Pre-CG PM, CGM, Supper, Thoughts

What can I say? Pre-CG PM was just...no words can describe. Just ask tim and pam..its definitely a kairos moment, a moment we wont take for granted. How I wish everyone else could experience it..it was just awesome..and we cried out to God..how one day..all of us can experience something like this..not just every week..not just when me and adam are practicing..but every single day of our lives..

From a short PM, it became our quiet time..and when i heard e story about adam's brother..i just wept. carry the cross daily, thats what i want. to be more hungry and christlike, thats what i want..deep down i was calling, i was crying out for more..

shing was once having a meeting in riverwalk i think..poh was sharing..how when he played e guitar every week during service, he said something that inspired me, he said that when he played..he was a hungry man..searching for God..

just like that..30-45minutes passed in my room. how we wished we could go on forever..haha..but like adam said, we have a cg meeting to conduct and members to encourage haha. the 4 of us, adam, pam, tim and me..were in e room, despite our situations, despite me having to print chords late..its because we are hungry.

and indeed, those who seek Him, He will be found. even before the pre-cg pm, even before tim and pam came in..i already felt the HS enter my room. but for Him to move in such a way, simply left me speechless and in awe. tears just kept flowing and flowing like a never ending river..words of encouragement, words of prophecy came..and it was just simply an 'upper room' experience :D

even if its just 2 people..God will still show up. all it takes is clean hands and a pure heart. i just feel God is gonna do something new. and i think during that 'upper room' encounter, it was like a taste of what is to come :) theres just so much to say..

cg meeting was great. haha..the word was challenging too. and so funny, we were in groups supposed to share something but we werent answering the question..haha..then adam's reaction was very anime LOL! anyway, after that celebrated pam's birthday..i think the idea of creating that 'curvy path' was really creative..! =)

went supper at potong pasir i believe..the 24hr prata shop. yummy mushroom cheese haha. since tri suggested e one at upper thompson, one day we shall go haa. i kinda liked what adam said:

To say that you cant forgive yourself is to say you're greater than God.

that just wowed me. if He can forgive you? then who are you to say you cant even forgive yourself? let alone others? people with guilt cannot see or sense God. blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God. if ure not sensing e presence of God..then check ur heart..check your hands..

God is everywhere, but His power isnt.

Even just now as i came home..i really longed to experience that upper room experience earlier on again, so i just took my guit and played that same song..and after playing it 2-3 times..God came again..and it felt as if it was like just now..tears began to flow..over and over..even after i played finish..

i went on msn, chatted with shing..and without any background music, without any guitar playing, its as if God hugged me from behind and while chatting on msn..tears flowed over and over again..it was overwhelming, i wanted it to continue :D

HS was staying in my room..and thats a very encouraging thing. When you tell God, "God i wanna stay in your house", its one thing. but when God says, "Andrew, I wanna stay in your room". NOTHING BEATS THAT! =))

so excited for svc later..ps kong is back :D