Thoughts and randoms (LONG post)

im still sick. but SLOWLY recovering lol. i dont understand why someone people just dont seem to wake up their idea. what is insanity? insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result! you keep on complaining about your life..and all you do is remain the same! cmon! start changing! if you wait for the perfect conditions, ull never get anything done!

and i mean, you WILL not get anything done! not should, not might, you WILL not! others are just plain stubborn. they expect their lives to be better and yet they themselves are not putting in the effort. the proof of your desire is in your pursuit. you want something, go get it, period! - pursuit of happiness.

and many times, over infinite times, i just feel like shouting at their faces: PLEASE WAKE UP YOUR IDEA! some simply cant be bothered. some dont believe anything i say. well, its okay, you are insane, i dont mind. continue to live your life of insanity then and see if it gets any better. whole day complain, complain, complain..how often do i even complain about anything??

most of e time, im always smiling. no im not crazy, neither am i emo. im just someone with a different spirit!! all those things uve learned, have u even applied them??? i hate those people who go, 'my life sux', 'my life is in a mess'.my question to you is: WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING ABOUT IT??? you can talk all you want until the rapture!

your life will ONLY change when your thinking changes!!!

your life WONT change if u try something different!!!

your life WONT change if you say something different!!!

your life WONT change if you do things differently!!!

your life WONT change if you meet different people!!!

your life WONT change in time!!!

your life WONT even change when the moment you start acting!!!

it just WONT, WONT, WONT...stop being an idiot and WAKE UP YOUR IDEA! cmon! stop being a cheapo in life! so many people fix their eyes on what captures their attention, rather than fix their eyes on something they want! am i saying that you are 'enslaved' to the world? i will gladly say yes! what??? did i say something wrong?? your eyes cant move on your own?? come on!! give me a break!! those are your eyes!! stop looking at your problems!!

you think i dont have any problems? yes i do. plenty in fact. by the way, let me share with you one very big secret, that no one else in the world knows..

"you can move your own eyes"..

WOW!!!! REVELATION!!! HIDDEN TRUTH!!! ASTOUNDING!!!!

remember the story of the 3 little pigs? it kinda reminded me of the parable of the sower, or the story of the wiseman and the foolishman. the foolishman built his house on the sands of life, the rain came, the floods rose, his house was swept away.

the wiseman built his house on the rock of Christ..the rain came, the floods rose and his house moved not a millimeter. and thank God, God is a loving, unlimited God. the fact that He can stand 8-9 billion people complaining their lives to Him 24/7!!!

u must be wondering, did someone offend me? no, noone offended me. im just typing my thoughts, thats all. by the way, if youre offended by what i typed..let me tell you another secret that no one else in the world knows:

"being offended is a choice"...

unless of course ure emotionally unstable or emotionally shutdown, then i got 2 words for ya:

OPEN UP!!!!!

for goodness sake! stop living in that small little puny lunchbox of your life and come out into the real world!! you might say, "see those problems i have? im in the real world, ure not!" well, let me tell you..you have a really frigging small world!

you can even say: oh im a christian, i am destined for eternity.

well let me ask you: if you're destined for eternity why live as if you are in a cage right now??? i remembered someone once said. some people are going to heaven, but they suffer like hell on e way there while others are going to hell, but they enjoy like heaven on the way there.

comeon!! stop being a oxymoronic person! some people say, 'oh you dont know what i am going through', 'I cant do this', 'I think..', I, I, I..stop I-ing!!!! then again, some people just dun wanna wake up their idea. fine, if you think you can sit in the cockpit of your life and fly your own plane, fine. for me, God is my pilot.

ill end here by summing up everything in one sentence:

Your life is a manifestation of your thoughts.