Hari Raya

Okay, so..I booked out last night. Kinda sad cus last night cant go for night jog as it was pouring. =x lol.

And tonight Im going back in again. Friday book out again. Pretty crappy schedule huh? But thank God this whole week is nothing but watching videos in the aircon classroom and parade rehearsals. (im gonna be fat garfield again!!! NOOO!!!)

Anyway, just a sidetrack..I need to lose 3 more kgs to be acceptable weight, first time in my life! WOOHOO! lol.

Took my final test on monday. Even though I did my best, I still have my doubts though. Cus there were 2-3 questions, I attempted TWICE, cus I wasnt sure of the answer. And unknowingly, the first attempt was the correct answer. O_O

Okay, I think my post title is a bit irrelevant cus Im not talking about hari raya. -.-

Friday is another crappy day..heard the entire intake have to go to jalan besah stadium to support the home team soccer match. O_O.

I shall publicly declare here, I HATE SOCCER TO THE HARD-CORE!

Anyone who asks me for a soccer game, be prepared for your referee to be kidnapped or your ball to be stolen (so that you cant start the match) !!! ARRRGGHHH!!!!

Last whole week for my RT (recreation training), we had soccer e whole week! OMG! I just stood in the middle of the field and stone!

Surprisingly, my team won even though I was teh shit.

I think I can be those lucky charm or statues, whichever team owns me, will win, just put me on display. -.-" *Rubbish!

Dont even make me start a whole rant on soccer..speaking of which, I havent been ranting for awhile, kinda lost my sense of sarcasm I must say..oops, i mean, "..I must type.." O_O

So yea, I have changed. But I dont care. lol..the moment ppl say 'hey, ure a little different' (and im not talking about anyone in particular, cus quite a handful said that to me now and then since ive enlisted haha)...

like wenrui said, its because they have imposed their expectations on you, and the moment you change or lose your consistency, they cannot accept it or they take a long time to adapt to it.

Haha..not bad, at least you know that there are people who know me just because they wanna get something out of me and they dont really love me for who I am..haha..pretty sad. well, not all, but still..lol..

Sorry, Ive become more direct and expressive haha..Im not gonna continue hiding behind my happy smiley face all the time, when all people do is take advantage of me.

Just like pastor kong haha..he has the 'professional' preacher mode. And he has his 'own normal' mode..and Ive seen that before. Trust me, you dont wanna come into contact with him when he's..'normal'..or, serious. lol.

So..as I end here, let me say this..

Before you go round looking for the right friends, please be a right one yourself.



Hmm I dont know what this is..but alicia asked me to post it. sooo..lets see. *test test.

*Its good the emo posts have stopped cause Im glad to be home.
(Back to my usual stuffs)