Comb. Zone CGM with ps zhuang's zone

it was great. though e songs were a BIT the fast...nevertheless, i experienced e tangible presence of God. ;) i was tearing in God's presence during worship...it was a wonderful experience. :) e message was great too.

today woke up at 6, so happy first time, im EARLY! then....

dozed off at 7 without knowing. woke up at 830am and my Database paper starts at 9!!!!!! i was like, no no no no no....no God...not again...l0l. so i prayed and i left house at around 840am. by right we shld e dere at least 15min b4 e paper starts....

but God was faithful...by His power and grace i took a cab which arrived e moment i arrived at e road side, as if it was expecting me..^^ and thanks to God i reached at 858am!!!!! yes! indeed GOd is NEVER later....but WE have to make e decision to stay on course, and finish STRONG ;)

tomoro got OOP paper. im using my mum's lappy now...on 56k T_T ill try to chiong. im at e point where e moment God takes 1 step backwards, im doomed and im sure to fail. im at tt stage where its impossible to pass even if i chiong, but WITH God ALL things r possible! :D

finally ive received news that my laptop is ready for collection! yeah!!!!! on monday....jus in time for NF. muahahaha. who knows after exam scully crash again :x lol

accompanied wendy to boonlay jus now cus she goin for S1 and im goin home so might as well go together. we were like challenging time cus she was late for svc. haha it was quite funny lol.
sunday is super sunday, having CGvsCG telematch and youth outreach at NTU after svc. i have 2 feelings, excited and EVEN MORE STRESSED and HEART PAIN! T.T

already im facing this "mugging without a mug" problem and is like i can fail any moment den suddenly good timing gt youth outreach lol...*Sobs struggling whether to go or not. i mean if my mum returns her laptop to her office tomoro, den ill have to find somewhere or someone's hse where i can do my revision, at e same time, itll be very late after super sunday and i might not be able to get anyone to lend me his/her hse. T_T

seriously, no can understand how much stress im goin thru now...facing 4 papers and unable to do anything about it. that sense of helplessness. u wont wanna noe how much info ive recapped. its as good as NOTHING i tell you! T_T ppl say revise...HOW TO REVISE? lol. home pc no net cus driver down, laptop can use net bt no laptop...sigh.

oh wells...guess ill go this sunday. it wont make any difference in my results anyway. ill jus leave it to God. even if i fail, ill still love God with all of my heart. till death do us part, nothing can separate me from the love of God ^^