Finally can put my thoughts down :)

MY THOUGHTS

this weekend has been grrrrreeeeeaaaaaat for me. i served during S1 but managed to get e message, and went for s2, s3, s4, s5, s6. well all of them i was alone except s3 (thanks Evan for accompanying me), s5 (yea sat with celgrp) and s6 (sat with Pranee's celgrp, dun really have e time to know all of em T_T, but its ok. :))

basically here's who ps prayed for durin e weekend:

s1: cgl, age 25-30
s2: pastors and leaders, musicians, choir, singers, cgl, poly students
s3: cgl, BBG members
s4: cgl, 25-30
s5: cgl, poly students
s6: cgl, poly students

i got laid hands upon 3 times! imparted with:

1. fresh anointing for music and worship
2. spirit of prophecy
3. a dream frm Heaven that will change lives for eternity and make an impact in e world.

honestly, it kinda felt rather "overflowing" after e 3rd time ps laid hands on me. there was just sooo much imparted, and its not, i say again, definitely NOOOOOT easy to fulfill ALL of them! soooo much faith, spiritual maturity, obedience, commitment, spirituality, holiness is required to activate every gift that ps imparted to us.

but i believe that through God NOTHING is impossible. that salvation is not jus a one-time event, but a lifelong commitment and a lifelong process of sanctification, that we become more and more like Christ everyday.

yesterdae as i was blogging, God touched me and i began to see myself, in my spirit, running after God, and He was going further and further away, i ran even faster.....finally i caught His hand. i knelt down before Him and cried: pls dont go! i cant live without You, pls be close to me all my life, please...i love You, dont go....i need you more than i need myself....

and Jesus turned and smiled. =)

at that moment i jus cried, i had an encounter. and it was good i felt so close to God, indeed we are a match made in Heaven ^_^

MORE SHARING

i liked one of the experiences that ps ulf shared. he was visiting this native village in i tink Africa, correct me if im wrong, and there was a spiritist (one who talks to spirits and the dead), then when e spiritist saw Ps Ulf, he stopped whatever he was doing and said to Ps Ulf, "My spirits are saying to me that your Spirit is stronger and more powerful than us, and that i should respect you."

when i heard that i was like....PRAISE THE LORD! LOL.....;) yea indeed greater is He who is in me than he who is in the world! =)

i liked another joke tt ps shared when someone becomes critical and asks u why give so much to God for what!?! the response is soomething like: because we love Him, then wad about you? how much have u given to the devil for the alcohol, cigarettes, etc? LOL!!! i hear it i was like ROFL hahahaha....

really wanna thank Kexin for telling me that theres a 3 day fast this wk and prayer meeting in church office at suntec. if not i wouldve been kept in e dark, thanks gal ^_^