Personality clash

today is a very strange day for me. was SMSing Qiyu. everything seemed fine. until a turning point came and i realised that i was hurting her unknowingly. here's andrew, the andrew that never gets angry. hurting someone.

since sec2 till now, ive never hurt anyone emotionally or physically. and as a result, i felt a sense of guilt and condemnation. and so we talked and chatted on msn. and we kinda managed to clear things out.

and both of us were like feeling e same thing, WITHOUT knowing it. and so i shared more abt myself, my personality, etc. i realized both of us had similar personality traits. i was so afraid that i couldnt bring myself to face her again. i was afraid of losing this friendship that just got started like a few days ago.

ive never lost a friend becos of a misunderstanding and i dont wish for it to happen. and just a few days ago everything seemed fine. eventually we came to a conclusion that the similarities in our personalities and make-ups, caused a 'clash'.

and as a result there was a misunderstanding, of emotion, of motives. when u have 2 people who are different, its easy to discern the differences. but if u have 2 people who are wired almost exactly e same, there will be a clash.

because i was different, and consider myself rare/unique, i seldom have misunderstandings with anyone cus our differences are so easily notable. whereas in this case, it was different. its like, u cant figure e person out, and e person cant figure u out. because both of u are the SAME :o

its a total clash LOL..even our msn font colored unknowingly swapped! in e course of time LOL.

oh wells, Sy Rogers once said, u cant live as if e past never happened, but we can certainly live the life beyond it.