omg

omg i woke up late...AGAIN!

i din really miss e lesson, but im already considered absent. =/ and im still tired. my eyes are still closing because i didnt sleep the night before. and wads worse is that e lesson i just missed is e same one i missed yesterday at e end of e day..T_T

arrgh, i cant take it anymore. im damn tired and i got so many things to worry about. i still feel physically weak after yesterday..making me have a sleepless night and then dismissing me 20 minutes after lesson started..-.-

ive not had more than 4-5hrs sleep per day, since 2 weeks ago. including weekends..

ask me sleep earlier..does it help? i find it so hard to sleep these days..more like insomnia..i can lie on the bed for hours and not fall asleep, bcus i have many things going through my mind all the time. and you say, why not just forget everything and just sleep..

huh, easier said than done...

forget it, im tired i dun wanna blog anymore..next lesson at 2pm..hopefully i dont doze off and miss that one too..

and oh...i had TWO alarm clocks. yes..TWO. sometimes 3. it doesnt help. i cant sleep and i cant wake up. face it!