CG and SPG! haha. YEAH

What can I say..like everyone else who would say.."Thank God". really..we are just ordinary people serving an extraordinary God. Adam was gonna be late so he asked me if i could start off the pre-cg PM..

Well, calling it pre-cg PM, to me..sounds okay, but i prefer calling it the "Secret Place Gathering" (SPG) for short. hahaha..we have E-4-20, now we have the Celgrp SPG. LOL! every week, 30min before cg..but haha..our TIMING is ALWAYS WRONG! lol..

short meetings become long, long meetings become longer! haha..you can never rush God, you can never put a limit on God. If He wanna move, then He moves, whether u like it or not haha..but of course we all have a choice to allow Him and to make room for Him to move lol.

SPG was just awesome. haha..we didnt even need to sing any song, we just went straight into praying and God just moved. it was me, tim and elaine, then the rest came in. then adam. and i would sit there..just being alone and genuine with God..and like adam said, just being free.

Like adam said, there's no cg leader, no cg guitarist, no cg helper, no cg treasurer or any positions, in e presence of God..we are all equal..so I just sat there..put aside my position, put aside my status and come to God just as I am, imperfect and dependent on Him.

eventually we had a mini QT. haha. but it was great. i remember adam talking about some things that were related to my life, and i sat there..power of God was all over me. i was tearing and my fingers were shaking even as i held my guitar..it was dark so no one saw..but my hands really trembled in that room...it felt like waves of the HS pouring over me again and again..

cg later was even better. even tho we didnt have praise, but God just moved like..words cant describe. just one week ago during our SPG, we were praying how every member could experience what me, adam and tim went through in that same room..

and true enough..today, God moved. and i dont know how, but i went from song to song and God..everything was just in line and in flow. and there again, as i took that step of faith..i switched songs..adam wanted to sing One Life, One Love..and on the spot..it came out..

then during e bridge of the song..somehow the chords are the same as e bridge of ANOTHER song..Take All Of Me..and i just flowed..and it was scary like adam said, when he said, dont be scared of e presence of God, dont be afraid to go to places uve never been..

and there i was..playing songs on the spot, without chords...we turned off the lights and once again, another holy ghost meeting! i believe this is just a foretaste of what we will experience in this year's breakaway camp..during the night session AKA Encounter Night.

once again..i sat there..totally yielded..totally surrendered..i was crying to God..God..please. i dont wanna screw up..its e first time im doing this..if i screw up, is You lose face, not me. let me decrease, and You increase.

and i couldnt believe i actually had the 'guts' to tell God..if i mess up, is You lose face, not me. haha..but really..i was telling Shing e other day, God will NEVER mess up His own meeting! He will NEVER make Himself lose face! ;))

and i sat there..i couldnt sing anymore..cus the tears just kept flowing..and i was sniffing and breathing..literally gasping for air..because the glory of God fell upon that place. there was a weight, a cloud..(kabod, as learned from bible study hahaha).

and once again, my hands were trembling..my pick was shaking and my fingers shook while i pressed e chords..and i felt heat all over my hands, all over my face..i wasnt expecting them to pray for me. if i was standing i wouldve fallen under e power of God aldr! :D

it was just an awesome time..how i wish the whole would could experience what we experienced. we worshipped, we prayed up a storm, and tim's offering message, IMO, is one of the best offering messages ive ever heard in a cg meeting! good job bro!

its really amazing..that so many of us, have hidden talents, hidden abilities, hidden potential and creativity, all waiting to be RELEASED the moment we serve God! when elaine prayed..POWER of God fell..when tricia prayed..man..i really dont know what to say..PRESENCE of God fell, it brought along CONVICTION, STRONG CONVICTION as well! when sebas prayed..POWER of God fell..when Jolene prayed..POWER of God fell!

waves upon waves..little becomes much, when we put in e master's hands..some of us might not know how to pray the first time round..not many can preach, not many can give a good offering message, but in the hands of God..NOTHING can become EVERYTHING..

if God can create the entire universe out of NOTHING, imagine what He can do with a LITTLE of something! im not someone great, im just an normal guy with a great God! the whole meeting was just awesome..just like that..2hrs have passed (or even more haha)..we ended at 1030pm! haha..and it seemed as if we could go on forever :DD

after cg, chatted and fellowshipped for awhile..then celebrated leon's birthday. and 'strange' things happened lol. thats what makes E420 fun..haha..we are fun not because we are at the edge of being professional, not because we're the most happening bunch, but because of the little things that we laugh about haha..*unglam LOL...

We are truly G420 haha. our slogan: Glam. We laugh at ourselves. lol..whatever that means haha. today was really great..we jumped into the river of God. service with Dr John Avanzini later..haha..

im gonna say something that sounds totally un-norm haha..(i made that word up)..

I miss queueing :S hahaha

Just a small revelation:

Mk 11:23

For assuredly, I say to you, "Whoever says to this mountain, 'be removed and be cast into the sea', and does not doubt in his heart, but believe that those things he says will be done, he WILL have whatever he SAYS.

it didnt say "whatever he prays", it didnt say, "whatever he sings", it didnt even say, "whatever he believes"..but it said, "He WILL have..whatever he SAYS". thats why we pray corporately. even just now during PM, i prayed halfway and i was stopped..i think adam wanted those who have never prayed before to step out..and thank God..people stepped out and POWER of God was all over the place! =) it was just awesome..

because when we SPEAK it..things begin to change in e realm of e spirit..curses, bondages and cycles of defeat, are all BROKEN DOWN!