area cus i had to check walkie distribution as well.

so svc started, and so did childrens' church. the echo and BG sound frm main svc was bad and e walls are not really sound proof LOL. and there was a prob with the SOLO func on e console i was using, whenever i pressed SOLO for any of e channels the music frm e CD player will be muted. lol. FAINT haha....

then one sister wanted e music off bcos of the loud sound comin frm outside, it was unpleasant when mixed with e music inside. then another brother wanted e music so i turn it on a BIT. then e sister came back into the room, ASSUMED i was playing around with e system, shouted into my face, "I thought i told you to turn off the music!?! Dont try to play around okay!!!"...everyone stared at me, and i was doin e rm by myself.

the power of assumption, she didnt even ask what was going on. seriously if i was still going through my depression i faced weeks ago i wouldve punched her in the face! hello???? i woke up at 4am come here to SERVE YOU u know!?! you think easy ah, u tink coming from boonlay to expo is a joke ah? im soundcrew, not the childrens' church director okay!?!

be careful who you show attitude to man, e moment you see my 'attitude' i make sure u no more attitude, i might even make sure u dun live to tell anyone abt it. i would do that if i werent saved! of course i maintained my smile and strength and thick skin, haha. i serve ont bcos i want glory or honor, but i serve because i love God and i fear God more than man ;)

i wish i couldve just blasted e gain to MAX and caused the 'EXPLOSION' to come frm e speakers at full volume man! next time find GF mus make sure find one who appreciates. u tink a hardworking servant like me come easy one ah? either i serve you or be careful i make you serve me ah! wahahaha! *bang! if u dun wanna appreciate my service, then sry you are not my type man. you can go to one corner and live your own lonely, selfish life like all i care....

im dead serious about character. ps kong set a good example for defending the basis of discipleship. of course no one is perfect, all i ask is the effort to do so. i really thank God for helping me move a level forward in e area of discernment. i can tell who has good character behind the nice, innocent look. i am able to see the heart the way God sees it and not by looks anymore.

thats the good point of a sensitive person:

he cant hide anything from you and you cant hide anything from him! l0lz, how true...

service was great. candlelight. i was soo amazed by it, and definitely touched. the message was great too...though i didnt have e sermon outline i copied like normal notes. i was really moved by e candlelight svc...never in my life i teared when singin a carol! the presence of God was soo tangible. ^^

after svc went back to check on childrens' church. then went to help prepare for SOT graduation, then go back to childrens' church to help out in e holding area for e children of e graduates. after that went to sound container to have lunch, and its free! thanks guys. :)) after awhile, went back to conference area to check on progress, then stayed in childrens' church. then when e kids started to do their art n craft, since they didnt need sound for tt period of time, i went out again to the place behind the terraces, and sat there and watched e SOT graduation.

and guess what, the first name i heard was carmen, or ka mun (tink got spelling error hahas), congrats! then shuxia and alicia frm my ministry also graduated. it was a great time and we had e second candlelight svc towards e end after e prize giving ceremony. really proud of every student from SOT! gogogo! hahas...also took photo with alicia, shuxia and ministry members. then i heard a loud crack! man, felt so sorry for e person...

it was a great experience. =) finished at around 5, then help to tear down e equipment to prepare for xmas rehearsal in jurong west st 91. when they left expo, i left to meet up with the remnants of w318 hahahaha...only found zack, wendy, pam, shin and peng, whom i met at e recep cus we ended around e same time. evan oso ended around e same time as us, but she left for tampines.

then went home with pam and zack. tmr havin dinner with family to celebrate my dad's bdae. thurs is CG outing, friday xmas gathering at wayne's hse, sat/sun carnival and xmas service at expo! manz...lol pro! haha. so excited ^^