Numbed

prayer meeting was awesome..even though it was a sudden decision, despite a squeezing, warm and stuffy YMCA auditorium, we managed to pull down e presence of God. e reason why they held it at YMCA was bcos they didnt expect a large crowd...but no matter where God moves, we WILL be there...

even if CHC is in taiwan, i would fly there every week jus to be in the house of God!

many are church goers, but how many are church members? members who are discipled in the Word and committed to the vision and the purpose God has for e church? many are believers, but how many are actually disciples, who lay down their lives to follow christ?

saying the sinners' prayer will NOT guarantee your salvation...many think 'oh ive said e sinners prayer, im now saved' so i can live life anyway i want...

salvation is not just a one time event, its redemption -> sanctification -> glorification. we are saved, we are being saved and one day we will be saved. saying e sinners' prayer is simply only ONE phase out of THREE phases in the 'salvation package'.

if you want to give Christ your life, then give your WHOLE life. from e day u said e sinners' prayer until the day Christ returns!

no doubt we are not saved by works but we are saved FOR good works. loving God is not just knowing ABOUT Him, but its about KNOWING Him! knowledge by experience.

BS was great it talked abt God's plan for e endtimes. and everything tt happens in e world starts with Israel. during a period during/after e world war, cant rem, the United Kingdom agreed to offer Israel land or something, or aid, but they took back their word and u see UK today, the UNITED kingdom, in disunity, welsh, protestants, etc...

then at e same time another country decided to help out Israel and provided for its needs, and which country was that? the United States...and now who is the superpower? United states. whatever that happens to the fig tree (Israel) will happen to the vine (the church).

and the end will not come until the place where e temple of God WILL BE, (the current existing political building) has been demolished and e temple of God built...THEN like e Word says, e antichrist will sit in e temple of God in Zion and then the Great Tribulation will come...

something bad happened recently...

for some reason, i feel TOTAL responsibility and accountibility for E110, W390, my family, my brother and my own life...somehow i feel that im in charge of ALL these people, including every single individual whom i fail to reach out to. i know im stressing myself way too much to carry so much on my shoulders...but im forcing myself....

ever since God spoke 'FIVE cgs', if i cant rule and reign in all these areas, ill never be who God wants me to be...i mean thats how i feel right now...im willing to go through the wilderness to reach the promised land and nobody is going to stop me from doing it!

and because of that i skipped sch today...feeling really down and IHP have to submit next week. and ive still not touched it yet...mebbe i wont touch it anymore...

and the word 'LAST CHANCE' keep ringing in my head...how am i gonna lead FIVE cgs f i cant even...and during PM there was a CGL at SEC4, SIXTEEN years old mind you...with 41 members! likewise during Emerge there were ppl frm Heart of God Harvest Church who are CGLs at 13, 14, etc...

they started in childrens' church, for me i came to CHC when i was sec3. God is raising up a new generation of people...in this last lap of the race, God is sprinting, so must the church..

dont be left behind...