God Of My Forever

Today's been emotionally depressing for me. IHP, Tmr's 'mini' service, results coming out..

Im at rock bottom..yet my soul cries out for more. As i was soing my quiet time a few hours ago, i was just playing this song on my guitar..and tears just flowed down my face..

Even though im at my worst..God is still my best..God in good times, in bad times..You are the God of my forever. Forever I will hold your hand, never will we be apart.

It takes strength, it takes courage, it takes faith..to praise God when im down..to worship and pray when im down. and i know faith pleases God. when you're all alone in your room..do you see your problems..or do you see Your Saviour?

its more than a relationship, its a covenant. When a couple gets married, didnt they agree to go through good times, bad times together? In sickness, in health, till death do us part. Is that how it is between you and God? For me, yeah. im more in love with God today, than i was yesterday. if there's one person who can satisfy all my needs, its Him and Him alone :)

what an encounter i had this afternoon..and even though i was still feeling abit depressed over what happened a few days ago, the indecisive choices that my bro made yet..God sent an angel into my midst. yes..that guy, was pow wee. you have no idea what im going through..

but he dropped by my house just now...we chatted a bit and he taught me a bit of diatonics and 1st, 3rd, 5ths..haha..not bad..expose myself to something new. and whenever he's there..i just feel the presence of God..

i want to be like him. i wanna be like so many people..yet i know i can only be myself. i should stop looking at how good others are..and start looking at how much i can become more of myself and more of God..

true strength, is not the inability to fall..true strength is the ability to get up each time you fall. like wyelin said, "When life gives you lemons, you make lemonades out of it".

that's what walking with God is all about..its about choosing not to let go. you might ask "Andrew, how do you stay strong in the midst of your most depressing time, what made you give away 10 bucks to a complete stranger the other time when you at the lowest of your life?"

simple..love. the love of God..the love for God. faith, hope, love. the greatest of these is love. what are your foundations? what are your priorities? "by these, all men will know you are My disciples..that you love one another, as I have loved you".

How do i encourage, when i myself need encouragement? Love.

how do i bring a smile to people's face when im sad? Love.

how can i BRING the presence of God..when im at my dry-est? LOVE.

how do i care for others..when my own life is crumbling? LOVE.

no matter what happens..i WONT let go.

always remember the first time you walked down the altar call. remember the first time you met Jesus..how it was like. How when you were down, He was there to encourage you. How His presence was always there for you..whenever it seems ure at a dead end..God always provides a way of escape..

A roadway in the wilderness, you'll lead me. Rivers in the desert will I see!

Dont forget..the first love! Walk the narrow way..