Super long random update post!

just came back frm another midnight jog..haha.

i just love to be alone at night. jogging where hardly anyone sees lol. i find today's jog quite fun. even though i was alone yet i wasnt lonely. i was talking to God while i jogged, praying, joking, and e presence of God came..lol..how wonderful is that? :))

and the track was so empty, and the basketball court..after my jog, during cool down id so the usual stuff then walk a few rounds to cool down, and being alone on e track at night..i just felt the liberty to pray in e spirit as i paced round the track..no one looked, no one heard..it was just a great time..=)

im praying really hard that everytime i jog alone at night, God will always show up, and i will have encounters not just in church, not just in e marketplace..but in e most mundane of things..such as jogging! i really believe i can encounter Him =) i have before anyway..haha i just want more :D

just like how God always shows up when i shower..often when im alone and in a quiet solitary place, im sure He will be there with me when i jog :D cus im not thinking much, my body has come to e end of itself, God's strength is made perfect in weakness..haha..^^ okay, e last statement was just a random..lol..but itll be nice to believe that way :D

haha i just hope i can sleep soon..cus im a bit high now..haa and its 2 plus in e morning :P anyway, i was laughing real hard at kexin's msn statement:

ur mama so fat, she used my bicycle chain as necklace. ok i tried.

LOL! hai, u know some of u might not be laughing..im high wad..O_O and somehow i have a feeling someone is thinking "why is andrew suddenly jogging for? he trying to impress girl isit?"

haha i dunno..if God reveals to me then i have nothing to say..lol. just ask those who are close to me, they will know sometimes i just know things..haha..cus God is my teammate :p

i can tell a person's motives just by his/her eyes..and i can feel e person's emotions just by their texts/words. i dunno but i tink its God's gift for me and i will treasure it. thats what makes us believers different because we have God on our side :) and thats how it should be. when people try to cheat, we know. when people have hidden motives, we know. when people are living a double life, we know.

no matter how hard you try to hide, because I have God who knows all things and since He is my friend and im thankful He's so close to me, He can choose what He wants to reveal to me :P

sometimes i know things..but i just keep quiet. haha..just like how lovers like to keep secrets..thats how it is between me and God..sorry..too bad..hahaha..XD

its not e same as gossip..a gossip breaks and stirs..whereas secrets reveal and draw people..with true intentions of course. i mean, im really thankful..to have God so close to me is never easy. just ask my cg how much hell i went through..but i was willing..

i dared to do whatever it takes so that i could get close to God..its during those moments of depression, those moments of failure that God is closest to me..and He is a good storywriter. your life may be a battle now..but if God is your author AND finisher..that im sure your ending will always be better than your beginning!

i dont care what book your life is in..i dont even care if ure going through gd times or bad times..what matters is not the book..but the one who writes the book. what matters is not the type of airline..what matters is the pilot that drives it!

you know what a fool is..a fool is like someone whos carrying a haversack..and theres an empty bench in front of him. He chooses to stand, carrying his haversack..and complains! thats how so many people are like! wake up your idea! If God doesnt mind carrying your burden, let Him carry! why struggle like a person as if u have no life? im amazed how God is able to tolerate all your nonsense when i cant..

its like He's stretching out His hand and you are so foolish enough not to take it. you wanna carry your own burdens go ahead. nothing will change. dont expect things to change with time..time changes nothing!

you cant change time, you cant borrow time, you cant extend time..

you can only USE time! uhh, so ure going through a tough time..what are u doing about it? the worse thing you can do is nothing. the worst thing you can say is nothing.

note that all these is not directed to anybody. i just feel someone needs to hear it. i dont know who..let God decide.

like i said, i really dont know how i ended up typing all that. i just felt moved to type it..it suddenly stirred up inside of me.

You can choose to be a daydreamer or a dreamaker.

UPDATED

oh ya, on thurs night after the combined cg PM, i had dinner at home. everyone's asleep so i heated up my own food. then while i was eating halfway a cockroach dropped in e floor in front of me..and i heard the 'click' sound! OMG la..i quickly go take the Baygon and spam full auto until it died LOL!

if i had a lighter id place it in front of e Baygon lor..flamethrower! muahahahaha!!! lol. okay, adrenaline still in me :S i was hungry just now and i ate one loaf of garlic bread! haha. okay la..not too heavy.

speaking of spiritual senses..i was talking to Jolene just now..her DP was her next to a balcony..so being the lameman i am, i msged:

aiyooo! dont jump! haha..

then 'coincidentally' her previous nick was something something i tink im gonna jump. so she was asking me if i saw her msn statement change. i said no. then i told her i was referring to her pic and she went: CHEY! haha, cus she was replying, "no la..i never jump". but the interesting thing is..i didnt see her pervious nick..haha. and it coincided so well.

then shortly after i was talking to her abt gatsby thing..BUT THEN..

okay, to cut e long story short. everyone where i go:

"i...can give you..gatsby..."

sian arh!! LOL..so i msged her:

"I...can give you...

...

BANANA!!!!"

and another amazing thing happened. her mum wanted her to eat banana or something and my lameness came as a reminder. How cool is that! 2 in a row...haha guess when im high my spiritual senses are also 'hightened" hahah..no such word but u get what i mean LOL.

if jianhao comes to my blog and gatsby one more time im gonna kill him! hahahaha...:PP