Rock climbing everyday in my room...

I miss gaming, i miss going to LAN shops. I miss chionging ROSE Online...arrgh.

I need a new hobby. T_T

here's just a list of online games ive played since young:

pri 5-6: Half-life
sec 1-2: CS + DOD
sec 3-4: gunbound + maple
poly 1-2: ROSE Online
poly 3: Knight Online + DotA

apart frm MMOs i play AVP2, CZero, HL2, Op Flashpoint, Simcity 4, Theme Hospital, Simtower/simtown/themepark/etc..., Sims2, WC3+WC3FT, JK2, JK3, CoD, CoDX, CoD2, Utopia/Earth 2025, HL1 mods...

cant rem all, mostly FPS games...

Roseon was my fav games ive played and solely dedicated my interest and passion into (cus u can see i spent 2 years on that game alone...) stupid koreans....*urrgh so mad. pay to play? man, e game's not even completed! T_T my castlegear!!!!!

im bored at home, even KOL is driving me to the mountains...was talking to eric jus now and he also mentioned to me tt he lost interest in games. are we so stressed and busy that we tend to forget even how relaxation, entertainment and fun feels like?

yea, thought so too...been so numbed by life itself that enjoyment doesnt exist in my emotions anymore. i forgot what fun and excitement feels like...

and about my IHP? i dont feel anything for it anymore...

seriously, i dont feel anything for anything/anyone anymore, ive been cut off from fun, from excitement, from enjoyment, from people, from company, from everything but IHP and supervisors!

arrgh can you imagine? ONE WHOLE YEAR, MAYBE MORE THAN THAT NOW.....ONE WHOLE YEAR OF ISOLATION AND WHO-KNOWS-WHAT-YOU-CALL-IT, you can buy me the most expensive computer with hundreds of games, or treat me to a thousand movies...

nothing excites/interests me anymore...T_T