Update

went to NUH yesterday. before i left my house, i was like searching on e net how to go to NUH, lol..cus i only went there once. ive only stepped into a hospital like 2-3 times only in my lifetime..not including when i was born la..haha.

met Mr Benjamin Png for the first time..really nice guy. nice to talk to also..haha..cus he's in his late 20s..not much age gap haha. gave me all the statistics and requirements for the system. i looked at them and i almost fainted!

the database is HUUUUGE! and the system they were using is complicatedly complicated. i see already i thought Windows XP had become Cabinet XP. yeah, i made that shit up..hahaha. but seriously..gosh! and to ask me to do something better than a PRE-DEFINED SOFTWARE is a challenge. haha..i wouldnt say its impossible tho..lol.

but lets say i really DO make a program better than that VMS system that some angmoh in e states came up with on e net..then man..the influence..of course, its all just a dream at e moment. i really really want to do it..but i just dont know how, or im not adequately skilled enough to do a whole new program from scratch.

graaahhh stressssss....

if i managed to do a whole new better Volunteer Management System from scratch..im gonna be rich and famous..if i ever do something like that..i make sure i walk round orchard road in a skirt, wearing an underwear on my head! sheesh..the insanity of this project..i think my hair is not only gonna be white..they're gonna be TRANSPARENT! yes..u cant see them because they have all fallen off!

doing my 3/12 again..man..i think i might do a 5/12 one day. 5 = grace. i really need e grace of God REALLY BAD NOW :( goin for rhonda's cg later..they having PM so really need stamina to play through haha.

went to sch today for briefing..man..time is really short, projects starts e following week..ahhhhhh! SKILLS!!!! ahhhhh!!! TIME!!! ahhhh!!! ahhhhh!!! ahhhhhh!!! *DIED.