Arise and Build 2005
i did it...i put down my first AAB pledge today. 17-07-05, 1pm. it was a rather emotional time, and at e same time, the presence of God was so strong, so tangible, so overwhelming...tears flowed like rivers down my face. and i knew, that i had met God, and that God will be there for me, for these 6 months. i pledged a 4month time period to fulfill my amount.
when i sow, i know that im not sowing something that costs me nothing, but im indeed sowing my life, im sowing my precious. like wad pastor said, each one of us has indeed outgave Bill Gates. Bill Gates gave a SMALL PORTION of wad he had to charity and other organization and events, even though they might be a few million, but today, each one of us pledged to give sacrificially, i didnt even worry if ill have food to eat after 6months, but i KNOW WHO GOD IS. :) what is precious to us is precious to God.
so troubled and how expected this is. people didnt show up. those that seemed on fire for God and serious didnt appear. im nt pointing fingers but its just a fact, its just something that happened because a decision was made. i have to be really honest.....i cant stand negative people, i cant stand people with no faith, people with a poverty mindset, people who are dare to believe but dare not act on WHAT they believe. im just so sad...i mean if u have reasons its ok. im not troubled only by those i know, but the entire church as a body. it might not be people i know, but because my heart is with God and with this church, i care for every single one.
dont just come because the music is nice, dont just come and suck God's presence without receiving anything into your heart, dont just come because ur friends are here, if u wanna come, then be serious with God, dun just be a believer, be a disciple....experiencing God is one thing, but CATCHING the vision of the church into ur heart is another. without a vision the people perish.
okay....im nt gonna say anything more. like wad evan said, either u grow or u go. e moment i come to this church...i knew i was meant to be here for such a time as this.
One of my life secrets. (something i just found out)
mebbe ive not shared this with ANYONE at all. but when i was younger, about primary 2-4, i went to my fren's house to stay overnight. and on a particular sunday, his mum brought us to church. at that time i was still young and i hated church, i hated sunday school. so i was brought by my fren and his mum to this old building for church.
his mum sent us to sunday school class while she attended the main service. i didnt want to go sunday school, so i left the room and took a peek at the main service. i was short and curious so i opened a SMALL GAP in the door and there i saw people, on their knees with tears in their eyes. because i was VERY young, i was wondering "my goodness, they crazy or wad? what is happening?" and i heard the preacher preaching very loudly, and i heard them speaking in an unknown language. they seemed to be uttering something which i now know, is tongues.
jus weeks ago, during service pictures of various old places where CHC used to gather for service were put up on the LED, places like hollywood theatre, etc.. and one of the pictures STRUCK my memory. "this is the place!!! it IS the place! its the place where i went to when i was a kid!!!" it was soo familiar, so accurate, i knew that i HAD BEEN to city harvest and i didnt know it until weeks ago! at that moment, everything began to come into place. i knew my calling was FOR CHC...and that God wastes NOTHING in my life.
the interesting thing is that....it was BEFORE hollywood theatre! manz..lol indeed everything that happens in ur life, will come together for your good to those who love God. :) and everything in ur life, will come to fulfil GOd's purpose and destiny for ur life.
well, 4 months countdown, for my pledge to be fulfilled. indeed im sowing and giving to God and not to man. im sowing for our new stadium, for 100000 members and for our future generation. :) indeed God is nt interested in how much u give, besides, all the gold and silver are His. He's not into ur quantity but ur quality. XD had great time with cg after svc at kopitiam opp. haha we played murderer again lol. haha adam u rock! LOL....anthrax bomb hahahahaha jkjk :P keke..
commontest tomoro....better start on my OOP. ciao
when i sow, i know that im not sowing something that costs me nothing, but im indeed sowing my life, im sowing my precious. like wad pastor said, each one of us has indeed outgave Bill Gates. Bill Gates gave a SMALL PORTION of wad he had to charity and other organization and events, even though they might be a few million, but today, each one of us pledged to give sacrificially, i didnt even worry if ill have food to eat after 6months, but i KNOW WHO GOD IS. :) what is precious to us is precious to God.
so troubled and how expected this is. people didnt show up. those that seemed on fire for God and serious didnt appear. im nt pointing fingers but its just a fact, its just something that happened because a decision was made. i have to be really honest.....i cant stand negative people, i cant stand people with no faith, people with a poverty mindset, people who are dare to believe but dare not act on WHAT they believe. im just so sad...i mean if u have reasons its ok. im not troubled only by those i know, but the entire church as a body. it might not be people i know, but because my heart is with God and with this church, i care for every single one.
dont just come because the music is nice, dont just come and suck God's presence without receiving anything into your heart, dont just come because ur friends are here, if u wanna come, then be serious with God, dun just be a believer, be a disciple....experiencing God is one thing, but CATCHING the vision of the church into ur heart is another. without a vision the people perish.
okay....im nt gonna say anything more. like wad evan said, either u grow or u go. e moment i come to this church...i knew i was meant to be here for such a time as this.
One of my life secrets. (something i just found out)
mebbe ive not shared this with ANYONE at all. but when i was younger, about primary 2-4, i went to my fren's house to stay overnight. and on a particular sunday, his mum brought us to church. at that time i was still young and i hated church, i hated sunday school. so i was brought by my fren and his mum to this old building for church.
his mum sent us to sunday school class while she attended the main service. i didnt want to go sunday school, so i left the room and took a peek at the main service. i was short and curious so i opened a SMALL GAP in the door and there i saw people, on their knees with tears in their eyes. because i was VERY young, i was wondering "my goodness, they crazy or wad? what is happening?" and i heard the preacher preaching very loudly, and i heard them speaking in an unknown language. they seemed to be uttering something which i now know, is tongues.
jus weeks ago, during service pictures of various old places where CHC used to gather for service were put up on the LED, places like hollywood theatre, etc.. and one of the pictures STRUCK my memory. "this is the place!!! it IS the place! its the place where i went to when i was a kid!!!" it was soo familiar, so accurate, i knew that i HAD BEEN to city harvest and i didnt know it until weeks ago! at that moment, everything began to come into place. i knew my calling was FOR CHC...and that God wastes NOTHING in my life.
the interesting thing is that....it was BEFORE hollywood theatre! manz..lol indeed everything that happens in ur life, will come together for your good to those who love God. :) and everything in ur life, will come to fulfil GOd's purpose and destiny for ur life.
well, 4 months countdown, for my pledge to be fulfilled. indeed im sowing and giving to God and not to man. im sowing for our new stadium, for 100000 members and for our future generation. :) indeed God is nt interested in how much u give, besides, all the gold and silver are His. He's not into ur quantity but ur quality. XD had great time with cg after svc at kopitiam opp. haha we played murderer again lol. haha adam u rock! LOL....anthrax bomb hahahahaha jkjk :P keke..
commontest tomoro....better start on my OOP. ciao
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