Another day + Random

man, another day has passed when im just stoning at home while others are probably at work or in school somewhere. its so weird when all u do at home is talk to noone except the com. and my parents when they come home.

just now after my dinner, i was bored so i decided to go JP arcade for awhile..anyway i still had like 9 bucks in my Tapz card and i use only like 2 dollars everytime i go there, i go JP only when im very very very bored and dying of antisocialism. (okay, i made that word up)

and things didnt turn out e way it should. the impossible happened again, i dunno how, but my card could not be read.

obviously some clown went to de-magnetize my card, mebbe someone placed it on top of my amp or something. and so, there goes my 9 bucks. i walked to JP only to walk back again. feels so weird, i needed someone to talk to me, verbally. i havent opened my mouth in days. my voicebox is deteriorating faster than my brain, faster than me ageing =/

i miss sec sch. i miss those sec1-sec2 days when everyday ill meet up with my gang at a lanshop and play games together, eat together, spend e whole day together having fun, chatting, screaming and laughing away.

back then it was the age of 56k and the 512k. thats my childhood for you. and i didnt get my handphone till i was sec3 or sec4. now even sec1s are playing the PSP, have handphones and broadband at home. good life huh. lols.

ive been thinking lately, remember the angelic encounter i posted a few months ago? well, actually, i posted it twice. if u wanna know just PM me on msn or something =) haha. basically, i met with 3 angels late at night. its a long story so yea..im not gonna blog it again haha.

i havent seen those 3 again. not even once, even though they 'stayed' just one block away from me. my handphone number is with them, even my house address is with them. how did u end up giving them? its a long story also. haha.

well, ive never seen them or heard from them since. and that night will always remain in my memories as a covenant of a God who cares, a God who loves, and a God who's in love.

Many people know God is love, many felt God's love, but how many actually experienced God being in love? I have. How many actually experienced God crazy over you? I have. that night was special. it was intimate. even though i went through the most painful night, in the darkest night, God's light shone e brightest.

i might blog again later..lol. i just lost my train of thoughts..

oh yes..STUPID DOG STOP BARKING! its past midnight and the neighbour's door is just outside my bedroom window, to the right, along e corridor!!! yes, my unit is next to the corner unit of my flat O_O