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Friday, November 03, 2006

CG with SiQi's cg and strange dream

first of all, i wanna talk abt e dream cus we tend to forget dreams tt we had e night before, easily. it started off in clementi. i was supposed to take the train to school, dunno why i intended to alight at commonwealth. then along e way, cant rem wad happened, i alighted at dover to do something. then i decided to take the bus instead. cant rem why also.

on e bus met some old friends. cant rem who.

then as i travelled on e bus, e scene changed to changi airport. and i saw amber's cg. talked to them and it was fun to be with them. saw people like karwen, linda (and her hair was short!!! neck length! i almost got stunned)..then out of nowhere was jonathan wong..e guy frm my sec school..hahahaha..

then the scene changed to service..then changed to the mrt..then i saw ps kong. he asked if the aircon could be lowered. then he left the train and i followed him. somehow, the scene changed to one which i missed the train.

as i followed ps kong it started raining. i had an umbrella and i wanted to share it with him. then he saw me behind and he turned around and said its ok. i followed ps kong to his house. cant clearly describe it, but it doesnt seem to be his house. it was someone else's house, prob his old house, cant rem.

then i was talking and chatting with ps when Sun came home. she talked to ps abt something serious. after awhile, ps thanked me for offering to share my umbrella even he didnt need it at tt time.

the scene changed to the parking lot. and its e most weird dream ever. there was ps' car and a trishaw. dunno how it get there. then surprisingly he rode e trishaw, and he offered to send me home. if i can rem e concept was e arise n build and its about saving money, for this case, on petrol and stuff..i THINK..

then as we were riding, i rem we entered a jungle. and there right beside me was a snake tt popped out, almost snapping my face. and a carnivorous bird flying across my face. i felt as if i could be eaten anytime. i was panicking, shocked..then i rem ps kong, calm as ever, he prayed and spoke a word and immediately all was calm and the wild animals disappeared.

then somehow we arrived and the trishaw changed to his car. ps parked his car while he went to get something from a shop or something. then as i remained in his car, it could park/unpark itself with a remote control..so there was no driver in e car, and it moved by itself..unparking just as ps returned to his car.

and i remembered some hightech gadgets its like the car of the future. after tt i rem ps sending me home, i alighted at my grandma's house..then after ps left, a group of tourists from china appearing at the door..

then slowly nothing much happened and i woke up. strange huh? one thing tt left an impression in me was ps kong. his attitude and his strength, even though he was tired, i saw him for who he is in the dream one way or another. he always have that smile that never fails to calm every situation. to me, he is the nicest looking person ever.

even 'at his house' he still carried the glory, presence and anointing of God. it felt as if i was talking to Jesus Himself, fellowshipping, laughing with Him at his house. ps kong is the nicest guy ever. he's so full of love, full of gentleness, full of faith. words alone cant describe tt dream with ps. i rem there was one time i was gonna wake up, but i forced myself to remain in the dream bcos ps kong was right beside me..it was a once in a lifetime experience and i didnt want to wake up..

its been long since i had good, memorable dreams..:D

back to cg..

haha it was fun meeting a whole bunch of new people. my china need to upgrade man..haha..felt like an alien, or some guy going for taiwan mission trips..lol. it was a bit hard to get used to at first, everyone spoke chinese and in a mainland accent. it was good exposure to me..haha.

most of them are around my age, the cgl jus had a test in SP. so i went to her place with some of her members first. i had problems remembering names for e first time haha..

and surprisingly..her cg only has 3 guys, me and 2 other..and like 10 over girls..woot! i felt even more weird..lol. didnt know what to talk to them about and how to say it..:S i told myself, if i didnt know how to speak, i wont speak..haha..

and i also looked like a foreigner haha..well..someone actually said i was thin! ERM. thanks..haha. some asked me, how long have i been in singapore, assuming i was from china too. because i could speak, thanks too haha XD and siqi said i looked like an indonesian..hahaha

why thank you all..hahaha :D

not bad, i managed to have a few laughs, presence of God was there during PnW and the preaching. had good fellowship. taught some of e sisters how to play simple chords. everyone was like crowding around me and literally watching me. lol..feel so weird. ive never been so 'overpowered' before..lol. and e other 2 guys were like in e room doing something with e laptop and comp..haa. but it was memorable.

and all the people there are nice people who look beautiful too, at e same time on fire for God.

one thing tt left an impression in me is:

never take our praise n worship for granted. e people there were happy with simple PnW. even though e clapping was out, even though the singing was out of tune, but yet..i could feel the joy of the Lord and the presence of God in the meeting.

never take e preaching in my cg for granted. im thankful we have someone like wayne. their preaching style was different, e cgl had to speak in english and translate.

never take our fellowship for granted. i was so moved by how these people, even though they didnt have much, they had a heart of simplicity and gratitude. i came to experience something iv never experienced in a long time..

and sometimes i feel, we shouldnt take wad we have for granted. the people in that cg really moved my heart. it touched me in a way, how God moved so strongly in the lives of those people. i could feel God telling me, 'This is what it's all about..." how God can use ordinary simple people, who dont have much, to do extraordinary things! people whom all they have is love, love for God, love for people. love + faith alone...can bring down the Kingdom of God..

and dont ever think wayne's house is so ulu and inaccessible! yes! yest we walked from somerset MRT to some private housing area, walked past 3 traffic light junctions. walked up a sloped road, turn right, walked up another hill and when we reached the house, we walked up 3-4 storeys on the stairs. u can actually lose weight going to her house for cg..haa. it was a 10-15-20min walk..but i enjoyed it. everything was so different..its a good exposure :D

as i was fasting today. i was reminded on how when we crucify e flesh, the supernatural can envelop our lives. and i can can, its not abt me, its abt God. my cg was fasting, my ministry was fasting. for e upcoming AnB. and i must say im getting all geared up and exciting for e upcoming AnB. :D

it dawned on me how when i was fasting..e moment we become sanctified, e presence of God is on us so readily. that people will be drawn to you, and people who have offended u whom u forgave a long time ago, suddenly comes to you to apologize. it really encourages me to want to go to the next level in my spiritual walk with God..

was having a combined conversation on MSN e night before with Shingy shing shing shing shing li and karry kar kar karwen li..hahahahahaha!

now im being called an de lu lu lu lu li..lol..it was a funny night. we chatted on MSN and on kar's tagboard (we called that the new 'Bloggenger')..hahahaha..sry for 'spamming' sis..LOL. please dont increase the fine haha..if not shingy shing shing shing shing li will come to my house with a pig's head! LOL..

yea..hope u guys enjoyed ur chairlet (chalet) =p=

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